C.D Flowerz

Progress is a process. Hear me out. Follow IG : crystaldianaaa

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Black and white art.

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Preview of one of my goodies in my cookie jar. I don’t often share, but I’m learning I should. I’m truly just finding myself, this is all new to me. I’m just going to put it out there, see if I get any catches. Xoxo - C.D Flowerz.

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These words.... this meaning. We just not be this. If We start to believe our demons, we eventually become them. Surrounding ourselves with hate is nothing beneficial. Loving ourselves will always win.

I’ll be posting more words , putting meaning out there so everytime we use them or think of them , we know what they means.

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march 15 announcement

These are the times that shine light on disaster. We’re on going to burn alive, we’re the reason why the flames get higher. We don’t love one another unless it’s practically mandatory. Our families are most important, but we don’t give a fuck about anybody else. We are selfish, we’re chaotic fucking animals. We fight each other over territory, over toilet paper in grocery stores, we don’t take care of the elderly. The real virus of the Earth, is us. We’re walking around with negativity during a time we should be smart and listen to what our land is telling us. What our Earth is showing us, what our universal energy is making us feel. We’re not invincible, we are microscopic when it comes down to it. Yet, we’re also the biggest fucking cancer in the universe. (for all we know) We don’t know what the future holds but we’re about to see change. We’re being brainwashed to think one way, which is their way.(whoever they are) We all know it, but don’t like to show it. We want to believe we are above it all, but we’re not even close. We focused on the wrong things since the beginning of our times. Evolution has made us into this. We’re getting close to the end of our road, humans will be like dinosaurs. The inevitable, it will happen and we’re going to be to stuck in our phones to even see it coming. Ignorance is a bliss, but eventually it makes us stupid. WAKE UP. 

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Book of the day:The Short Drop by Matthew FitzSimmons

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It is going to be a very hot Summer, I could already feel it coming. Besides the temperatures already rising in the middle of Spring, there’s a much greater burning desire held in my being. I know I’m not the only one who drools over the thought of being gently caressed, or gently loved. I know I’m not the only one who looks forward to Summer because of the less needed clothes and the much needed tanned body that has been extremely light for many months too many. I can bask in the sun, bath in the waters of our beloved ocean. Day dream on the beach, with toes in the sand. Possibly hand in hand with a beloved partner… maybe just beloved friends, or beloved family. I know I’m not the only one who knows that this is just normal.

Somehow, there’s a source that makes me feel difficult. As if asking for these things are the end of the world because it's the beginning of freedom. There are times I feel like I’m a completely different person. I never show my full potential but I’ve always wanted to. It’s just in this lifetime, just wanting to do something, isn’t enough. When you want to be somebody, yet don’t progress in becoming that person, it means nothing. So I sit here, dwelling and trying not to create winter all over again. I’m telling you that depression is achingly tiring. I know it’s going to be a very hot Summer, heated debates with hearts in ice boxes. I know I’m not the only one who just wants to be happy, all year round. I guess, it’s all about perception.

He is a convincing lover,  experienced, obliviously careless, open yet incapable of submission, he’s more like a beast. I am shy yet promiscuous, a strong analyst, provocatively interesting, always available but incredibly cynical, more like an misunderstood woman. Once our hands touched, it was more like fire on ice. The heat rose, with more fuel added to it, the ice started to melt. When thought over, we are more of the exact opposite of that. The more heated we became, the temperatures became colder than ice. These are the type of things that will never make sense to me, though they are continuously occurring between the two of us.

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Remember, the deeper voice may make you feel intimidated because it's loud but the gentle voice could only be heard in silence "

-The Words They Say To You / Crystal Flowers

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Current Read

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I know you've been weak , but you've got to be stern .

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Be honest, you know what you could do. You know what is meaningful and you know what matters. You don’t do those type of things because you just don’t want to. It’s that simple , yet it’s so hard to understand because I would do what you don’t do.

[432hzvibes]

we’re question marks made of barbed wire

like the remnants of supernovas deep in your eyes

marginalized by structure

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As I put my positive energy into the universe , I feel more and more comfortable with myself.

Crystal Flowers