Junebug ☆

- read me - inspire me - this is my love for words, thought, music & photos manifested

[bulbabushka]

Pretend ur invasive self hating thoughts r being said to u by a 13 y/o boy on xbox live trying to get a rise out of you like “Your girlfriend dumped you because you’re ugly” that’s nice tim isn’t it past ur bedtime

[hellfucingshitfuck-deactivated2]

also, if you have intrusive violent thoughts, pretend they’re being said to u by an annoying backseat driver

“drive into that pole” thanks karen or i could not do that

[emmmpty]

Perfect

[the-neon-pineapple]

you can also pretend that the Super Paranoid thoughts are being said by that conspiracy theorist in your history class

“maybe they poisoned you” maybe you should fuck off, geoffrey-with-a-g

[venusian--eye-deactivated201606]

OHH MAN I DO THIS SHIT EVERY DAY

[dapperpea]

My favorite for intrusive anxious thoughts is to pretend Spock’s behind you with an answer.

“did I lock the door-”

captain you have locked the door every day for over ten years, and it is very hard for most people to break even subconscious habits, so you most definitely locked the door

[zetsubonna]

I told my new psychiatrist about how I learned this from y'all and his eyes lit up. He didn’t smile but he did nod a whole bunch of times, it was great.

[merelyimmortal]

I like to pretend that my intrusive thoughts are being said to me by a super uptight religious white lady

“god hates you because you don’t believe in him” “your failures are too great to be forgiven by anyone” “everything you do is wrong and you are going to burn in hell”

thanks for the input brenda but fuck right off

[thatoneqprblog-blog]

I would just like to say that I love you all for this idea.

[disabledfeministvoice]

Reblogging this for a friend.

[ryncoon]

This is extremely helpful. Intrusive thoughts are intrusive because they go AGAINST our personality/desires/values. So characterizing them as an outsider saying dumb shit to you takes a lot of the burden off, I find. That nasty horrible thing didn’t really come from me, it came from the malfunction henceforth known as [whatever you wanna call it]. Mine usually come in the form of suggestions/urges for…. really bad things to do. And instead of getting worked up over how could I think such a HORRENDOUS thing, I can reply with a little ‘haha how about not. Jerk.’ 

We can’t control them, but we can control how we respond to them.

[labelleizzy]

i call them brainweasels, and the first time naming them and then telling them to STFU and then they DID? MAGIC. 

[crashonthelastsplash]

Its hissing, mesmerizing hypnosis

caught me locked, entranced, unbroken

in glittering eyes.

Shed this skin;

Uncoil this body and slowly

emerge fresh and green.

Become the regal cobra,

warning like rattles…

My soul has been pierced

with the sharp fangs of revelation;

Abandon stagnation.

Venom seeps deep, imbuing

itself into my blood and reaching out to my

restless, willful heart.

My soul, solitary yet freedom seeking,

tells stories of old truths within

so that I may embrace my ever changing skin.

[crashonthelastsplash]

He made the engine growl and told the headlights to fuck the night.

This Book is Filled with Spiders (David Wong)

[crashonthelastsplash]

Ok

I, moss on a forest floor, am spread thin. No one has everything, most barely any. Is it best to leave the wanting to others and learn to want nothing myself? I want momentary bliss but I value my loneliness. If I did not have my melancholic solitary nights and my "why does anything matter" mornings, the sad depth of my being that I find most beautiful and thoughtful would be gone - and worse, no companionship is as lovely as it at first seems; the disappointment is soot in my face. I frantically wave arms and messily mark my cheeks with black-dusted fingertips. I like this; I am full for I miss my distant loves. They are rare but rich as cream and avocado meat.

[crashonthelastsplash]

#foreverthuggin (Taken with Instagram)

[crashonthelastsplash]

a pipe is greater than a bong because when you're smoking out of a pipe, at least you look like you're thinking about something

demetri martin

[crashonthelastsplash]

"she's not a goddess, she's more the earth mother whore type" - hyde (that 70s show)

[crashonthelastsplash]

swim cap

She stretched the cap and it slapped on her head. She stretched her calves to prepare. Arms raised, she began to ease every muscle in her body to ensure the best performance. Her blue and green swirled one piece suit covered her thin perfected body. She was a water rocket – hairless, pointed, ready. She stepped up to her place alongside the pool, took a deep breath, and the clanging bell signaled it was time. Within a split second she was in the water, propelled by a current induced force that she along had created. She was surrounded by a deafening blue, and before anyone else she pulled her slick body out of the other side gasping for breath. This was the essence of a winner.

2.28.2008

Remove

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[crashonthelastsplash]

o0000ooOOOOooOOOooOOOoOOOoOo

[crashonthelastsplash]

apotheosis

elevation to divine status; deitification

[crashonthelastsplash]

she is braille. i read her with my hands her body speaks to me i respond fluently

(unknown)

[crashonthelastsplash]

june eleventh, two thousand eleven

my heart runs ablaze.

i feel an infernal fire in my chest-

that conflagration which signifies life and gives one reason to live.

its embers burn orange and sienna

and dance in tribal thanksgiving

LOVE --- that which is the happiest, loveliest, most dreadful sensation. 

cursed be those who utter that word

for only can a fire completely consume its host

or die abruptly without reason!

[crashonthelastsplash]

on family

Everyone who says blood is thicker than water hasn't met people who will always be there for them outside of family. Family isn't what it used to be, it's now just an illusion or a cover up for the lost tradition. Friends want to be in your life, whereas blood binds you without choice. Resentment is everywhere.

[crashonthelastsplash]

KOALA_LOVE

Legs are twisted, Pretzel tight, fingers are Locked, Lips parted slightly- Brushing against shoulder or Lightly grazing Chest. Peace and calm are Constant; Koala love. Dreams and reality combine When sleep takes but Amazement makes ears sensitive and Skin responsive to touch. Every second a lucid soft screen Reel plays And the night is foggy bliss Between consciousness And warm tingling, Toes mingling, Heartbeat thumping, And soul flowing through The confines of your breast Unable to escape so it Can only inflate.

[crashonthelastsplash]

ruby - kaiser chiefs ")

[randomfunnypics]

[randomfunnypics]

Every time I return to the parking garage