I really really wanna love you

But I can't say the word I want to. c u z they won't play it on the radio

[crazyinlvv]

This blog is still dropped AF but I do wanna try to find some blogs to follow on my other account...

[crazyinlvv]

I’M DROPPING THIS BLOG LIKE IT’S HOT! LATERZ

[rpgarden]

Reblog if you like receiving anonymous asks

[runninbarefoot]

rp partner: I have an idea for a plot

me:

[jackyangarchive]

우리 다시 사랑할수 있을까 - 다니엘 헤니 (Daniel Henney)

[canopvs]

Son Ga In • Brown Eyed Girls // 6 avatars

credit canopus.

[crazyinlvv]

AAAAND IM BACK! So good to have WiFi again and not have to be careful how much I can scroll hsisnsisnsi

[crazyinlvv]

Happy new year! I hope 2020 will be filled with good energy and stuff. I hope we can all be in peace of mind this year!

[crazyinlvv]

I apologize to rp partners because I didn’t select christmas gifts to any of them. But I do hope you consider that my muses did gift them because they are not assholes… I am.

Actually I’m not an asshole either, the past months were just busy and I keep getting anxious over being here.(it’s in general and I’m taking care of it)

That being said I do hope to be able to come back. Not yet since I will be unable to really use tumblr through computer (will still be reachable through messages and discord tho!) on the next 10 days or so.

If I decide to drop any thread I will let you know privately. I don’t wish to drop any plot though. But do let me know if you lost motivation because of my hiatus.

I will be trying to reply some things now before I leave. 

If you wish to plot something or anything you can reach me on tumblr message or even send me your d i scord so I can add. 

[crazyinlvv]

xxj0kerxx‌:

BGM: Wish It Was True

Dean took the moment to gather himself, closing his eyes as he softly rubs his knuckles. Little fucks were given to whoever was around them, they wouldn’t understand either way. What was going through him. Even if there weren’t enough tears from him compared to her, there was much more going through him. The pain. The feeling of being alone once again. That loneliness that creeps back into him, it was all coming back. Everything just started to turn normal until they were gone. Now all was left was that dying vengeance. It was only fueled by Megan as she spoke about killing those guys. Even if he killed the fucks and anyone involved in killing his kids, all he could think was to hurt his family back. Hurt them so they could feel the same pain that he had to go through and feel. Dean slowly opens his tired eyes back to Megan before softly shaking his head towards her. It wasn’t right. It wasn’t right for her. “This ain’t your fight, little bird.” He said softly while letting out a sigh, but it only left him to think about all the crap he did. “… That’s why I kill people for a living. Criminals, murderers, rapists. Any bad seeds, I’d get rid of them. I’d do it all again without regret. I’d kill every single last mother fucker out there. The only thing I regret is putting them through all of this.. I-I just blame myself.” In Dean’s eyes, he was just another terrorist. A terrorist who targeted bad people. It was only fortunate that he stopped doing it for free. He wasn’t glorifying it or shining it with a nice light. “The last thing I’d want to see is you turn into me. You’re a good girl.. Stay that way. Please.” Dean wasn’t willing to drag anyone else into his problems or at least what was left of it. Gently placing his knuckles onto the table before giving her a soft nod as sadness lingered on his face. Lowering his gaze, he took a moment to himself. “…We should probably go once you’re done eating. I lost my appetite..” He sighs before forcing himself to drink what was left of the coffee.

It was simply heartbreaking sitting there and watching a father grieving over the loss of his most precious people. She couldn’t even begin to imagine how much pain he was going through and there wasn’t anything she could do for him. But if she could she would. “I suddenly want it to be my fight. I never fought for anything, that would be a good reason.” It was true. growing up without a family Megan didn’t grow exactly that love and that sense of care for people, she didn’t have anyone to love or protect. And for once she felt that, for a guy that was basically a stranger for her. But that she felt she could do something for. “It’s not your fault if they have lost their heart to the point of doing... that!” She couldn’t even finish saying that, for how cruel it sounded. Killing kids? Why would someone be so cold blooded? “I’m not a good girl. I’m just a medium girl... Not like I should receive a medal for being nice... I’m just... a decent human being I would like to think.” Megan didn’t see herself as of someone of any value really so deep inside hearing he thought she was a good girl made her chest feel warm, but she was still sad. The entire sitation was too much. “Sure we should get going... I can’t bring myself to eat anything else.” Cleaning her mouth (and then under her eyes because of the tears she dropped) she slid on the seat to stand up; “Let’s go?”

[crazyinlvv]

panthexon‌:

It was as if his mind as well as his body had been tied up. He couldn’t focus and his vision was blurry as he struggled against his binds. “Whatever this is about, I’m sure we can reach an agreement. You want money? Want me to do something for you? Just name it,” he mumbled out. It hadn’t been his first time being a hostage, but something about this felt different. Even in his state he could notice as much.

“Money?” Her eyebrows raised as she heard that, the expression seeming offended by what he was saying. And she was. How could he think she was putting him through that because of money? she loved and cared for him,, she wouldn’t try to take money from him like that. “This is for the best.” Jinhee repeated herself before sighing a bit. “I’m just protecting you from the world okay? You’ll thank me later...” Shehad her eyes focused on him and the way she looked at him would make clear how much she admired the other, in a very sickening way. “Are you sure you aren’t thristy?”

[crazyinlvv]

namzhvque‌:

Originally posted by svt-laughing

“That’s a good question…” Junhui purses his lips as he thinks of how to answer her. “Why don’t you get to pick what we’re doing this time around?” He notices how his friend looks so comfortable and relaxed around him, knowing how easy it was to put up walls around people. Junhui sighs in relief at her answer. “Good, I know sometimes I run late since i take time getting to places.”

“Alright then... So I choose!” She smiled at him before trying to put on a serious face only to smile right after. “Maybe we can watch a movie together? It’s a good idea right?” Elkie then shakes her head and pats his back. “Don’t worry too much about it~ I know sometimes we can’t just be on time even if we want! I am quite patient you know that.”

[crazyinlvv]

grxnadxs‌:

Never had Aedon experienced this feeling. This soul crushing ache that formed deep in his chest and expanded all the way to the tips of his toes. He felt heavy, like he was being weighed down by lead. I don’t want to leave her. The thought played over and over in his mind, making him feel almost sick because he knew he couldn’t stay in a world he didn’t belong. But how was he supposed to go back to his life as a prince when the person he loved was so far away? It was hard to even think about. “Yeah, I think so,” he said softly. “Magic and human hybrids like elves. It’s a lot different from here,” he said. “Do you think people from my world were able to come here and … make a living? Tell stories? I wish I could. If I weren’t a prince, no one would realize I was gone. Hell, I don’t know if my parents even know I’m gone either.” He tightened his grip on her shoulders, pulling her closer. He didn’t want to move away from her; he wanted her as close as she could possibly be to him. As she ordered the pizza, he kept his eyes on her, not the phone. “Jade,” he whispered as she tapped away on the phone, his eyes scanning her face. “I love you.”

It was something unfortunate; like living a fairytale only to not live happily ever after. Instead she was finishing that book on a sad note, finishing without her prince and the guy she realized she loved more than she ever admited to herself. Even in her mind. “Hm? I think... that’s possible... people adjust and there are so many ways to make a living... I really wish you weren’t a prince... you would be able to be here with me and...” She stopped herself, it wasn’t fair with him the fact she was even pondering those possibilities, they were out of the table and all she could do was to accept it. Using the small time to tap away on her phone and order that pizza it was also great to avoid his eyes for a while, she felt like crying looking at them. But it was when his voice hit her ear that she stopped lifting her head only to turn him slowly, her eyes watering. “... Aedon...” She wanted to cry. “I lo--... ve you...” Jade felt her voice failing on her, not coming out while she looked at him the phone in her hand still not having their order finished, it was clearly not important in the moment. Leaving the phone aside she leaned to him to cup his cheeks. “I’m gonna miss this face of yours... so much...”

[crazyinlvv]

ONE ( ALIAS / NAME )  Tefi / Stephanie TWO ( BIRTHDAY )  January 12th THREE ( ZODIAC SIGN ) Capricorn FOUR ( HEIGHT )  169cm FIVE ( HOBBIES )  writing (even if it doesn’t seem like so), listening to music, reading and watching videos  SIX ( FAVOURITE COLOUR(S )  black and purple SEVEN ( FAVOURITE BOOKS )   Harry Potter series, the Shack and any book from Raphael Montes (a Brazilian writer) EIGHT ( LAST SONG LISTENED TO ) Magenta Ca$h - Gloria Groove NINE ( LAST FILM WATCHED )   tbqh i don’t remember TEN ( INSPIRATION FOR MUSE )  Books, series and movies. Sometimes they come naturally (or at least I think they do) ELEVEN ( MEANING BEHIND YOUR URL ) no deep meaning on this, this blog was iniatlly a single muse one and it was Hyo sung only. It was because of a cover dance she did of the song Crazy in Love by Beyoncé.

[chiqkihyun]

the way the puppy jumps on wonho’s arm to find a comfortable spot… cutest!

[galaxsims]

Merry Christmas, everyone! I wish I had gifts to give everyone, but everything has been so hectic this year that I didn’t get a chance to sit and make something. So I’m just going to write little messages for you. I hope everyone has a safe and healthy holiday!

@xmagicxshopx —Rachel <3 How many Christmases has it been now? Three? Four? I’m so glad we met back then because I don’t know where I’d be without you. Merry Christmas! I hope you get everything you ever wanted! Ily.

@clairdclunc — Laura. Laura, Laura. Merry Christmas! Ilysm. You know that, right? I hope you have an amazing holiday! Thank you so much for being my friend and writing with me all these years <3

@sxilingthegalaxy — Thank you to you and Elayne for loving Jungsoo so dearly! <3 Have an amazing holiday, okay? Let’s keep writing together in 2020~!

@crazyinlvv — Merry Christmas! I hope you have a great day! I love writing with you. Anytime you have an idea you want to write out, you can always come to me with it because my muses will happily love your girls!

[crazyinlvv]

I apologize to rp partners because I didn’t select christmas gifts to any of them. But I do hope you consider that my muses did gift them because they are not assholes... I am.

Actually I’m not an asshole either, the past months were just busy and I keep getting anxious over being here.(it’s in general and I’m taking care of it)

That being said I do hope to be able to come back. Not yet since I will be unable to really use tumblr through computer (will still be reachable through messages and discord tho!) on the next 10 days or so.

If I decide to drop any thread I will let you know privately. I don’t wish to drop any plot though. But do let me know if you lost motivation because of my hiatus.

I will be trying to reply some things now before I leave. 

If you wish to plot something or anything you can reach me on tumblr message or even send me your d i scord so I can add.