Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā predictable as he is , asuka falls for it , hook , line , & SINKER . his eyes are instantly drawn to kazuhaās ankle , & he opens his mouth to speak in protestĀ Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā but his companionās words enter into the air before he ever gets a chance . he tries to move to take him up into his arms again ,Ā Ā Ā (Ā Ā Ā tama has given him plenty of experience in the way of lifting unruly , unwilling subjects ,Ā Ā Ā )Ā Ā Ā but , even injured , kazuha is far too swift for him . there are so many things he wants to say , so many thoughts that almost escape him , but the words fall just short of his tongue . for a moment , he is uncharacteristically SILENT . though he is notoriously someone who speaksĀ Ā Ā /Ā Ā Ā feelsĀ Ā Ā /Ā Ā Ā does without thinking , he suddenly now finds that he is thinking too much . thought after thought floods his mind , all pointing to the same question . what does that MEAN ? still , he does not speak . he thinks any word he utters might ruin what little point he has left .Ā Ā Ā (Ā Ā Ā in some far corner of his mind , he is afraid that it will alter kazuhaās opinion of him , somehow .Ā Ā Ā )
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā finally , his voice comes forth .Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā plaguing my thoughts ? i donāt know what you mean . Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā a hesitance , HEAVY in its entirety , but he pushes onwards , as he has always .Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā then why ā¦ if you donāt take companions , then why did you come with me ? even though you get hurt every time ?Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā he thinks that kazuha will never understand why he worries so . it pains him just as much as it does each time he watches him limp over an injury that was all his fault .Ā Ā Ā (Ā Ā Ā he is too honest . it makes him VULNERABLE .Ā Ā Ā )
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā Ā Ā Ā i just want you safe . thatās all . Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā at any cost .
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā šššš'šĀ Ā āāĀ Ā āĀ Ā thereāsĀ Ā aĀ Ā scoff ,Ā Ā oneĀ Ā thatāsĀ Ā followedĀ Ā byĀ Ā theĀ Ā ššššššššĀ Ā ofĀ Ā browsĀ Ā &Ā Ā aĀ Ā loud ,Ā Ā exaggeratedĀ Ā sigh .Ā Ā heĀ wantsĀ Ā toĀ Ā laughĀ Ā inĀ Ā (Ā Ā frustrationĀ Ā )Ā ,Ā Ā feelsĀ Ā theĀ Ā urgeĀ Ā riseĀ Ā upĀ Ā &Ā Ā lodgeĀ Ā inĀ Ā hisĀ Ā šššššš .Ā Ā heāsĀ Ā stupid ,Ā Ā heāsĀ Ā (Ā Ā naiveĀ Ā )Ā Ā :Ā Ā itĀ Ā hurtsĀ Ā kazuhaĀ Ā inĀ Ā waysĀ Ā heĀ Ā cannotĀ Ā quiteĀ Ā comprehend .Ā Ā āĀ Ā ācauseĀ Ā iĀ Ā likeĀ Ā you .Ā Ā likeĀ Ā iĀ Ā said ,Ā Ā youāreĀ Ā myĀ Ā š
ššššš .Ā Ā āĀ Ā perhapsĀ Ā moreĀ Ā thanĀ Ā aĀ Ā friend ?Ā Ā heĀ Ā šššššš .Ā Ā (Ā Ā theĀ Ā desireĀ Ā makesĀ Ā himĀ Ā feelĀ Ā guiltyĀ Ā āā Ā Ā makesĀ Ā himĀ Ā feelĀ Ā likeĀ Ā aĀ Ā badĀ Ā person .Ā Ā )Ā Ā āĀ Ā andĀ Ā friendsĀ Ā likeĀ Ā eachĀ Ā other .Ā Ā āĀ Ā butĀ Ā notĀ Ā inĀ Ā theĀ Ā wayĀ Ā thatĀ Ā kazuhaĀ Ā likesĀ Ā himĀ Ā :Ā Ā notĀ Ā inĀ Ā thisĀ Ā ššššššššĀ Ā conceptĀ Ā ofĀ Ā unrelentingĀ Ā šššššššš .Ā Ā [Ā Ā itĀ Ā painsĀ Ā him ,Ā Ā sometimes ,Ā Ā thatĀ Ā heĀ Ā feelsĀ Ā thisĀ Ā deeplyĀ Ā āā Ā Ā thatĀ Ā heĀ Ā feelsĀ Ā soĀ Ā littleĀ Ā &Ā Ā soĀ Ā muchĀ Ā atĀ Ā theĀ Ā sameĀ Ā time .Ā Ā ]Ā Ā āĀ Ā youĀ Ā worryĀ Ā aboutĀ Ā meĀ Ā tooĀ Ā much .Ā Ā āĀ Ā butĀ Ā truly ,Ā Ā (Ā Ā canĀ Ā heĀ Ā blameĀ Ā himĀ Ā ?Ā Ā )Ā Ā kazuhaĀ Ā isĀ Ā ššššššššššĀ ,Ā Ā hisĀ Ā game - plansĀ Ā areĀ Ā alwaysĀ Ā šššššššĀ Ā š
ššššĀ Ā āāĀ Ā notĀ Ā onceĀ Ā hasĀ Ā heĀ Ā everĀ Ā receivedĀ Ā anĀ Ā injury ,Ā Ā notĀ Ā inĀ Ā allĀ Ā hisĀ Ā timeĀ Ā adventuringĀ Ā :Ā Ā notĀ Ā untilĀ Ā heĀ Ā metĀ Ā (Ā Ā asukaĀ Ā )Ā ,Ā Ā notĀ Ā untilĀ Ā theyĀ Ā startedĀ Ā travelingĀ Ā together .Ā Ā &Ā Ā evenĀ Ā soĀ Ā heĀ Ā doesnātĀ Ā blameĀ Ā himĀ ,Ā Ā notĀ Ā forĀ Ā theĀ Ā šššššššš ,Ā Ā notĀ Ā forĀ Ā theĀ Ā wastedĀ Ā timeĀ Ā theyĀ Ā couldĀ Ā haveĀ Ā spentĀ Ā beingĀ Ā (Ā Ā elsewhereĀ Ā )Ā Ā āāĀ Ā timeĀ Ā heĀ Ā wouldĀ Ā useĀ Ā toĀ Ā š
ššš .Ā Ā (Ā Ā becauseĀ Ā anyĀ Ā timeĀ Ā spentĀ Ā withĀ Ā asukaĀ Ā isĀ Ā timeĀ Ā wellĀ Ā spent .Ā Ā )Ā Ā āĀ Ā iĀ Ā likeĀ Ā you .Ā Ā aĀ Ā lot .Ā Ā andĀ Ā thatāsĀ Ā whyĀ Ā iĀ Ā stay .Ā Ā āĀ Ā iĀ Ā loveĀ Ā you ,Ā Ā no ,Ā Ā thatāsĀ Ā šššĀ Ā šššš .
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā theĀ Ā painĀ Ā isĀ Ā ššššššššššššĀ Ā &Ā Ā thoughĀ Ā heĀ Ā attemptsĀ Ā toĀ Ā hideĀ Ā itĀ Ā fromĀ Ā hisĀ Ā companionāsĀ Ā (Ā Ā allĀ Ā knowingĀ Ā )Ā Ā gazeĀ Ā heĀ Ā canātĀ Ā helpĀ Ā theĀ Ā šššššššĀ Ā ofĀ Ā hisĀ Ā eyesĀ Ā āāĀ Ā theĀ Ā wayĀ Ā hisĀ Ā jawĀ Ā seemsĀ Ā tense .Ā Ā [Ā Ā heĀ Ā continuesĀ Ā on ,Ā Ā anyway .Ā Ā ]Ā Ā āĀ Ā iĀ Ā canĀ Ā stillĀ Ā walkĀ Ā onĀ Ā aĀ Ā ššššššššĀ Ā ššššš ,Ā Ā itāsĀ Ā notĀ Ā aĀ Ā brokenĀ Ā bone .Ā Ā āĀ Ā thoughĀ Ā itĀ Ā (Ā Ā feelsĀ Ā )Ā Ā likeĀ Ā one .Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā iĀ Ā thinkĀ Ā youĀ Ā shouldĀ Ā beĀ Ā quietĀ Ā āāĀ Ā iĀ Ā thinkĀ Ā youĀ Ā needĀ Ā toĀ Ā stopĀ Ā speakingĀ Ā yourĀ Ā mind ,Ā Ā āĀ Ā litheĀ Ā digitsĀ Ā graspĀ Ā atĀ Ā theĀ Ā š
šššššĀ Ā thatĀ Ā envelopesĀ Ā theĀ Ā otherāsĀ Ā formĀ Ā &Ā Ā heĀ Ā pullsĀ Ā him ,Ā Ā backĀ Ā toĀ Ā whereĀ Ā heāsĀ Ā frozenĀ Ā upĀ Ā āāĀ Ā withĀ Ā ššššššš ,Ā Ā withĀ Ā theĀ Ā painĀ Ā seeingĀ Ā deepĀ Ā intoĀ Ā hisĀ Ā veryĀ Ā bones .
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā andĀ Ā āāĀ Ā iĀ Ā thinkĀ Ā youĀ Ā shouldĀ Ā kissĀ Ā me .Ā Ā maybe .Ā Ā ā
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