PERSONAL SIDEBLOG!!!! SENSITIVE AND SUGGESTIVE CONTENT FOUND WITHIN!!! No minors 🔞; I rarely get notifs from people I don't know on this blog so I will vet new interactions.
DO NOT REBLOG MY VENT POSTS; I WILL BLOCK
post banner by @/stromulites
icon by @/stjamesforever
NOT a dedicated vent/ nsfw/ etc. blog, just a personal blog. An explicit quarantine zone of sorts. There will be all of that on here, but I have a tagging system so those who don't want to see certain things can block and stick around for the rest. Tags include:
karl.txt: talking tag
karl.art: art
karl.vnt: vents
tmi: really personal shit, usually just stuff I find weird/ gross to talk about
gore/ blood: tags to block if you don't like gore or blood
nsft/ suggestive: ditto, but for nsft/ suggestive posts; i will not distinguish more than that because it's already hard for me to understand the line between suggestive and straight-up nsft
I am OKAY with new followers & interactions with my posts (likes/ reblogs), including vents. My only boundary is I do NOT want anything tagged as a vent to be reblogged, even if I didn't disable reblogs. Anything else is fair game, I don't care, just don't reblog my vents.
Given the nature of this blog, I will talk a lot about my mental health struggles/ vent pretty openly a lot. I do not want anyone to take any of these to heart, especially by my friends; often I just need the catharsis of having something out. While writing it out completely privately helps sometimes, it doesn't always and as such I will use this for vents often. Please do block the tag I listed above if this could trigger you or anything. I do try to make sure to tag particularly triggering subjects if needed. 👍 Can tag more if any friends need me to.
Pro-recovery. I will block any anti-recovery blogs/ anyone who posts stuff encouraging things. Just because I have dips and relapses into things doesn't mean I don't find encouraging things harmful.
System; regular text posts will be tagged [fronter].txt if we know/ care to distinguish our posts. karl.txt is used as a catch-all. Pronouns.cc below if knowing who's talking is important to you:
@barnmates goes by Karl and uses it/its pronouns.
Despite sometimes distinguishing ourselves on here, we generally prefer to be seen as a single person in most ways still. Not a fan of being called plural for the time being; "system" works fine. Thank you!!!
i think i just need to stop thinking forever. life would be so much easier if i went through it in a constant fugue state. they need to give me a lobotomy.
it sucks that a stress response can be the brain spitting out "i need to kill myself." it's annoying. im sat here Knowing what's stressing me out and knowing its nbd but it's still overwhelming and that jumbles in the brain and the response is "I need to kill myself." No We Don't we just need to get these final things done. and maybe take a walk.
The fact that the brain can just dissociate as a survival tactic is fucking bulllllllllllshit. Actually no I don't want my head to fog up the second someone sounds slightly mad at me or I have to have a serious conversation. Literally who does this help.
fighting for my life to try and AT LEAST finish lining this animation. someone else in here wants to drop everything and draw pomni though. PLEASE can we lock in on this one thing PLEASE .....