she was just a girl

[crystalcho]

kitae & jaehyun wedding. crystal cho. 

[crystalcho]

yoongi silently watched her as she contemplated between the names. his wide smile returned when she named the baby girl in her arms, making him look at the other baby in his own arms. “so you’re minseo.” he chuckled. “it’s very fitting.” yoongi looked over at his fiance yet again, not being able to stop smiling. “this is really the best day ever.” 

crystal took a deep breath in and looked up at the ceiling, blinking although the tears had already started. “i’m really happy, wow.” she laughed weakly, sniffling a little. “i’m going to sound silly, but i think they have your nose.”

[crystalcho]

yoongi didn’t think he’s ever felt as happy as he did in that moment. or maybe it was a different type of happiness. he didn’t know, but it took over him. he kissed her temple when she turned back to the babies, and he looked at them too, his smile so big. “i... you know what, you can pick.” he said, laughing at himself. “we both know if i do that, i’m gonna keep changing my mind.” 

crystal let out an affectionate laugh and nodded her head, taking a moment to look at the girls. she saw yoongi’s hand against the blanket, and something clicked in her as she looked up at him again, considering his own name. “well,” she started, returning the gaze to the baby she was holding, lifting her up slightly closer to her. “hi, madeline.” 

[crystalcho]

yoongi couldn’t stop looking at the baby in his arms. he felt a weird feeling that he hadn’t felt before. it was like him finally realizing that he was holding one of their daughters. not just anyone’s baby. but their baby. he laughed a little and stepped closer to crystal’s bed, sitting down on the edge of it next to her and bringing the baby closer to her. he looked at the two of them together, and he felt like he wanted to cry too, but kept himself together. “yeah, just like their mum.” he said with a big smile, looking at crystal again. his heart was racing. this was a lot to take in. 

crystal felt like her breath had been taken away by the two little girls, and she didn’t know just who to look at. her heart ached from joy, which was something she didn’t know was possible. she looked up at yoongi at his compliment, eyes shining with happy tears. she leaned closer to kiss him gently, leaving her lips against his for a dragged out few seconds. when she pulled back she rested her forehead against his and let out a deep, content sigh before turning back to the babies. “so... who’s who?” she asked with a little giggle, having the two names picked out but trying to get a feel for who should take each one.

[crystalcho]

yoongi has been worried for more than an hour by now, just pacing and not being able to sit still. with everything happening and the state crystal was in, he had genuine fear that he might lose her. the amount of relief that went through him when he finally got to see her again was something he couldn’t describe. he immediately rushed to her side, taking her hand and kissing her forehead. “how are you feeling? are you okay? are you still in pain?” he asked with taking a breath in between his questions.

he turned around when he heard the nurses come in, his grip on crystal’s hand loosening. he nodded, and didn’t realize how big his smile has gotten when his eyes landed on the two babies. he really couldn’t believe they were his and crystal’s daughters. “god, they’re so tiny.” he said quietly as the nurse handed him one of the girls, and he carefully held her.

crystal watched the other nurse who was bringing the second baby over to her, ready with her arms out to take her. she cradled her gently and as closely as she could, just looking for a long few seconds before glancing over to yoongi, a little pout on her lips. “i want to see her too.” she ended up laughing as tears were welling in her eyes, not exactly sure what it was she was crying about. “we did a good job, they’re beautiful.” 

[crystalcho]

closed for @autoddct

“hey, handsome.” crystal looked and sounded exhausted, eyes still heavy from the anaesthetic and the whole procedure, but she had a genuine smile when her fiance entered the room. she was sat up with the bed angled comfortably, and her fingers wiggled in invitation for him, waiting for the nurses to return from checking the babies over. 

it wasn’t long before they were back with the pair of girls, smiling at the new parents. “would you like to meet your daughters?” 

[crystalcho]

FC VS CHARACTER. crystal cho.

[crystalcho]

yoongi sighed, not knowing what to say. he was so worried ever since he got those texts from her telling him to take her to the hospital, and he had no idea how to calm down. “you’ll be fine, don’t worry. it hopefully won’t be a big deal.” he said as he started to drive again, eyes focused on the road and one of his hands reaching over to her to take her hand. “i’m right here with you.”

“you just jinxed it.” crystal tried to joke, it was something she always said to yoongi when he made comments like that. it was teasing, but truthfully she didn’t feel like laughing at all. she was just trying to ease the tense air in the car. “i love you.” she smiled at him. 

it felt like they were waiting for forever to be seen by someone, but as soon as they were crystal wished she ould go back in time before she knew the diagnosis. there were so many medical terms being thrown at them, and all of them made her feel sick to her stomach. “so, we’re all at risk? all three of us?” she was trying to keep it together, but the nod from the doctor made her feel so nauseous that she was definitely starting to look pale. “there’s things we can do to keep you safe, i would seriously advise a c-section. otherwise there’s chance of hemorrhaging during labor.” the doctor answered, going on to explain the seriousness of that particular outcome.

[autoddct]

closed for; @crystalcho​

the tires of his car came screeching to a halt in front of the house, and just as he was about to run inside, he found crystal sitting outside, waiting for him. “why are you sitting here? it’s freezing!” he said worriedly as he came up to her, ready to help her into the car. “are you okay? are you in any pain?”

[crystalcho]

“i wanted to be able to leave quickly.” crystal defended herself, shrugging her shoulders. her body tensed like it was waiting for a cue when yoongi asked his question, and her hand was on her stomach again. “it still hurts. comes and goes. but it’s painful.” she explained as she was assisted into the car. she was silent for a moment as she waited for yoongi to get in the driver’s side, before speaking up quietly. “i’m scared.”

[crystalcho]

@crystalcho tweeted: happy birthday bunny jin 🐰💙

[crystalcho]

“oh, you have?” he raised his eyebrows curiously, he sat up properly to look at her. yoongi shook his head with a small smile. “i don’t mind it. i didn’t have to live sharing the same first letter like park twins have, so i don’t care.” he laughed. “i’m okay with that. but i was thinking…” he stopped, wondering how to word what he wanted. “all of my siblings got two names, one english and one korean. but when it came to zander and i, the names got split between us so… you’re free to say you don’t like this idea, but… i thought it would be cool to do the same with our babies.”

crystal smiled at yoongi’s suggestion, her heart warming at the idea. “i think that’s really lovely.” she couldn’t stop smiling, sounding as giddy as she felt about it. “it makes me feel like i’m really becoming a son.” she added quietly, cheeks turning a little pink, which felt ridiculous considering where yoongi and her were in their life together. “i was thinking about ‘madeline’.” 

[autoddct]

closed for; @crystalcrowe​

yoongi picked up crystal, and carried her all the way to her like he did almost every night now. he knew it was getting harder for her to move around, and he wanted to help as much as he could. he put her down on her side of the bed, then stood up straight as started stretching his arms, flexing a little. “i think i’m getting stronger the more i do this.” he joked, looking at her and cracking a short laugh. “so,” yoongi started, getting in his side and turning to face crystal. “have you thought of names yet?” 

[crystalcho]

crystal really thanked whatever power was in the skies above for yoongi being her life, he made everything easier for her and she appreciated it more than she knew how to express. “my super strong man, swoon.” she pretended to fan herself with her hand, a little giggle leaving her lips afterwards. “actually... i have.” she nodded, laying back against the thick pillow she had on her side of the bed, a little huff leaving her lips. “you might hate this... but i thought we could pick names with the same first letter. i have a name already, and maybe you could pick the other?”

[crystalcho]

@crystalcrowe tweeted: hey best friend i love u  tagged @pyrosie

[pyrosie]

“so, i think we can all agree that january was a trial month. 2020 starts in february. i don’t care if my birthday was in january, it was a shit month anyway.” 

[crystalcho]

“you are so right.” crystla nodded her hand as she rested on her palm, her other hand resting on her stomach, a habit she was far too used to now. “rosie day is the only day that matters in january.” 

[crystalcho]

fc change → kim yerim.

[crystalcho]

“oh, these babies are going to be so spoiled.” crystal laughed, looking at the gift she’d just been given from her future twins. “they’ve already gotten gifts left, right and centre.”

[crystalcho]

@crystalcrowe: i love women and men