Mar 22
Once parts of us become Mundane and everyone goes back to the main stew its hard to feel like anyone even acknowledges them at all. Even if I've kind of taken a backseat like Sho did, the slight awkwardness of Karl catching the occasional "Boyfriend" is a lot better than us constantly worrying that nobody even sees that part of us. Insanely stupid that we have to be seen as The Boyfriend or else we get really upset but I guess it just is how it is. I don't even know how to get through that right now I genuinely think we forgot how important this was.
#bf.txt#this is likely a co-authored one. we're half-tempted to scrap it over that but whatever i already typed it like this#this is gonna be one of those cases where i say just dont worry about it. we're just kinda reeling from a#disproportionate emotional response. posting this is kind of just to try and help ourselves get through it
