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Now that he no longer felt like someone was trying to pull the ground from under his feet, Jay could take in the ridiculousness of the situation and join Russell in his laughter. He actually managed to fall asleep on his feet, what the actual hell?! And then, to top it all off, given the dead hour when it happened, he had the terrible luck of having someone literally run into him. Talk about a giant coincidence.Ā āYeah, yeah,ā he waved his hand, the last breaths of his laughter dissolving into the air,Ā āI figured Iād try something else, see if it works. Word to the wise, donāt ever try this yourself.ā As he shook his head he could feel the tiredness pull down his eyelids. and he fought to keep them, rubbing his eyes sleepily. Russās question shook him out of the daze, however, making him a little more alert than he had been moments before. What was he really doing there? Was he out to see the sunrise, like some dumb idiot or was there more to it? He didnāt feel like explaining his weird nightmares or the fact that he felt calmer in some parts of the town as opposed to the others, like this particular spot.Ā āThis is gonna sound cheesy, but Iām enjoying the view,ā he offered a half-assed excuse, looking at Russ whose run was just interrupted.Ā āWhat about you, isnāt it a little early for a morning jog?ā
Head cocked slightly, Russ gave his friend a long look. He wasnāt entirely convinced by Jayās explanation. Why was he so tired that heād doze on his feet? He wanted to ask, but bit his tongue. If he kept pushing, Jay was sure to push back. It wasnāt like Russ had a good reason to be out here before the sun was fully risen, either. With a lift of his shoulders, Russ stifled a yawn.Ā āItās cooler this early.ā It wasnāt a lie, but it wasnāt the whole truth, either. The nightmares had kept him up for days, weeks, months by now, but that wasnāt the kind of thing that seemed like good pre-coffee talk. In fact, it wasnāt something Russ felt like sharing with anyone. It was probably just all snowballing from his injury and lack of any real life direction, anyway. What was he if not a football player? Russ didnāt know. He wasnāt a teacher (not yet). He was a coach, but that wasnāt fulfilling him entirely. But being here, in Angel Grove, felt...right for some reason. Something was out there. He just had to figure out what.Ā āPlus, if I donāt do it first thing Iām jumpy all day.ā Another truth, another lie of omission. This was becoming the norm.














