[survivor-positivity]

you made it through what you thought would destroy you before. you can do it again now

[curs3dwithrage]

I can’t love you anymore.

So why do I miss you?

[heavensghost]

Words from nettles by Ethel Cain

[cigaretteprincesss]

[curs3dwithrage]

Getting better

I always thought healing from this would feel like a weight taken off my chest. The clouds would disappear, I would walk around a little faster, look a little better, love harder.

Healing is slow, healing is silent.

I look at my old messages to you and feel nothing.

I don’t recognize the person I was when you hurt me, she is weak, she is scared, she is desperate.

[curs3dwithrage]

By the time I found out I was drowning I was already 6 feet under. I was lured outside by him, he told me we didn’t have to swim, we could just walk around the beach. So I i reluctantly left the house I’ve grown so familiar with, tip toeing down every old rotted step, even with my best efforts they still manage to creak with every step.

I thought about just going back to my room. Sure it was getting suffocating being in there but I don’t know what’s outside. I turn around but I quickly realize turning around is a lot louder than just walking out.

I made my way outside, the sun burning my skin but he took my hand and guided me to the water. We spoke and spoke and each time he unlocked a new memory of mine he let out this ear piercing, horrible laugh, but it was better than being in my room, there were spiders in there!

I close my eyes and think to myself; “wow I’m so glad I made it out!” I open my eyes again to take in the view, but all I can see are his hands covering my face, i feel the same suffocating feeling I’ve grown accustomed too.

[curs3dwithrage]

I’ve never been one to turn to religion.

But some nights I find myself being so desperate for a reason as to why you did this to me god.

Are you mad I never prayed to you?

Are you angry I badmouthed you as a rebellious teen?

Surely my pain has been enough? After everything I have been through?

I’m not strong. I’m not holy. I’m made from sin and I will die in sin.

[hlseylq]

Halsey performing 'Lonely is the Muse' at 'For My Last Trick' Tour Mansfield on June 3, 2025.

[cocaineheartz]

that's the beauty of a secret, you know you're supposed to keep it.

[fxlthyangxl-deactivated20240122]

[sailorgl0om]

[3liza]

wheee yaay

[arabellas]

Do you think I have forgotten about you?

Robbers (2014) | About You (2022)

[qustav]

𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘢 𝘳𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳, 𝘪'𝘮 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪'𝘮 𝘱𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯'

[writingforthesad]

Sometimes it feels like I take up too much space

Like my presence annoys others, like I don’t quite fit into place

I’m either too loud or to soft

I don’t talk enough or I talk to much

No matter what I do I can’t seem to please you

It gets so exhausting trying to be

Something for everybody, I just want to be me

But I’m stretched too thin and I work to much

I keep giving away parts of myself and it’s never enough.

[curs3dwithrage]

I wish I could burn all the parts of my brain that you reside in

[mother-lee]

[sewercentipede]

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