Read this now! 😘
Hey guys! Yeah i know i am extremely sorry i have basically been gone for 5 weeks i really didnt mean to! I was getting no confessions in the inbox and lost motivation for the blog (i’m not good with themed blogs) I totally kept up with UHC i even watched it with popcorn. I don’t watch the cube server anymore. I also was on twitter the whole time the Tomahawk drama was going on.. That was fun.. Anyway i have been keeping up a bit with the cube because i will always love them. I also had alot of personal things going on. Firstly i had to go to my councillor because of having anxiety attacks everyday. She helped me and i have them less often now. She also helped me figure out why i am self harming. (I am clean for 2 weeks yay!) And in all of that mess i also found my true sexuality. I thought i was bi a long time ago and just before i went to see her i figured out i was gay. I immediately wanted to tell everyone (i just wanted to be myself. I also live in a mostly accepting community) But my councillor said not to rush it because of my anxiety. So i have waited for weeks until i finally told a couple of my friends! Yay! I didn’t watch any cube videos for a while so when i finally went back on YouTube i binged watched alot of grasers challenges. They really helped distract me from my worries about coming out. I gess he saved me a bit from anxiety. So 5 weeks later i am here. I am still not completely out and i am going to try as hard as i can not to self harm for a while at least.
I need to know what to do with this blog now. I absolutely love everyone of my 300+ followers and i also love the cube so i don’t think i could give this blog away.. But i am getting very few confessions and i can’t go on as much anymore. I have a personal blog you can follow: im–invisibe I am often blogging on there. So if you can send in any fresh or new ideas for the future of this blog then PLEASE send them in. I’ve missed the Cube Fandom.
I love youuuuuu xxx *random weird noises graser does all the time*











