just thoughts

#quotes #randomthoughts #depression . -Nt

[crycauseidontcare]

It’s been 2 years,

You have moved on. She is prettier than me, smarter than me, she has a better body than me. You look happy with her, you got what you deserved

But…

I am here all alone, couldn’t move on, I moved in a different town miles away from you! Have nothing to do with you, have no communication with you and I still can’t move on, not just for you but from all of it. The fact you broke my heart, the fact you lied me, the fact I lost my friends because of you!

And you have no idea the pain I am going through. A pain I can’t show a pain nobody will understand .

You destroyed me! I lost my self because of you

I was ashamed of my self because of you

I was left all alone because of you

I was left numb because of you

I have 0 feelings towards people because of you

I am too young to feel this way because of you

My biggest regret in life it’s you

••••••••I wish I never meet you ••••••••••••••••

[crycauseidontcare]

I saw you yesterday after so fucking long

I miss you

But I am better off without you

#

[quotemadness]

“I don’t care about anyone, and the feeling is quite obviously mutual.”

— Sylvia Plath

[darknesss-within]

Λείπεις κι ας μην σ' είχα ποτέ για να λέμε αλήθεια.

Αν χάσει τη μαγεία η έλξη γίνεται συνήθεια...

Σκιάχτρο - Ένα κομμάτι δίχως τίτλο

Κύκλος 99

[cillius]

“Αν είναι ανθρώπινος ο πόνος δεν είμαστε άνθρωποι μόνο για να πονούμε.”

— Γιώργος Σεφέρης, Ένας γέροντας στην ακροποταμιά

[iliotropiothoughts-deactivated2]

Θέλω να σε δω

Αλλά δε νιώθω κάτι δυνατό

Είναι για τον εαυτό μου

Θέλω να σε δω

Αλλά τουλάχιστον σε έκανα

Να θες να καλυτερεύσεις εσένα

Κι αυτό μπορεί να είναι αγάπη

[crycauseidontcare]

It sucks

When your family doesn’t feel like your family

When people you thought were your friends became your enemies

When the person you loved ain’t that person anymore

When the goals you had for your self aren’t what you want anymore

And you can’t do anything about

-nt

[crycauseidontcare]

I blocked you from social media... it was hard but I did ... it’s been a month and I feel better

It was the best decision I made I should have done this from the start.

-nt

[angelsinart]

Alexandre Cabanel, Fallen Angel (detail)

[crycauseidontcare]

I am sick and tired of my life right now

[lohver]

stop reconnecting with toxic people from your past because you’re lonely. focus on getting better and attracting better.

[crycauseidontcare]

It’s been a year since we met,

We don’t talk anymore .We are strangers now.And to be honest I am not in love with you anymore.I deeply love you,you made me feel things I’ve never felt before, I didn’t even know these feelings excited... but we can’t be together and I’ve realized it now.its better this way .... I am okay with it... it’s been too long but I am okay with it now ... I will never stop caring cause you showed me what love should look like. Even though you are with someone else and I am with someone else you will always be a part of me... You hurt me so many times but I forgive you and I hope you forgive me too for the mistakes I made ...

I love you, i will always do even if we are strangers

-Nt

[mwvpetaloudes]

Είναι κάποιοι άνθρωποι,

Που σε σημαδεύουν,

Και που κουβαλάς,

Παντα μέσα σου.

Το ότι δεν μπόρεσες

Να ζήσεις μαζι τους,

Δεν σημαινει

Ότι έπαψες να τους

Αγαπας..

[aitch-91]

“I’m not your free time or your second choice”

[jugurtti-deactivated20210925]

[vviirgo]

in the mood to get tattooed

[crycauseidontcare]

Day 175 without you, and it’s so hard to see you in a happy relationship with someone else

And it’s harder pretending that I don’t care...

-nt

[abrokendom-deactivated20201120]

I made the discovery that you are in fact with someone else...the hardest part of that is knowing now that I’m very likely not on your mind...even in the quiet moments because they are likely with that other person.

I am numb. Knowing you’ve moved on feels like hearing all the times I was told no all at once.