you wanna love someone? love yourself goddamn, girl. love yourself. but what if i don’t? what if i don’t know how to? what if i gotta find someone to love me so good that it feels like i love myself? i mean, damn. you try spending 18 years in skin that doesn’t feel like home. you try loving everything so much, everything but you, so hard so hard that you run dry. i love things, lots of things. i also love people, lots of people. but there’s a difference between loving someone and loving with someone. i mean, how am i supposed to love myself when i don’t know what loving myself, loving me, even looks like. loving others? that comes too naturally. loving me? well, all i can say is: i wish it was that easy.
unfiltered thoughts #4. |(morsus engel)| (via actuates)
