My Unspoken Words ♥

Yeah, it`s me. You can call me "Patty Mhaye" . I could be a BETTER friend to you, but I could also be your BEST enemy. Now, you decide which way you wanna go. And be ready for what you`ll encounter. I could LOVE a guy the way no one else can. And when I tell you what I feel inside me, it doesn`t mean that you need to feel the same way too. Some time, you may not agree with me, but it doesn`t make sense for me anymore `cause I don`t care. So, that was just a little stuffs about me. :”>

[crabbi-patty]

Yung simpleng pag tawag mo sa kanya ng “wifey”, or yung kwento mo na dahil ayaw ka nyang pansinin at ayaw ka sabayan kumain, ang ginawa mo naibuntong mo sa iba ung galit mo resulting to nakabugbog ka na at naipabarangay ka pa?! Nakakainggit no ang sisimple gesture pero ako yun parang naka-appreciate 🥺😩 Why naman po ganon?! ~thoughts ng 12:31AM

[matabangutak]

“Mahal ko eh"

Parang kapag ganito na ang sinabi sa 'yo ng isang taong may problema sa pag-ibig? Asahan mo ng walang tatangaping payo 'yan. Mapipikon ka lang kung aasahan mong magbabago 'yan. Ang tanging gagawin mo lang ay makinig sa kaengotan sa experience niya. Pagbigyan niyo na sila at ibigay ang moment sa kanila. Huwag mo silang pagalitan or sabihan ng masasamang salita. Gusto lang talaga nila ng makikinig sa kanila.

Parang lahat naman tayo dumaan sa ganito? Nataon lang na okay ang mental state natin ngayon. Kaya naman tayo 'yong may capacity magbigay ng payo at makinig. Hindi naman sa gusto natin silang mapahamak, pero isa itong way para di ka na rin ma-stress at mainis kapag sinabi mo na lahat ng alam mong words of wisdom tapos sa huli alam mong babalik at babalik lang siya sa piling ng taong pinoproblema niya. Believe me, sila mismo ang mag-decide sa sarili nila kung kailan sila aalis. Kapag talagang nasaktan na sila, napagod, at na-realize na hindi na worth it lahat ng iyak nila sa taong 'yon. So kung patuloy ang kaengotan na nangyayari? Baka mahal pa niya talaga? Lam mo na, luma-love endures all things pa ang peg niyan.

Ang mensahe ko naman sa taong pinag-uusapan namin dito. Go lang. As long na hindi ka pa tuluyang nababaliw, as long na willing ka pa rin mabuhay at maging masaya at your own phase edi go, stay engot. Pag napagod ka na edi at least, alam mong hindi talaga kayo sa huli. Malay mo nga naman biglang mag iba ihip ng hangin at bigla nilang i-reciprocate yung pagmamahal mo 'di ba? Alam ko na sa huli ay mas magiging matibay kang tao dahil darating 'yong araw na ikaw mismo ang magliligtas sa sarili mo. Ikaw mismo ang mag dedesisyon na tama na ang kalokohang ito at sarili mo naman. Once na dumating 'yon? Yun ang time na masasabi mong pinili mo naman ang sarili mo. Doon ka pa lang mag-start mag-heal for good. I just hope na makita at maramdaman mo 'yong legit na love. Kasi masaya siya at hindi 'yong nararamdaman mo palagi na kalungkutan. Ang totoong nagmamahalan? Isa lang ang gusto niyan. Yung parehas masaya lang sila sa isa't isa.

Yung kahit walang sinasabi, nararamdaman mo. Hindi mo laging dapat patunayan. Hindi ka hihingi ng pasensya dahil nagmamahal ka lang. Yung hindi mo laging kalaban ang sarili mo tuwing gabi asking what went wrong? Nagmahal ka lang naman?

Di kita pinagbabawalan sa kaengotan mo, pero sana magka-idea ka man lang. Yung mga pananaw mo na ipaglalaban mo hanggang sa huli dahil mahal mo? Tama 'yon. Pero valid lang 'yon sa dalawang taong nagmamahalan.

[crabbi-patty]

February 15, 2026

Hello Babe, Hope this message finds you! Happiest Birthday Babe! I’m one of those closest to you that wishing you nothing but best in life. I know I’m just nothing to you but know that I’ll try and always try to be by your side whenever you need MONEY! :D Kidding but it is real and true.

I’m kinda happy thinking that we had a chance to celebrate your birthday advance. Na-solo mo ko and na-solo kita. And I found extra cute about it. I hope you are very happy with your family and I hope somehow you forget your problem if there are nga. Iloveyou and always will. Take care always.

Love lots, your beautiful and sexy savior!

[crabbi-patty]

Hi there, yes you, the man in the photo! I miss you a lot! And this song is one of many things I wanted to tell you!

[crabbi-patty]

It keeps haunting me. 🥹 Every single day 😓😭

[crabbi-patty]

Yes, I can’t deny it. I missed him. Even I say na its over, wala na eh he didn’t contact me & I’m okay naman. But moment he called again yesterday I felt na all this time I wasn’t get through this. I’m still missing him and when he called wala parang nothing changes I was able to ask him how are you and you doing? You okay and able din to tell imissyou without any reply from him. 🥺

I gues iba na. Di na’to katulad ng dati. He called before he needs someone to talk to then if meron na wala ka na. Hay. Why me? Why I’m still suffering from this. Leche!!!

[crabbi-patty]

Will greet you here instead. Happiest Birthday Babe! From start I always wish you all best in life even I’m not included. I miss you so much! There’s no day that I’m not thinking of you. What you do? Are you in good condition? Everything I think as a overthinker. Words aren’t enough to express how much I am longing to you! I’m still waiting for your call. Expecting one day you miss me and contact me.

I prayed God give you more strengths, a healthy body & mind. I pray you’ll not get any kinds of sickness. I know you are a super addicted smoker and can’t live without it. Please smoke moderately. I hope you and your children also Nics are fine now. Absolutely fine, cause you’re not contacting me.

Hays! I miss you that’s all. Take care & hope I see you around sometime! Labyaah!!!

[crabbi-patty]

✨ 2025, a year of healing.

[crabbi-patty]

Trying to move forward from everything. 😭🥹

[crabbi-patty]

Things are so different. 😔

[crabbi-patty]

December 3, 2024 - he finally said that iiwan na nya ako. It was the first time he said that to me.

Wasn’t that sad. Ewan ko, its not the same feeling as before. Parang sa hindi ko inaasahan pagkakataon I can able to let him go. Yes I quite feel that he put so much of his weight on me that I already absorb his negativity in life and was not an healthy relationship for us.

So, I’m just waiting if mapapanindigan nya yan. Well if yes intayin ko pa mag sync in sakin.

[matabangutak]

Parang kaya tayong patuloy na bumabalik dito kasi malaya tayo dito lahat. Walang mga boomers at hindi abot ng utak ng mga trolls ang lahat ng makikita nila rito. Ayun ‘yong napansin ko bakit ako hirap magsulat minsan sa Facebook. Parang hindi mo pa pinopost iniisip mo agad kung makaka-offend ka ba? May mga sensitive ba na taong matatamaan? Which is a good thing naman dahil ina-apply natin ‘yong “Think before you click.”

Pero sobrang iba kasi talaga ngayon sa FB. Lowkey bumabalik ako rito kasi sobrang open ng mga tao rito. Literal na yung mga sulat na mababasa mo rito ay galing sa puso nila. May soul. Walang pasikat. Lahat, gusto lang mag-vent out. Nakaka-miss magsulat dito na parang dati lang. The best pa rin ang platform na ito talaga. Dito ramdam mo pa ‘yong freedom of speech. Sana mag-boom ulit itong platform. Sana may new wave of bloggers or mga tao na mag-re-register dito. Sana ma-experience nila how awesome ng platform na ito.

[crabbi-patty]

Still kuhang kuha mo parin ang kilig ko. Remembering those moments everytime you saying goodbye to me, should always have a 3 goodbye kiss 💋

I miss you babe!

[crabbi-patty]

Kanina, i’m accepting all the facts. Tapos ngayon, i can’t help myself but thinking of you all over again. Di ko alam bat sayo ko nakukuha yun fulfilment eh you spent almost an hour every week sakin. Thats it! Ang laki parin ng impact mo na I can’t even sleep 😩😔 May pasok ako need to get up by 4ish AM but already 12:30AM na still wide awake. Waiting for you to call me 😔

[crabbi-patty]

I still miss you. Almost a month of no communication. Palagi parin kita naiisip. Kamusta ka na? Naiisip mo din ba ako? Sana tawagan mo ko. Sana meron pa kahit konti. Sana ako nalang. Sana bumalik ka na. Lahat ng sana. Gusto kitang tawagan, itext pero alam ko nablocked mo na ako. Umaasa pa rin ako na one day, tatawagan mo ko. Kakamustahin? At babalikan muli. Ilan beses ko pinipigilan ang sarili ko halos araw-araw na wag icheck ang FB mo or makakapaglead sa kalagayan mo ngayon. Ganon kita sobra namimiss. Kaya ko nga uli magpakatanga, basta icontact mo lang uli ako eh. GANON nako kalala. Pero di na ganon ka desperada, kaya ko pa tiisin ang nararamdaman ko kasi tuwing iniisip ko na hanggang ngayon di mo parin ako kinocontact, its a sign na wala lang para sayo ung mga nangyare at pinagsamahan natin dalwa. That hurt me most. Ikaw okay na ako andon pa rin nag iintay sayo. 🥺😢😭

[crabbi-patty]

Birthday mo na bukas. Happy Birthday my BABE!!! 💖 Greeting you from afar. I always love you even I tell na it can’t be.

[crabbi-patty]

Things aren’t okay. I got to accept what comes even though I don’t even like it first. But when I rethink, much better pa pala. Yun not totally okay but you become okay nalang kasi comparing don sa isa na you have big expectations ayun pa yung sobrang lala dahil wala, umasa ka lang. Kaya ung fallback mo ung isa na mapapasabi ka nalang ng “atleast” atleast we saw each other.