sexually inexperienced shane assuming he & ilya's incredibly romantic sex is probably totally normal and he's just particularly bad at handling hookups while an extremely sexually fluent ilya privately and repeatedly spirals over how Not Casual their sex is and how little control he has over it. poetry
shane doesn't have enough experience to know better BUT ILYA has waaaaay too much experience not to!!!! which makes all of his behavior with shane when they're bumpin SO scrumptious because while yes i do believe he's a great and attentive sexual partner in general, i don't believe for a SECOND that he ever fucks ANYBODY like he fucks shane. with that level of reverence? possessiveness? hunger and curiosity and delight and agony all at once? nah. if he was looking at all of his hookups like that before he was even inside of them he would have like 500 children
