It’s been so long. Wow. I feel like I’ve lived so many lives since the last time I was on here. I was thinking about deleting but now I kinda wanna keep my page as some sort of diary?? It would be fun to come back at the end of this year and reflect. Maybe I’ll make one entry and recap my month? Maybe I’ll make entries sporadically?? who knows.
As for the month of January, its been great. My love and I bought a house last month and we finally moved in. Its all been very exciting. So many things to do, I can’t wait until we make it our own but, baby steps ya know? I still can’t believe that we bought a house!! I’m a homeowner!! I feel so proud of myself. Never in a million years did I think I would own my first home at 26.
Life has a funny way of surprising you. The last time I was on here was 5 maybe 6 years ago? I think. I was depressed, lost, hopeless. Just a shell of a person really. I cant really explain how things got better for me, they just sort of did?? I sort of just put up this front, I faked who I really wanted to be until I was finally that person. "Fake it till you make it” really does work? Because look at me now. I am happy, confident, living with the love of my life and our 3 cats. 2021 was a year full of surprises. Im excited to see what 2022 brings.
