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Letting her Go

I moved on.

I learnt you don't need her, just to be happy or feel you are loved.

Because your self is already enough.

I learnt I don't deserve her, for whatever reason I really don't deserve her.

All of this she has taught me, she build me who I'm today. Learning not to love her. Not to be needy and be procrastination. She pushed me away and I moved forward.

I learnt to let her go because she made me.

You too can overcome it as well I did and in slow progress or your own phase. It is what it is.

It breaks my heart letting you go, little tiny side of my brain telling me she want's you to pull her back at your arms but not today. Nope, not today.

One day she will realized;

One day she will realized you're worth and that she still love you but not today. So let her go.

This is me who only love you in distance and this is eternal love.

#breakups #brokenheart

Salamat, patawad, paalam na

Salamat sa lahat ng halik Salamat sa mga larawan na may pananabik Ating nakaraan na diko na maibabalik At alaalang nating masakit Kung sana nuon ko palamang nalaman Na mag isa nalang ako na maiiwanan Makakalimutan din kita Salamat, patawad, paalam na

Thanks G. I got the signed na need ko na umahon sa matinding alon nararanasan ko ngaun.

At pinakita mo na di na talaga kami pwede.

If I ask you, gusto kita ulit makapiling dahil subrang mahal kita at di na ako natutuwa sa ginagawa ko sa sarili ko na magpigil pa ng nararamdaan ko sayo.

Ano kaya magiging sagot mo?

Itatanong ko nlang siguro muna sa hangin.

Subrang miss na miss na kita. Gusto ko sana makasama ka na ulit at ng mabawasan ang lumbay ko.

Kaya lang wala na ako lakas ng loob pa. Kaya ko pa kaya?

Missing you everyday

I miss you in the morning and look at your beautiful face.

I tell to oh Lord. Thank you are beside me.

I miss when I kiss good night at your forehead. Lord Thank you she is beside me.

I miss having a good sleep. Lord Thank you she is with me.

I miss you everyday.

Now, I’m carrying my cross and I don’t know if I can move on with you. Maybe afterlife.

When scars become art. 'Cause I wanna love you for good For good or for bad When times get sad And when we fight And I wanna love you for good For good or for bad When you make me mad 'Cause you're the love of my life

Gatton

Lovers in the night Poets tryin' to write We don't know how to rhyme But, damn, we try But all I really know You're where I wanna go The part of me that's you will never die

#ladygaga #ARUT

BROKEN HEART

When you have this:

You cannot sleep

You cannot eat

You cannot drink

Hard to smile

Hard to focus at work

You like to be alone

You want to die now.

My heart stops for a second and two

Breakdown

Sabi nila makakatulong ang pag-iyak.

I cried a thousand times but this heart is not okay.

I don’t know how to be okay.

Please save me. Please.

I remember last year was horrible.

Poison

Drinking a Poison and end everything instantly is what I need now.

I cannot help myself. I missing you every seconds, hours, days, weeks....... and more.

Kaya pa?

Di na ako makahinga

Tumitigil ang paghinga ko

Ito na ata ung point na kapag naiisip kita nahihirapan ako

Dahil magkahiwalay na tayo

at di na muli magkakasama pa.

Gusto ko sana magkasama pa tayo pero ang daming hadlang.

At iiyak ko nlng sa sulok

Isisigaw ko na lang.

thoughtkick

Trust is like paper. Once crumpled, it will never be perfect again.

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Cold

no‌ ‌rain,‌ ‌no‌ ‌flowers‌ ‌ nothing’s‌ ‌growing‌ ‌where‌ ‌you’re‌ ‌at‌ ‌ hot‌ ‌as‌ ‌fire‌ ‌ but‌ ‌baby‌ ‌ ‌ ‌i‌ ‌bet‌ ‌you’re‌ ‌cold‌ ‌without‌ ‌me‌ ‌ even‌ ‌when‌ ‌it’s‌ ‌ninety‌ ‌degrees‌ ‌ without‌ ‌me‌ ‌ i‌ ‌bet‌ ‌that‌ ‌you‌ ‌can’t‌ ‌get‌ ‌any‌ ‌sleep‌ ‌ in‌ ‌that‌ ‌bed‌ ‌lying‌ ‌awake‌ ‌ ’cause‌ ‌i’m‌ ‌not‌ ‌there‌ ‌beside‌ ‌you‌ ‌ keeping‌ ‌you‌ ‌warm‌ ‌at‌ ‌night,‌ ‌no‌ ‌ i‌ ‌bet‌ ‌you’re‌ ‌cold‌ ‌ you’re‌ ‌so‌ ‌d+mn‌ ‌cold‌ ‌

How I can Fight?

If you are in my heart

That I promise I will love you until I grow old and see all my hair to gray.

I love you till my last breath

I love you when it storm and waves

I love you when it sunny

I love you even I cried out loud.

From now on, think I'll lay low

I'll talk fast but I'll move slow

You taught me all I need to know

'Bout gettin' over.

I cannot fight anymore because you are not with me.

I hope in the multi-verse our other self are happy together

dancing together

eating meals together

telling jokes to one each other

holding hands as tights

sleeping in one bed together

Staying together for the rest of their lives.

Both hearts beating like a drums and stay forever in love, caring, trusting and only for each other.

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