writing blog

how brilliant they are, the dreams of youth. 

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robo and team have to stop attacking me specifically w these LIs LMFAOOOOO SEEKLOVE baby

imm...i will return here to my vn headcanon blog

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xyx scratches such an itch in my brain, he’s such a fantastic character. i think, the fact that team’s initial xyx write up being straight up platonic really just adds to the charm of it for me. 

i just really appreciate that his route is about asserting personal boundaries, and how he, while still maintaining good friendships online has this distinct divide between his online life and offline one. he’s warm and easy going, but still so wary. i  just, i like  that he’s a lot more withdrawn than he lets on. he’s been burned before, he’s jokey and fun and light  hearted and absolutely fumbles when met with patience and genuine kindness. 

i don’t know, i just i really like how he feels like a friend. it’s different when he joke flirts and  when he actually  flirts. it doesn’t feel scary, or anything. it’s just. it’s so nice. he’s so nice. and like he’s pretty, and he has freckles, and im stupid bc i love career oriented ppl who are hard workers who still know how to have fun. i like ppl who make me want to work hard to meet their level. he’s a risk taker, which at worst could be bella swan ala new moon just trying to feel, but also just. he’s out there touching rocks and jumping into the ocean, we love that bro. 

and i just. the entire bit of cat?? cat helpign enforce self care for xyx?? *chef’s kiss* perfection. idk, he’s so functionally unfunctional, and idk having a pet rlly helps.. his worry and concern over cat. 

the way xyx never feels like he can truly be himself and let loose?? he has to choose his words carefully for work, he chooses his words carefully around friends because he doesn’t want to be a serious guy. he’s always swapping between  those, so finding  people (toaster, salo, even you the player) he can actually fully relax around  is really good??  

i feel like i have more but im gonna shut up i need to finish my accounting stuff  whatever!! bloomic is  fun!! it’s cool!! it’s such a neat exploration in what modern dating and meetcutes really are these days, and the fact that the cast is in  their mid to late twenties makes it all the more better. reminded  me a lot of my own experiences, but like better?? LMFAO.  it was a very kind game to play, it’s been really comfy to  replay

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happy birthday to him im still not normal

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should do a quest drabble i’llll brainstorm

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the way adonia ai is going to make me so insane.

because yes, we can talk about losing a loved one and having them digitally live on through the blueprint and maps of their web and social media history. but oh, oh i am a sucker for a coworker ensemble and team meetings and shared outlook calendars and AGILE (a ghost isn’t lost ever) methodologies

honestly i am a tired office worker who is looking forward to discover other office workers

[robinparties]

when robo says “they have died, and i am buried in their grave” as ten words to describe adoai

IM SLEEPING ON THIS IM COMING BACK but something about how when people die they live on in your brains, and if that grief is so consuming you are going through the motions and existing as a ghost, their ghost

whatever it’s interesting i look forward to it

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WRONG ACCOUNT SCREECH

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cannot wait for adoai bc my current bloomic coping headcanons are commiserating w the LIs (xyx) about work and billable hours

[robobarbie]

Twitter failed the last round, but I'll take a 1/4 win

[kissycat]

I overuse ellipsis so much it's because of my pensive nature...

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you could take the bloomic cast to a maggie rogers concert and fall deeper in love okay

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UGH bloomic us really so real and true to not only just niche online communities but also just i can see bits and pieces if my homies in the cadence, tone and feelings… im biting my arm thinking about how good the writing is passing away irl

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writing a toaster fic about my insane ffxiv experiences

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lately i think i have such a big vn otome craze bc im like more actively thinking about dating??? not that im actively looking, but in the sense i wouldn’t immediately shut you down. and i think vns are a good way to like examine that concept and its neat replaying old otomes and playing new ones realizing how different i am towards characters and the people i like

but idk its weird i have so many thoughts on this subject its weird to explain i am just processing my brain through writing fanfiction being in ur uhh late mid-late twenties hit’s different

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writing a new bloomic fic this weekend mb xyx insanity loop

real rush hour madness

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entertainment lawyer xyx will u talk to me about real housewives gossip, go through BH and SLC for erika jayne and jen shah trials with me

but also just. housewives shenanigans.

[crowparties]

the way adonia ai is going to make me so insane.

because yes, we can talk about losing a loved one and having them digitally live on through the blueprint and maps of their web and social media history. but oh, oh i am a sucker for a coworker ensemble and team meetings and shared outlook calendars and AGILE (a ghost isn’t lost ever) methodologies

honestly i am a tired office worker who is looking forward to discover other office workers

[crowparties]

lola and xyx bitching about billable hours on the grind so real so true

sorry im coping with my 9-5 knowing xyx is also dying

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notes: happy birthday toasty dude, i just. i think toaster should couple cosplay michel fata morgana. for me. (also grats toaster ur birthday is on patch day how freaking cute is that) They hold off on the usual coloring at your insistence. You bat your lashes, all sorts of ridiculous and beg them to be “you’re white hair anime boy.” Toaster lets out a loose laugh at that, nervous and flattered all at once. ( “Honey, is it not enough to do cosplay matchies in ffxiv?”) Just a one time deal, because frankly, you’d be lost without the pink staining your bathroom sink and tower of Olaplex stacked for the shower.  The pink fades from a soft sunset to a softer blonde, but Toaster still insists on getting it touched up at the salon, despite your insistence to let it be. “I’ll love you white haired anime boy or not!”  “Remember that when I make bad static glamour decisions.” Toaster says, kissing your temple.  You kiss him back, waving him off with a smile. “Don’t worry, I always blame Xyx for those.”  .  The white hair makes your breath catch. Toaster wraps his arms around you, their chin resting on your head. “So I’m your Michel, huh?” “Well, you’ll always be my Toaster, first.” You clasp their hand tightly, and beam up at them. “Baby, it’s actually killer when you’re cute like that.” He groans, burying into your neck, pulling you closer on their lap, before you could say even more embarrassing things. There’s a cozy silence between you two, wrapped up and cuddled, till Toaster let’s out a sleepy mumble. “You’re totally my Giselle.”

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xyx scratches such an itch in my brain, he’s such a fantastic character. i think, the fact that team’s initial xyx write up being straight up platonic really just adds to the charm of it for me. 

i just really appreciate that his route is about asserting personal boundaries, and how he, while still maintaining good friendships online has this distinct divide between his online life and offline one. he’s warm and easy going, but still so wary. i  just, i like  that he’s a lot more withdrawn than he lets on. he’s been burned before, he’s jokey and fun and light  hearted and absolutely fumbles when met with patience and genuine kindness. 

i don’t know, i just i really like how he feels like a friend. it’s different when he joke flirts and  when he actually  flirts. it doesn’t feel scary, or anything. it’s just. it’s so nice. he’s so nice. and like he’s pretty, and he has freckles, and im stupid bc i love career oriented ppl who are hard workers who still know how to have fun. i like ppl who make me want to work hard to meet their level. he’s a risk taker, which at worst could be bella swan ala new moon just trying to feel, but also just. he’s out there touching rocks and jumping into the ocean, we love that bro. 

and i just. the entire bit of cat?? cat helpign enforce self care for xyx?? *chef’s kiss* perfection. idk, he’s so functionally unfunctional, and idk having a pet rlly helps.. his worry and concern over cat. 

the way xyx never feels like he can truly be himself and let loose?? he has to choose his words carefully for work, he chooses his words carefully around friends because he doesn’t want to be a serious guy. he’s always swapping between  those, so finding  people (toaster, salo, even you the player) he can actually fully relax around  is really good??  

i feel like i have more but im gonna shut up i need to finish my accounting stuff  whatever!! bloomic is  fun!! it’s cool!! it’s such a neat exploration in what modern dating and meetcutes really are these days, and the fact that the cast is in  their mid to late twenties makes it all the more better. reminded  me a lot of my own experiences, but like better?? LMFAO.  it was a very kind game to play, it’s been really comfy to  replay