Dragged Into The Abyss

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To those who left me because of another’s influence: I still care about you. I hope you are doing well in life and know that I will always be here for you… You can reach out to me at any time.

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A monster doesn’t feel remorse for what they’ve done to hurt others. I do.

Monsters don’t seek out help to fix themselves so they don’t make that same mistake again. I did.

Monsters don’t acknowledge when they’ve made mistakes and done actions that hurt others and apologize for them. I have.

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For the first time in many moons the tainted waters from my previous home have entered my dreams. I thought I was finally free…

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The flight to my new forest started with my lake being vandalized… What ever damage that fire dragon intended to cause will not happen. The bond with my new home is stronger than your flimsy bond with the moon.

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Soon I will be escaping the hellish flames that surround me and living in a new lake with a more flourishing forest surrounding me than ever before. My beloved leaf has now become a forest which I can call home, and I cannot wait to be free…

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Being able to finally hold the leaf within my waters is exhilarating. I know I am not worthy of the leaf’s presence but I am grateful it remains with me.

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How I long to be by your side… to hold your face in my claws while showering you with all the love and affection that you had been neglected growing up and so much more… that time is drawing nearer, but I am growing impatient…

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Alright my darlings the ask box is now open. Please refrain from placing toxic things into my waters. This is a place of positivity and peace.

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Oh goodness I never opened my ask box. I shall remedy that as soon as I can. Having you lovely creatures leave letters by my water’s edge sounds lovely.

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To those of you who come here lured by my voice seeking comfort and peace, I kindly welcome you into my waters. Please rest assured that you will be protected.

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I never thought I would see the day when the leaf would feel safe in my waters. Surely this means that I am not the monster the fire has tried to claim that I am… This leaf shall be protected by my waters. I will not let harm come to it.

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My friends are seeing you for what you love so dearly to call yourself. They know that unlike you I’m actually striving to restore my waters, and have been doing so for a long while now. Your anger and childish outbursts make you look like a fool.

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I’m terrified. Is what I’m feeling allowed? I’m holding onto this leaf so tightly that in the end I’ll likely crush it within my claws. I just don’t want it to leave me like I fear it will…

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How dare you taint my only safe haven. You act as if you’ve done no wrong. I have at least acknowledge what I’ve done and am doing what I can to clean my waters.

Your flames emit toxic fumes, and I allowed myself to be consumed for the longest time. I always wanted the best for you, even draining my own waters to ensure that. That short temper of yours left me in constant fear. You blow up over the smallest of things. Just hearing you now brings terror to my soul.

I have avoided you, done my best to keep things peaceful. Yet you have the nerve to try and drag me back in when I’m trying to move on and better myself. There always has to be a villain in your life, for you can never be wrong in your eyes. Your rage and hatred will burn you alive and destroy all that you love.

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I have finally separated myself from the fire, or at least I thought I had. Why must you plague my dreams with the version of you I had come to admire? You are no longer that being.

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After such a long time I’ve finally allowed someone else to enter my loving embrace. I should be happy now right? So why does everything still hurt so much?

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My waters are being moved in various directions yet it is my fault that’s happening. Why can’t they take responsibility for not their actions?