...Shut Up.

(Indie Creamil rp blog from Wadanohara!)

[creamilys]

i dont want to go on any of my rp blogs any more.

i just. i dont.

i dont want to go on them or think about them or

but i cant give up on them i gave up on two before but now i have three i cant give up on them i give up on everything too easily and disappoint people

i have many threads going on all of them i just i cant but i dont want to be on them

i only have one that i want to be on any more and its a secret one i

im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry

i dont know what im going to do

im sorry for bothering you all

[creamilys]

(( oh uh

im really sorry for. not being online. when i said i would.

ive felt. very.

well its hard to put into words\

i havent been sleeping very well. my anxietys been very bad. this day in particular, actually. its so bad i dont feel like anythings real haha. i may forget that i made this post tomorrow and try to retype it because its so bad.

so. well. to try to keep my focus off of it and anything that could make it worse i havent been on any of. my rp blogs. ive been on my personal and playing a lot of video games instead. im really sorry.

ill try to return soon. either a few days or a week. hhh

im still extremely sorry ))

[creamilys]

"... I think I lost a pencil in the collar of my coat ..."

[pytie-blog1]

"How d’ya draw that conclusion?! Wait, don’t answer that. Everything’s fine now, yeah! We’ve found each other! Everything is all good!" After all, Creamil doesn’t have to know what she has concealed in pockets of her jacket. 

"I guess. I mean, Rimo doesn’t run off on her own very much, does she?" Pause. "…That means it could be really important, right? Right? Damn. That could be a problem.” 

A scoff as she patted her skirt. "Nah. C’mon Creamil, you said yourself it’s super rare for me to find stuff. You?"

[creamilys]

She gave a light huff and tapped her foot in frustration.

"Did you at least watch to see where she went? Because - yeah, now that I actually think of it, it does sound... kinda important. You watched to see where she went, right? So we can at least have an idea of where to find her?"

Creamil gave a slight shrug and dug around in her pockets.

"Well, I though there was a slight chance you might have found something with how long you were off."

She pulled out a slightly dirty coin from her pockets and rubbed it with the cuff of her sleeve, holding it in front of her for Minero to see.

"I found this. It's not much, but I mean, at least I found something."

[floatingwhitejellyfish-deactiva]

whispers honey im home

((SCREAMS WHITE CUTIES))

Pulmo turned, seeing Creamil and smiling shyly. After their first encounter, they had felt an attraction, and over the two years they dated they had cultivated a sweet emotion to the other.

Pulmo was still a bit nervous about being married to the brash girl, but it couldn’t go wrong, could it? She loved Creamil with all of her heart.

"Welcome hoome, Creamil." she says softly, walking over to her and hugging her enthusiastically.

[creamilys]

Creamil smiled and hugged her back, giving a slight squeeze before releasing her.

"I’m sorry if I took a while… I’m glad to be home. And, to see you again."

She blushed slightly and looked down. Although they were married, she still felt embarrassed to say anything romantic. She wasn’t used to saying such things, and so she often felt silly.

"Oh - but, I got you something."

Digging through a pocket of her large coat, she pulled out a small plastic bag. Inside it held miniature white cylinders that looked very soft and squishy. Creamil softly shook the package. She was unsure if Pulmo would like her small present.

"I heard of these… little squishy food things that were on the surface. I thought you might like them, so I found some for you. I think they were called… ‘marshmallows’?"

[memes-for-the-rper]

Ask my muse increasingly personal questions. See how far you can push them.

[floatingwhitejellyfish-deactiva]

Pulmo had been wandering through the town, not really with anywhere in particular in mind. Princess Uomi didn’t need as much help now that all threats were gone, and she wasn’t exactly…. needed.

Then she heard Creamil’s voice, and turned around.

"Ooh, hello Creaamil…" she murmurs, a happy smile spreading across her face. "SOmethng the matter?"

[creamilys]

Creamil fiddled with her fingers, looking towards the jellyfish but not directly at her.

"Er- Well, I just got mad at... Minero, I guess. So I went for a walk, and thought maybe you'd want to talk or hang out...?"

She felt very awkward asking this. It was painfully obvious with her body language, she was shuffling around her feet and playing with her sleeves. Creamil never was good at hiding how she felt on the outside. But she really wanted to do something to take her mind off things.

[creamilys]

*VIBRATES LOUDLY* 

[creamilys]

ღ

ღ - nose

she has a cute lil teeny nose! its very teeny, like one of those little button noses you see, but its a little turned up and slightly crooked.

cuz i see her being one of those kids that would be a all boasty and braggy to someone until they got mad enough to hit her in the nose

[creamilys]

❈

❈ - ideal birthday

her ideal brithday would probably be a really small quiet one.

probably just the little treasure hunting group would be there, and lots and lots of sweet things. preferably a lot of cake.

mainly she just wants a birthday where nobody fights, acts annoying, and where she has a lot of cake to spend the rest of her life eating.

[rpmememaker]

Headcanon meme - send me a symbol and I'll describe my muse's...

❣ - hands

❤ - voice

۵ - feet

❦ - lips

ø - eyes

ღ - nose

♮ - body type

♫ - singing voice

✮ - sleeping habits

✉ - texting habits

✿ - laugh

✍ - writing style

⌨ - time-wasting habits

❅ - keeping warm/keeping cool techniques

✎ - taste in music/literature

☤ - self care/first aid habits

✪ - favourite food/eating habits

☁ - ideal holiday

✄ - nervous habits

☂ - sadness

❈ - ideal birthday

[creamilys]

With rough foot steps, she wandered throughout town.

She had lost her temper towards the group - most specifically Minero - and had gone out for a walk since her anger almost woke up Tomoshibi. Her negative emotions were just starting to simmer down when she saw someone of in the distance.

It was... Pulmo, wasn't it? The though of maybe going up to her and talking to the jellyfish crossed her mind. She always seemed so happy and calm. It was very possible she could help Creamil calm herself down.

Tentatively, she walked up to the other. Clearing her throat, she tried to say clearly,

"Hello, Pulmo..."

[creamilys]

(( thinking of creamil headcanons cuz not much to do

and i have decided

every single piece of clothing she owns is fluffy in some way

fluffy fluffy fluff everything ))

[thegoodkidsx-deactivated2015020]

meet the mun;

[creamilys]

NAME: no

ALIAS[ES]:  kyu, toast

DATE OF BIRTH: may 28

GENDER | SPECIES: female. uh. im human

PLACE OF BIRTH: that one state in the united states that mainly consists of corn and abraham lincoln

SPOKEN LANGUAGES: english. im lame

OCCUPATION: student

DRINK | SMOKE | DRUGS: uh. none

LIKE[S]: video games, drawing, cats

DISLIKE[S]: bugs, anxiety, salad

 FEAR[S]: eye trauma, bugs, the dark, being hated, being alone, drowning, i have a lot more. uh.

PERSONALITY TRAITS: shy and. i dont know. people say im nice?

DISORDERS: uhh i have anxiety and. avoidant personality disorder. oops.

{ P H Y S I C A L   I N F O R M A T I O N }

HAIR COLOR:  brownish blonde dumb

EYE COLOR: green

HEIGHT: 5’7''

TATTOOS: none

PIERCINGS: ears

{ F A M I L Y   I N F O R M A T I O N }

SIBLING[S]: none

PARENT[S]: mother and father

CHILDREN: never

PET[S]:  four cats

{ R E L A T I O N S H I P   I N F O R M A T I O N }

SEXUAL PREFERENCE: really gay

ROMANTIC PREFERENCE: uh. the thing i said before?

RELATIONSHIP STATUS: single

[creamilys]

"Children are... terrifying."

[pytie-blog1]

"Whaaaaat? Why’d I do that? I was just wandering around and then bam! You were all gone! Into thin air, almost! Anyways, you’ve found me now, right?”

Oh dear. It seems the crab had noticed her little jump after all. Really, what had she even been expecting?

"Yeah, sorry, I guess. Didn’t mean to.". A shrug. "I think she said she found something. She was gone in a bit, though, and it didn’t seem too much of a big deal."

[creamilys]

"Exactly, you were wandering around. Which means you wandered away from me."

She let out a huff and crossed her arms, but soon uncrossed them as the other spoke again. At least she said sorry.

"Well, it's fine now, I guess."

With a small nod, she brought a hand up to her chin.

"Hm. Maybe. It could have been important, but we'll probably run into her again. Did you find anything when you were... 'wandering around'?"

[creamilys]

Mama why are you and daddy so white? How come I don't have red eyes like daddy? I WANT RED EYES.

"Uh."

The sound of 50 million people internally screaming.

She takes a few steps back, avoiding the kid.

"... Daddy... has... um... some special thing. That. Gives him red eyes. You don't want it."