Crowtree

| They/Them | | Drawing, Writing and Random Thoughts! | | Currently Hyperfocused on Regency era time travel iseaki | I draw Aizawa far too much | Mostly Nocturnal Caffeine & Nicotine dependent 24 year old | MDNI 18+

[jasoncanty01]

[nootdraws]

My WIFE (ao3) has been SHOT (is down for maintenance) and is DEAD FOREVER (probably will be back up in a few hours)

[tardigradesinspace]

I love how the minute ao3 goes down everyone's first thought is "time to go to Tumblr"

[inchidentofftrack]

I hope that they (the phenomenal ao3 maintenance team) bring back my wife (ao3) from war (unscheduled maintenance) quickly.

[crow-gothtree]

honestly the irony here is getting to me

[crow-gothtree]

look when i wanted character death i was meaning like gone girl style not the site going down again

[crow-gothtree]

honestly the irony here is getting to me

[noah-wyles]

oh my girl is poorly

[noah-wyles]

diva down

[ao3org]

Errors Accessing AO3

We are investigating reports of errors when trying to load AO3, including errors saying that AO3 is down, which seem to be related to the previous incident. We will update when we have more information!

Posted: 22:36 UTC 02 March, 2026

[crow-gothtree]

It's been a while I've been stuck in the timestream, apologies

[crow-gothtree]

im 22 and still have an issue eating nuts, or nut heavy flavoured things

im not allergic, but i do have food texture and flavour issues

this isn't the problem with nuts however... no that issue lies with my nana, lovely lady honestly, but she refused to allow me to consume nuts below the age of 8, at least in their pure form, i think she worded it as if it was illegal like how your not allowed booze as a kid, nuts are for adults only

now looking back on this i realise, my nana had me on weekends and as small child in the middle of nowhere northern English countryside i hadn't tried nuts yet, and she knew if i had been allergic the hospital was very far away and that would of been stupid.

So she told me nuts were banned! And i did not question it. But i never got to adapt to the flavour of them as a child, and now as an adult with food issues I suffer.

[crow-gothtree]

Sometimes I draw something, and then I look at it and I'm like no one can ever see this but it's good.

[crow-gothtree]

A personal view of creativity

I am at a constant battle between my body and my mind and I do not know what warning to give you but this is purely venting.

I am unfortunately a person with many ideas, and very little ability to be able to correctly convey those ideas into a consumable format.

Yet at the same time I have no ideas at all and the ability to create the ideas of others when inspired, I live in an endless cycle of creating.

Yet, when I want to create something in the way I view it I fall flat, I have the ideas for a story I wish to create yet when it comes to writing that I become stagnated and frustrated, wanting to see the end product of what I picture yet not having the mental energy to actually create it.

I am punished by my own solitude, I feel as if things would work better if I could just give my ideas to another. Put the story into their head and shape the words they write yet not have to do it myself.

I feel as if I can picture the art I want to create yet I become frustrated, as I know how do it I know what I wish to see and yet for some reason my hands are unable to complete the actions.

But, at the same time I wonder how many of my ideas are my own or have been inspired by others subcontiuoulsy, I make the mistake of throwing away writings and sketches that someone may have loved, I poor time into work no one will see, in a desperate cling to a want to prove that I can do it to myself.

I have distanced myself from the craving for validation I felt in my youth, yet it still sparks joy. I want to be good at something and to let people see the work I do but I hold myself to a high standard that no one set for me but my own perception

I want in a way to create with others yet the dread of anxiety at my ideas falling flat. Of my own mental health ruining me. To not be able to commit to a project for fear that I will burn out and leave others high and dry. To want to and to wish and to speak into the void asking myself why I am unable to simpley create the things I think of. Of my brain running to fast for my body to keep up.

[silversprings-mp3]

Rules: go to pinterest, search "[your name] core aesthetic" and create a moodboard from the first nine images. no need to mention your name!

Thanks for tagging me @swiftiebvcks !!!

No pressure tags:

@milfrights @dilf-din @retroleia @ivankaramazovsgf @moonchildwildheart @storiesofsvu

[dilf-din]

This was so fun thank you @silversprings-mp3!! 🫶🏼

Go to Pinterest and search [your name] core aesthetic and create a moodboard from the first nine images

No pressure tags: @outer-edges @skoulsons @not-so-mundane-after-all @mrsquill

[skoulsons]

I love these! Thank you Jess 🫶🏻

Go to Pinterest and search [your name] core aesthetic and create a moodboard from the first nine images

No pressure tags: @ellie-licious @starchild0985 @femmefacetious (I don’t know why it doesn’t let me ever tag you 💀)

[blooming-gwens]

Thanks for the tag brother 🫶🏽 yours is so you

Go to Pinterest and search [your name] core aesthetic and create a moodboard from the first nine images

And this is so meeee 🫶🏽✨no pressure tags @sotvtaughtmehowtofeel , @orangechickenpillow, @nerdyneko6373 , @

[nerdyneko6373]

thx for the tag <33

Go to Pinterest and search [your name] core aesthetic and create a moodboard from the first nine images

...uhm

i'm not sure how i feel about some of these 😅😅😅

i actually skipped one bc it was uhhhhhh weird

some of these are nice though!!

i love yours @ellie-licious ❤️

no pressure tags @garfieldthomas , @nameless-weed (kinda ironic tho XD) , @crow-gothtree

[crow-gothtree]

thank you! For the tag I'm not normally one for this but this looks fun

Go to Pinterest and search [your name] core aesthetic and create a moodboard from the first nine images

I wasn't expecting this to work out so well but I vibe with it, my name is a tree name so I was expecting plants but the vibes are so good.

Uh some no pressure at all tags because I don't think I've ever done one of these before...@happyjackmhafanboy, @crepe-of-wrath, @indieplight-blog

[crow-gothtree]

I'm bored so enjoy my doodles

[mari-writes]

No but seriously I can’t comprehend… people really keep their browser tabs open all the time? Like more than a few? I literally feel stressed if I have too many open. Which makes me think I might be very strange. Or have something wrong with me lmao

[nerdyneko6373]

uhhhh

i have 41 😅

maybe i'm the weird one lol

[crow-gothtree]

its okay your not that bad... and i closed a bunch earlier

[crow-gothtree]

i love when im trying to render and the files huge and my tablet crashes every 5 minuites