fresh open wound

cuts . 27 . it/its

[cutsguts1]

. cuts . 27 . intersex . it/its

. not human . failed lab experiment . cursed . hated by god .

. schizophrenic . depressed . psychotic . avoidant . clinical zoanthrope . polyfragmented DID system . OEA survivor .

. do not reality check me . you will be blocked .

. warning . mentions of self harm . posting abt my reality , likely not to be tagged unreality .

. if you recognize me from another account , please do not mention my main . this is a secret spot for me .

[peanutgallerymemes]

all y’all mentally ill mfs safe here 🫰

[cluster-a-culture]

Cluster a culture is [types big paragraph] this is way too rambly [edits paragraph] this doesn’t make any sense [deletes paragraph and begins a new one about something different] this isn’t any better wtf [repeat 3x] dude [give up entirely after trying to put your thoughts into words for 20 minutes]

[ix-the-hermit]

Friend: I am so happy you've been in my life

Me: aw thanks <3 The schizoid: I was a parasite on everyone I have ever met. I am an inhuman danger to society and should be put down.

[blckgirlacid]

I need my weird alone time or I will explode

[exceptionals]

*talks* *immediately regrets it*

[avpdculture]

avpd culture is feeling comfortable around NO ONE and never having a true safe person, including your partners, friends, best friends, and especially family. 🥲

~

[cutsguts1]

visiting cousins and seeing no one else has self harm scars makes me feel like a loser . pathetic loser who can't cope with life . only way to make myself feel normal is to hurt myself . idk how to be normal .

[cutsguts1]

religious psychosis is not a fucking aesthetic or a trope to be used in your fanfiction . its a real fucking thing that people like me struggle with . stop turning psychosis into a fucking trendy aesthetic and actually listen to our voices .

[wheelie-sick]

I don't like the way "religious psychosis" is being thrown around.

religious psychosis is not:

being evangelical and attempting to inflict your religion on others

being particularly devoted to a religion

having bigoted beliefs because of religion

allowing religious beliefs to inform your world view

being religious (in general)

religious psychosis is:

an example of psychosis that is intertwined with religion

often detached from prior religious beliefs, or is an extreme version of prior religious beliefs

often something that includes hallucinations alongside the delusions that people talk about

debilitating and often frightening.

consuming and obsessive

usually caused by another condition

you can talk about bigoted religious beliefs without pathologizing bigoted behavior. odds are that christian nationalist doesn't have religious psychosis- they're just a fascist. pathologizing fascist and bigoted behavior just gives a free pass to the people doing it. acknowledge that fascists are making these choices of their own free will and have every ability to stop making those choices at any time- they just don't want to.

[ix-the-hermit]

computa show me jobs that require no standing up no socialising no customer service no team meetings no showing up no experience and send

[tear-my-gutz-out]

[cutsguts1]

my scars have faded so much . and then someone commented about how I don't have a lot of scars like they thought . and it makes me want to cut again .

[userboxes-mostly]

STPD userboxes

[schemaprojection]

[guy whose entire life has been an utter void of genuine, meaningful human connection] i'm just kind of an introvert haha i don't really need a lot of social time

[equalperson]

HORRIBLE AVOIDANT REALITY: you have to talk to people to start therapy. or get a job. or make friends. or keep friends. or get your emotional needs met. or

[squishranger]

man i just dont know why im so afraid all the time (<- has the disorder that makes you afraid all the time)