peggingasmr @cweepypawstauwu - Tumblr Blog

Entry #5; 073126

I remembered tumblr again. It’s been a while and I had started venting on other platforms but I miss how tumblr made me feel. My life really did go to shit since I started on here and it felt embarrassing putting everything out there but things are better now. I have my shit together and I’m sexier than ever. Nothing really worries me much anymore. I’m not codependent like I used to be. Only thing that would make my life better would be getting skinny again.

I just started crushing on someone that I was obsessively hate stalking lol she kinda a baddie and no lie she's so misunderstood. Idek why I'm straight anymore

Entry #4; 121923

I'm happy today. My uncle visited me, brought me a bunch of my things. I need to sort through it and put everything away but I'm happy I get to organize my things. I also got my 2024 planner and two journals for the new year. I feel good being able to organize my thoughts in a new book. Feels like a fresh start. I guess I'm kinda procrastinating cleaning my room right now but I'll get to it soon. I'm happy with George right now too. Listening to music right now and relaxing. Okay gonna start cleaning now

Entry #3; 121023

I stopped eating. Stopped drinking water. I'm sick. I barely leave the bed. I just want to rot right now. I want to get so thin that he sees how much he's destroyed me. I stopped sleeping. I'm just a shell now.

I had so much going for me. I graduated, I moved to NYC, I had amazing friends and a boyfriend and now I'm unemployed and worthless. I lost everyone because I'm too embarrassed to admit that my bf cheated on me and that I don't have my life together.

Entry #2; 120923

I got my heart broken but we're still together. He said we'd work on fixing things. He's been having a rough few days so I'm giving him space to handle things before I talk to him about the relationship. Honestly I'm starting to see him as flawed and messed up now compared to how I used to idolize him. I still understand that he's human but I'm not sure if he's capable right now of coexisting with another person without hurting them. I'm not sure I can handle it either. I'm doing my part in growing right now. If I don't see him trying we might have to break up 💔

Entry #1; 112623

I'm in love all over again. Things get rocky sometimes but just like life in general, love also has its highs and lows and things are good today. My baby boys name is George and we've been together for almost two years now :3. We're long distance right now but I'm seeing him again in two days. I mainly wanted to list down the movies and shows I wanted to watch with him on here so that I can reference it later but I also missed having a place to write down my thoughts and Tumblr was my old vent platform.

1. Visitor Q

2. Pearl

3. Shameless

4. Her