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We are like a fish stuck in the sky

no one knows what he’s doing there

Trying his best

Suprisingly, still alive

He’s stuck

#don’t know #system shitpost #shitpost #meme #just enjoy this random thought #osdd #did #tess

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MANGOBALL IS SO FUNNY LMAOOOO

Chat this is serious, im lowkey desesperate to be loved, how do i find someone who loves me romantically?

#cupioromantic #aromantic #im sad #i just want to find a home

Im such a broken human, i’m tired of being here

#complex ptsd #c ptsd #im just eating pogo at home rn #i didnt take my medic and i think im going through it

scamguy

the few minutes between the moment u yap in someones dms and they dont answer and you feel like you should get painfully dismembered for the crime of talking to someone vs the instant relief of normalcy you get when they text back and no ones killed you yet

TW: rape

Its not even funny anymore, why is rape such a recurrent thing in my dreams? I don’t recall ever being touched that way irl

#lowkey worried #or is it the way my subconscious represent my lack of control over my body #idk but its not funny anymore #it wasnt to begin with but like yall get it #complex ptsd #c ptsd #fuck up dreams

I don’t think i was meant to live that long

#tw sucidal thoughts #complex ptsd

I just wanted her to reconize my pain and apologize for it… was it too much to ask..?

#i feel like it shouldn’t be #but her condition makes me doubt #i probably the bad person #i hate myself and my brain

I think im too broken to know what hapiness is

#little random thought #c ptsd #mentally ill

I hope one day, someone is gonna get to know me and will be able to love me

#hopeless dream

At the end of the day, i’m just a broken bitch who’s trying to fix herself to fit in

#i had a nightmare #and the whole day i realized how much stuff i avoid daily or do differently because of my trauma #im tired #i want someone to hold me and tell me its gonna be okay #i hate my brain so much

cravny

TRIGGER WARNING: rape

How fucked do u have to be to dreamed about being rape and seeing ur best friend being rape like what the fuck??

cravny

Wanna add that at the end of my dream i beat both men to death

#im glad i did

TRIGGER WARNING: rape

How fucked do u have to be to dreamed about being rape and seeing ur best friend being rape like what the fuck??

#dream like in the sleep state #not like a dream in the sense that i wished #also for some reason it was Kai from exo the raper in my dream #TRIGGER WARNING rape #my brain is fucked

I forgot how broken we were (i’m reading all the diary entries we did in 2020 when we were trying to identify all our alters)

#it’s kind of funny tho #like they was beef #osdd #osdd system

cikero

this is your pilot speaking I need one of you to bring me a burger that’s going to restore my will to fly this aircraft

Yesterday night i was so not fine and i, by consequence, dissociated so hard that a little that i hadn’t thought about since 2022 made a comeback to the front

#she was so cute #she was like running around our room cause she liked the sound of our feet on the ground #she was also way too excited about the cat #yeah we were really not okay but i was happy to see her #we love Pickaboo in this house #osdd 1b #osdd system #everytime i doubt that we are a system and then shit like this happens

I wish i wasnt that full of rage… i was getting better…

#im sick and tired of existing fr

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