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XI Campos PerDev

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This week

1.) lots of things have been pondering my mind lately. i believed in myself that i could solve different tasks and things in life and that turns out that i am only capable in doing that for others. when it comes to me i find it very hard to listen to the words that i say. i am confused on the choices that i make and to choose what future i want from this things that may affect. i just want for all of this to be clear, nothing particularly easy but for a life that is manageable. 2.) do you know the word impossible. i think this is what i’m facing at the moment. i cant really get over this one easily because its impossible. i try everything that i could for all things, and to hope for the better but things just never go my way. come to think of it the last time it went my way was at grade 7 1st quarter and then nothing else... i wonder whats wrong. i understand that in order for me to grow up is that i need to face difficulties, but why does it feel like i’m the only one. 3.) i’m not a fan of giving in, giving up, surrendering to my enemy. i don’t know its just isn't my thing. i always see my self as someone who can’t be pulled down. now i have two ideas why. it’s because i actually am strong that no matter how hard things maybe i always manage to find myself up and fighting, or maybe it’s due to the fact that i wasn’t really and never at the top. 4.) is it time for me to let all of this things go? just to let it all fall to pieces. i haven’t actually done any hard foundation to maintain any of it. i just wanted to live through life. just like any kid would dream it to be. but life isn’t 1, 2 and 3. it never was for me. its been hard and consuming. i just want everything to be good. but it seems that this is also impossible..

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tapos na ehhe

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nov 23

a a a a uh uh uh uh a a a uhuh uh uhuhuhhuhhuhu. we discussed ont the things that we need to value and the virtues that is needed for our growth that would be crucial in our future, the se thing we could achive and the tasks ij ourlife would be easier.

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nov 22

we where talking about a folklore about the old eagle. this story focuses on the wasted potential found in our lives. the lack of motivation and self-awareness that will be the key on our strive to success. 

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nov 21

we didn’t have classes so we did not have much to talk about but the lessons on this subject actually helps me on a personal level. this lessong that i recieved could be put to good use whenever the time dictates it.

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nov 20

we did the new activity which was very detailed and the precision was on point, used to narrow our choices and to give exact answers to our teacher and ourselves. the structure of the actvity was good and it shows on what we should focus on ourselves

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nov 19

we were told to take notes for our class and i had mine printed because i have bad hand writing and don’t want my teacher and fellow students to be stressed by how bad my writing was. we were to use this notes in our future lectures because the number of books were limited and not available for all.

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nov 16

we went to the SOCCA and it was fun to learn about the city’s take on the problems that the students of pasay have and they have taken care of them, when in regards to our perdev we were asked to i believe, take notes. these notes are form the textbooks and was about the future lessons in perdev

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nov 15

by doing this activity i had the time to see myself far wider with the variety offered and the options that i could go for it made me think on what i really want to be and how to be that person someday

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nov 14

there where no classes but i was still thinking, am i happy with me. am i contented with who i am these questions just came to my mind and i belive that i muts consult myself on this matter

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nov 13

when we talked about each other in class it helped me realize what i was made of and to understand that each and everyone of us is different and unique in our own ways. this helped me to be more confident and be thankful for who i am.

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nov 12

first day of perdev we were supposed to introduce our selves and talk about our strengths at class, this helped me to learn and to know what i am really made of