(⁠人⁠*⁠´⁠∀⁠｀⁠)⭐🪽

*⁠.⁠✧one day, you'll never see me again*⁠.⁠✧

[cronarexic]

making an intro!

This is a ED blog, so don't block or report!

my stats are: 166,5 cm height/63,1 kg weight

my gw is:30/35 kg

I'm 19 and a trans guy!

I'm vegan and often omad if not st4rve

I'm pro-recovery!

(⁠*⁠˘⁠︶⁠˘⁠*⁠)⁠.⁠｡⁠*⁠♡

[s1ck-pup]

sometimes my intuition is real. sometimes it’s just an old wound recognizing a familiar shape

[karmareleased]

How do I explain that romantic affection inevitably makes me feel horrible and guilty, that sexual attention leads to me feeling disgusting and like a whore, and that platonic affection just makes me feel miserable and wrong, like I tricked someone?

How do I explain that I'm so broken, from both myself and the people in my past, that I can even accept kindness in any sort of form?

[s1ck-pup]

i hate how quickly my emotions become oceans. a small wave for someone else can feel like a drowning for me

[pickle-wickle]

[tepaofthevalleyofthewind]

I hate how depression gave me physical scars like mf ur a MENTAL illness stay in your lane

[s1ck-pup]

[venxomi]

[s1ck-pup]

i know i can be fucking awful. i’m impulsive, unstable, and cruel. i make everything worse, then have the audacity to wonder why i can’t stand myself.

[unfiltereddddmess]

[lolapoesie]

me when i eat

[cronarexic]

all of you just want people to worry about you or like you. I'm doing it bc I want to fucking die.

[satinbullet]

And yes, i am still just as depressed as I was when I was thirteen, and yes, I’m still a fucking fatass.

[cronarexic]

I'm so fucking sick of my ex, I hate him sm but I love him too much to block him

[lissssaa]

food you’ve craved for an hour or a body you’ve craved for years

[syruppburger]

When I eat I get so sick ,,

[mournfulroses]

Albert Camus, from a letter to María Casares featured in Correspondance, 1944-1959