Where the Runaways are running the night

If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?

[cxnarius]

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[idxntities]

//Coming back here. Gonna be a few days of behind the scenes moving things around and what not before anything being posted really but I am here

[cxnarius]

gonna be moving over here because I stink at running multiple blogs at once. Probably still a few days before the coding and stuff will be done

[cxnarius]

*dusts off blog* Hello friends! been missing this place and being able to write with you all. Gonna try and wiggle my way back into the RPC. Im considering cutting down on my muselist, and switching my blogs to a multifandom mutlimuse. If I did would yall be interested in that still?

[cxnarius]

//Amazingly, I am alive and looking to return to this blog soon! I was considering archiving and remaking, but might just stick with this one for simplicity. Gonna be redoing a lot, adding and removing muses and so forth. But I am here!

[justanotherrpmeme]

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😀 for the receiver to explain why they’re smiling 😁 for the receiver to try and make the sender smile/laugh 😉 for the sender to wink at the receiver 😘 for the sender to blow a kiss at the receiver 🥳 for the sender to throw a surprise party for the receiver 😢 for the sender to find the receiver crying 😭 for the receiver to find the sender crying 😨 for the receiver to find the sender having a panic attack 🤥 for the receiver to tell a lie 😴 for the receiver to wake up beside the sender 🤐 for the sender to put their hand over the receiver’s mouth 👻 for the receiver to talk about someone they’ve lost 👊 for our muses to spar 💪 for the sender to show off to the receiver 🧠 for the receiver to share a thought they’ve had about the sender 👶 for the receiver to talk about a part of their childhood 🤰 for our muses to talk about having children 💆 for the sender to give the receiver a massage 🧖 for our muses to shower together 👕 for the sender to wear the receiver’s clothes 👚 for the receiver to wear the sender’s clothes 🎓 for our muses to study together 💍 for the sender to propose to the receiver 🐶 for our muses to get a pet together 🕸 for the sender to tie up the receiver 🦖 for the receiver to talk about something in the past 🦞 for the sender to take the receiver out for dinner 🐑 for the sender to follow the receiver somewhere 💐 for the sender to give the receiver a bouquet of flowers

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theircurse​:

╰  ★  █║  ⁞    —     ˗ˏˋ        THEY’VE NEVER REALLY KNOWN ANYTHING ELSE other than the brutality of adults; how they were all so eager to hurt others. Adults were akin to nothing more than snakes; tempting those much weaker than them into positions where they could easily be destroyed. That was just the way they were; the sickening way that they ALL acted. This disgusting organization only proved that cruel fact of life more and more every day. It was a wonder they even MET Mari - san. How the heck was she even RELATED to the Boss ? !

                  ‘ Yeah ! That would be nice ! It’d be really weird to meet some NICE grown ups but … it’d be nice ! ‘

                  What a strange concept, really ! Part of them was honestly just a little wary but … if Mari - san thought it was a good idea, then surely it was safe ! Besides, weren’t they in similar positions really ? A position where there was so much injustice in their lives and even ONE kind person was practically ground - breaking ? Maybe they couldn’t trust her MOM right away but they could trust Mari - san ! 

                  ‘ Well, if you’re sure you won’t get in trouble, we can go ! ‘ 

Mari gently patted their head, avoiding their hat as best he could. The poor child. They’ve been let down by almost every adult in their life. She was thankful for all of the good adults in her life. She would be lost without the people who helped shape her into who she was. Maybe she would help them to become someone as well. 

“It’s harder for adults to be good sometimes. Good is a choice that you have to make, and it’s not an easy one. You have to keep making it every single day. For some reason, the older you get the harder it is to keep making that choice. But it is everyone’s responsibility to make that choice.” 

She moved to take their hand, leading them out towards the door. That was enough of that for the day. Today was a day to relax and let go of all of that. All those hard feelings were gonna be let go.

“Let’s go and have a good day, okay? What do you want for lunch while were out?” 

[justanotherrpmeme]

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👩‍🎨 my most creative muses 🦸 my most heroic muses 🗣 my most talkative muses 👟 my most active muses 🐶 my most loyal muses 🐭 my most timid muses 🦊 my most cunning muses 🐵 my most mischievous muses 🦉 my wisest muses 🦚 my muses who are the biggest show-offs 🌹 my most romantic muses 🌍 my most well-travelled muses 💥 my most explosive muses 🏀 my most athletic muses 🎖 my bravest muses 🚑 my most accident prone muses 🚜 my most hardworking muses 🗃 my most organised muses 📚 my most well read muses 🤍 my most loving muses 💔 my most heartbroken muses ☣️ my most toxic muses 🆕 my newest muses 🔊 my loudest muses 🏴‍☠️ my most misbehaving muses

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theircurse​: 

╰  ★  █║  ⁞    —     ˗ˏˋ          COULD THEY UNDERSTAND ? Well … maybe a little. Their life in the mafia WAS actually quite nice. They were treated well and this … well … this was their FAMILY. This was their HOME. But … home was not without its little CRACKS at the seams; threatening to break at any moment. They’re an innocent little child, but … they’re not STUPID and CLUELESS to the darkness that lingered in those halls.

               ‘ If you had to CHOOSE a place, what would you choose ? ‘

              It’s a bit of silly question and they’re NOT SURE what they’re trying to accomplish by asking. But it’s nice just hearing Atsushi - niisan’s voice. It was nice to hear what Atsushi - niisan had to say. And they hoped that just talking even just a little would help him. 

“If I could choose? Anywhere?” 

He hadn’t really thought about it before. Why would he? It didn’t feel like he could ever end up anywhere but here. Who does he know outside of this Mafia? And how could he go anywhere without the guidance of Dazai? The one time he had strayed from his orders...

He shook his head, tipping his nose a little bit deeper into his coat.

“Somewhere that’s quiet. I think that’s all I really want.” 

[justanotherrpmeme]

Random Sentence Starters

‘do we have to talk about this right now?’ 'you know that you love me’ 'excuse me, what do you think you’re doing?’ 'gotta admit, you’ve got style’ 'tell me you’re seeing what i’m seeing’ 'it’s okay to talk about it, you know’ 'i would expect nothing less’ 'you have no idea how much i admire you’ 'they deserve to be spoiled’ 'i like you’ 'you are so beautiful’ 'you are the most adorable person i have ever met’ 'i’m trying my best, okay?’ 'oh my god, i love you’ 'you’re not so bad, y’know?’ 'you’re a cool person’ 'thank you for talking to me’ 'you are so fucking sexy’ 'i envy you’ 'you are an inspiration’ 'they’re ridiculous together’ 'i love you more than _____ ‘ 'thank you for doing this for me, i really appreciate it’ 'i’m really glad you’re here’ 'i can’t do this again’ 'we are two stupidly fucking lucky assholes’ 'they mean well’ 'i don’t know what to do to help them’

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theircurse​:

╰  ★  █║  ⁞    —     ˗ˏˋ          WELL, THAT WAS A TOUGH QUESTION. There were just so many terrible, AWFUL people in their life that they’ve had the misfortune of meeting, it would be HARD to pick just one ! They can’t even think of the last person that was even NICE to them ( well, aside from Mark - san ) ! It’s really just their luck and how their life typically went but … well, maybe there was a BRIGHT side to all this. The more people that hated them and that they hated, the more targets for these pranks there were ! 

                      ‘ Oh, there’s a a lot of people I don’t like ! There’s this one DUMB GUY with a whole bunch of BANDAGES I really hate ! And then there’s this other weirdo that has a stupid VAMPIRE COAT on ! Buuuut … if you wanna stick to the guys you work with, I don’t like the POTATO MAN ! And the one OLD GUY with the creepy face and the weird tentacles is MEAN too ! But I guess ANYONE in the Guild could work since most of them are pretty mean ! ‘ 

“If ya hadn’t said that it wasn’t someone I work with I woulda thought you were talking about Hawthorne with that vampire comment. But I guess he must’ve gotten on out of here before you came. Probably never met him. The tentacle man has gotta be Lovecraft. He pulled some weird shit and like descended back into the ocean or something. Never quite understood that one. You’re right he’s unsettling.” 

The man paused, screwing up his face as he thought about the last person they mentioned. Potato man? That was probably Steinbeck. He carried around a potato sometimes. And his ability had something to do with... some type of plant. But that was grapes, wasn’t it? 

“Ya mean Steinbeck? Does that weird kind of viney thing for his ability? I’m down to mess with him. He aint usually too bad, but he always gives me those vibes like he thinks I’m stupid or something. He’s just a farm boy same as I am yknow?”

[justanotherrpmeme]

Random Sentence Starters

‘you make me feel safe’ 'what would i do without your stupid face?’ 'sorry, i was just distracted’ 'i fucked up’ 'i just don’t understand you’ 'that’s hot’ 'omg my god, wow, how did you do that?’ 'you seem so relaxed about this’ 'this is the best idea ever’ 'you’re going to be alright’ 'that was pretty impressive’ 'never again’ 'you are not what i was expecting’ 'look after them for me’ 'ohh, nice one’ 'you two would be amazing together’ 'treat them right, okay?’ 'you’re so cute’ 'do you remember our first date?’ 'how do you handle it?’ 'you’re safe with me’ 'i wish i could do that’ 'c’mon, you know you want to’ 'you’re an idiot’ 'we’ve gotta stick together’ 'i think i might understand something of what you’re going through’ 'they’re pretty amazing, huh?’ 'i know you meant well’

[cxnarius]

@smol-sirens-garden​ cont.

The young woman let out a breath that she didn’t know she had been holding. Was that smile.. genuine? There’s a warm feeling that almost knocked the wind from her lungs in her chest. How long had it been since she actually thought he might be proud of her.

“I-I’m glad that you like it. I just found it while I was out somewhere.” 

It was a lie, of course. She had searched extensively for the book and had to fight to get it. But, she couldn’t tell him that of course. 

[cxnarius]

theircurse​:

                  ‘ Well, what’s home then ? ‘

╰  ★  █║  ⁞    —     ˗ˏˋ         THEY KIND OF HAD AN IDEA OF THE ANSWER; what the true meaning of such a sacred word was. They’d never call the MAFIA home; not at all. Even if it was technically their ‘ home ‘ … it would have been an absolutely TERRIBLE one. People always said they wanted to go home but … no, they never wanted to return to this place; NEVER EVER ! And yet, they always wound up back in this awful place.

                  ‘ Because if the mafia is a home, its a really bad one ! ‘ 

The woman shook her head slightly, crouching down to be on the child’s eye level. She took their tiny hands into her own and gave them a little squeeze. 

“No, darling. The mafia is not a home. Home is...” 

There’s no real way to put it into words. It’s a feeling, and if you never experienced it before. It would be hard to get them to understand. 

“Home is the place where you never feel lonely, even when you’re alone. Where it’s warm even in winter. And where you know that the people that you care about are always going to come back to you, so it’s okay even if they leave for a little while.” 

[cxnarius]

cosmicstardreamer​:

Her….fears?

Now that was a rather strange request. Even stranger were the things she considered her worst fears. They weren’t the same usual things that most people would think of when asked such a thing.

“…losing the people I love. Being able to do something but not making it in time. Ending up completely alone. My fears I think are very common but also very specific. Like we all might be afraid of losing people but also being the REASON for losing someone tends to hurt more. It’s things like that I don’t think I can handle.”

The man tilted his head back and forth slightly. It seemed as if he was carefully considering and pondering this answer. And interesting one, for sure. But not an entirely uncommon one. 

“A fear of losing loved ones. Yes I would say that is one of the most basic fears out there. Though your continuation is interesting. A fear of being the reason for losing someone. A fear of loneliness. A fear of loneliness of your own fault. It sounds almost as though you... expect to be the reason you’re losing them? Either by pushing them away or by dragging them into danger for your own personal reasoning.” 

[cxnarius]

Got all my owed replies in the queue! So time to start getting the ball rolling again. Like this for a quick starter (lmk if you have someone you'd like or ill just pick someone randomly) or hit me up in PMs for plotting

[cxnarius]

theircurse​: 

╰  ★  █║  ⁞    —     ˗ˏˋ        SUCH A MORBID TASK WAS DONE FAR TOO MANY TIMES TO THEM; enough that they … kind of had an idea of how to do it ? Of course, most of the time, they were scared out of their MIND but … bandages … couldn’t be TOO hard, right ?

                The blood always stops, that they couldn’t deny. But … they always hated the sight of it. They always hated the sight of that red being FORCED out through awful, awful means. The bandages at least COVERED up the pain. Never did they get rid of the pain entirely but … they HELPED. Maybe the blood liked it too; maybe it liked having something to hold it all in.

                ‘ Yeah … the blood is really smart. It’s smarter than those dumb adults ! But … I don’t know, I think the bandages help kinda. The blood won’t be all over the floor and stuff ! But … I can do it if you want ! ‘

                Carefully do they take the roll back from her with one hand and hold her bleeding arm in the other. The sight was gruesome to say the least. All of those wounds, all of THEIR wounds on her body was something they never wanted to see. But what was done was done and they had to try their best to make up for it. 

                For a moment, they freeze. What if they mess up ? What if they hurt her more ? The very thought terrified them but … now they have no choice. They’ve chosen to do this, to eat those berries even though it disgusted them and now they have to TRY.

                And they begin, very slowly moving that roll and looping it around and around her arm. The wrapping was messy and uneven; definitely the work of a CHILD who had no idea what they were doing but … as long as the boo - boos and ouchies were covered up, it was okay. Right ?

                Eventually, the arm and all of its wounds were COVERED UP in the white wrappings. They look at their work … and then at her … back at the arm … and back at her again. Then, they finally ask.

                ‘ How do you feel ? ‘ 

It’s...she wanted to call it meticulous, but wasn’t sure if that was quite the right word. Clearly they were pouring so much care and effort into the wrapping. Each pass of the bandage, with its firm but gentle press against her, was carefully done. So even with the messy and uneven look to it, she would believe it to be a meticulous endeavor. 

She’s never had someone care about her like this before. That’s what this is, isn’t it? Someone trying to take care of her. It felt... nice. Somehow she didn’t want it to end, watching those hands so carefully hide away all of her blood and bruises. It was a feeling that she would like to get used to, if she can.

If Shelby was being honest, physically she felt the same. The arms still hurt, and the blood was still flowing. But something was warm and spreading through her. And that felt good. So she didn’t think it was a lie when after a long pause she finally replied. 

“It feels better... Thank you. I guess that you must be right. The blood really does like having something to help it stay in. And I guess that it’s less messy this way. My clothes always end up so stained.” 

She’s not used to doing it, so it feels almost clumsy and wrong, but she carefully offered the other child a smile. A rare sight for her, and hopefully a welcomed gift for her friend. She didn’t really have any other way to say thank you.

[cxnarius]

theircurse​:

                  ‘ The FLY costume is nice ! I like the wings ! ‘

╰  ★  █║  ⁞    —     ˗ˏˋ         THEY’RE NOT QUITE USED to talking to anyone outside of the Port Mafia, let alone ‘ normal ‘ kids who lived lives so far from the abuse of the mafia. The only children they had ever spoken to were children taken advantage of by adults; whether they were used for experiments or mafia duties. This child would have been their very first experience of talking to someone who never experienced such cruelty … and yet, they didnt’ seem TOO HAPPY.

                  ‘ Well, that’s more candy for you, right ? ‘

                  They could relate in a sense. The mafia didn’t want them out unless it was for a REASON. And even they didn’t trust strangers; for trusting strangers blindly was what lead to their miserable lifestyle now. But there was no one else to go to or nothing they could do. And today was just a holiday, so maybe it was okay … so long as they didn’t get close.

                  ‘ We could still go trick or treating and get MORE candy ! ‘ 

“You do? Uh, thanks.” 

It was a surprise to get a compliment on his costume. Mom had told him a thousand times to pick a more normal costume. Said the other kids would laugh at him. But what did he care? It’s not like they had anything in common anyway. He didn’t really talk to any of the other kids. The bugs were his only real friends around here. 

“I guess that’s true. It doesn’t feel the same though. You guys have trick or treating in Japan? I still haven’t quite figured this place out. It seems really different here.”