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[culexquinquefaciatus]

Hello Tumblr!

Hello tumblr! It's been a while. Last time I checked, year 2020 pa yata last blog ko. And those were the days that i've been so dramatic with my studies, puppy lovelife and career path. Huhu i'm so happy na eto na ako ngayon, surviving life. hehe.

Hmm, pano ba to. Life update? After ng napakadaming notes sa drafts regading failed relationship, finally i got the one. Really hoping that he's the one. Legal kami sa pamilya namin (both sides) and so far we're stronger than before. lagpas one year na din kaming mag partner. And my heart is full of love because of this man. <3

I'm also a licensed engineer now, working in a company with healthy environment and wholesome co-workers. Wala na akong mahihiling pa except siguro sa increase sa sahod. Hahaha chareng.

Minsan mahirap ang work, the pressure is always everywhere. Deadlines, committed accomplishments and more. But i thank God for not letting me think that i'm alone in fighting my battles. My boyfriend, family and friends are always there supporting me in every way.

I am also attending bible study with my co workmates every tuesday. This is not really planned, but i guess this is His ways to got us back to Him. Last simba ko pa na ako mismo ang nag insist is year 2020. Mag te take pa ako ng board exam neto. Pero after neto wala na. Medyo sad pero nawala na talaga sa sistema ko ang magsimba or ummattend ng kahit anong worship meeting.

Want ko pa sana pahabain yung kwento, gusto ko pa sana i detailed yung mga sinasabi ko kasi super dami ko talagang gusto i share but i think this is also great. Last time wala akong napapagkwentuhan ng mga stuff kaya dito ko ibinubuhos yung mga chika ko. But now, meron na akong mga kaibigan and partner na nakakasama. haha

I'm really happy. Bigla ko lang talaga naalala si tumblr ko kasi nasira yung phone ko. hahaha. So sa laptop ako naka online for todays vlog. hahaha chareng.

Good dayy tumblr!

[culexquinquefaciatus]

LIFE UPDATEEEE!!!

ENGINEER NA AKO! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

[sleepin]

[justablueumbrella]

[tangian]

:)

[tootaytofunction]

[midnightmillie]

date someone who is interested in you. i don’t mean someone who thinks you’re cute or funny. i mean someone who wants to know every insignificant detail about you. someone who wants to read every word you write. someone who wants to hear every note of your favourite song, or watch every scene of your favourite movie. someone who wants to find every scar on your body, and learn where they came from. someone who wants to know your favourite brand of toothpaste, and which quotes resonate deep inside your bones when you hear them. there is a difference between attraction and interest. find the person who wants to learn every aspect of who you are.

[rm-drake-lines]

[itslatingirl]

[minha-borboleta]

What turns you on?

Attention

[chescarrriffic]

Consistency

[helainetieu]

How do you fall in love with yourself?

The same way you fall in love with someone else. Acknowledge the bad, embrace the good, and grow.

[jackymedan]

[seitz9231]

Tiny furry philosopher

[oo0owo0oo]

Plato’s allegory of the cave, but reversed

[in-a-day]

[hotboyproblems]

“Please don’t use ‘I love you’ as a filler when you’ve got nothing to say. Don’t use it as an alternative for ‘sorry’. Don’t use it when you’re feeling bad or mad. Don’t use it to escape an argument. Don’t say it out of pity. Don’t use it against someone. Instead, please use it wisely. Calm yourself then think once, twice, or maybe even a hundred times before using it. Question yourself before uttering it. Make sure you know it’s what you feel before saying it. Say it only to the right person. Say it because you mean it. Say it because not saying it makes you anxious. Say it because there’s no other word nor phrase that compares to how you feel. Say it because that person earned your trust to hear it and last; Say this to yourself. You deserve it.”

—  3 am thoughts (via suspend)

[studyblr]

I hope this time next year you’ll have thousands of new happy memories

[studyblr]

I hope this time next year you’ll have thousands of new happy memories

[hotboyproblems]

“Please don’t use ‘I love you’ as a filler when you’ve got nothing to say. Don’t use it as an alternative for ‘sorry’. Don’t use it when you’re feeling bad or mad. Don’t use it to escape an argument. Don’t say it out of pity. Don’t use it against someone. Instead, please use it wisely. Calm yourself then think once, twice, or maybe even a hundred times before using it. Question yourself before uttering it. Make sure you know it’s what you feel before saying it. Say it only to the right person. Say it because you mean it. Say it because not saying it makes you anxious. Say it because there’s no other word nor phrase that compares to how you feel. Say it because that person earned your trust to hear it and last; Say this to yourself. You deserve it.”

—  3 am thoughts (via suspend)

[thecowgirlwitch]

Why is it?? That I can go through the whole day feeling fine and dandy but the second I lay down for bed impending doom settles on me?

[baylone]

[existentialterror]

🤔 a compelling model

[culexquinquefaciatus]

i also felt tired. Down. Fuck anxiety for breakin in always. Di ka welcome sa system ko. i should have not done that. i should have stayed silent and let him discussed whatever he wants. di na dapat ako nag seek for more. if only u stayed calm self. U wouldnt be in that situation. ur fault. Always.