deranged likkle lady

maladaptive daydreaming, obsessing, dissociating 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

[malice-diary]

going to be more mentally ill on here heads up

[girlmostlikely]

Ever since I was a little girl I dreamed of everything being okay

[nanaloving]

Sometimes I’m afraid no one is going to truly love me, that I won’t have a person hugging me during the night or when I have a rough day, someone that cares when I’m sick, or just someone. I’ve never had a person like that before, my mom has never cared about me, when I broke my hand on eight grade she ignored me and when she found out I told the teachers about it she made me carry a tv, it’s the same with my scoliosis, I know im not pretty, but ugly? I don’t know. I’ve liked guys before, but always in secret, I would know everything about them but they would never know about me, that’s got it worked. I’ve never allowed myself to like someone for too long, because I know nothing will happen, they won’t look at me, but it’s nice to think they will

[rylandsgrace]

That was the last sunrise I ever saw. Perhaps the kindest thing the dark gift has given me. // It was the last time I saw my brother. It was the last time I saw the sun. It was the only time I ever felt free.

Interview with the Vampire (2022 - ) // Sinners (2025)

[mishwanders-deactivated20260717]

@the-resident-vampire excuse me while I go cry

[hamoodmood-deactivated20250309]

I'm tired of being everyone's therapist and listen to their problems. No one ever listen to mine. I'm literally sick of it, just shut the fuck up I don't care about it

[karaokeiko]

reading through my blog like omg this guy is unwell

[rainingonteardrops]

Welcome to my blog I’m filled with sadness and I yearn to be kissed on the neck

[beautybehindthemaddnes]

[blnkverse]

jasmine mans

[litbowl]

From Jasmine Mans's book, Black Girl, Call Home. (Berkley Publishing Group)

[eternaloptimistsphere]

start seeing everything as God, but keep it a secret

[texasbama]

I’m still anxious. I’m still having nightmares. I’m still mentally messed up. MEGAN THEE STALLION | IN HER WORDS (2024)

[glassfrogforest]

[chrrybone]

[bare-en-feil]

why is this so funny

[brightdeadthing]

love as recognition

anna gavalda / friedrich nietzsche / clarice lispector / jandy nelson / rebecca perry / mhairi mcfarlane

[sickdelights-deactivated2023091]

cant talk rn i'm busy being a danger to myself

[schizogangrape]

I always feel like the ppl interested in me only are interested bc there’s nothing better to do or no one better to be interested in , like “ I’ll take what I can get “ vibe