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#introduction #introductory post #lgbtq #writers on tumblr #artists on tumblr #masterlist #fandom list #stardew valley #mouthwashing #gravity falls #house md

how posting a question feels like because ppl don't know how to read

op: *question*

reply 1: *answer*

reply 2: *same answer*

reply 3: *same answer but worded different*

reply 4+: *same fucking answer and random argument about answer*

op: "edit: thanks for answering everyone, you all can scroll and leave me alone now!"

everyone and their dog: *continues giving same answer and starting arguments for no reason until op eventually has to turn off comments*

random person: *dms op* "hey so I saw your question but the comments were turned off so here's *same motherfucking answer*"

*based off of a true story that happened to me literally today*

#the internet #people are illiterate #stupid people #why doesn't anyone know how to read anymore #asking questions #cymansays randoms

Things I've realized weren't normal that I experienced growing up with an abusive narcissistic father (pt.1)

I'm allowed to feel and express my emotions however I please and I shouldn't need to cater to other people just because they don't agree with my emotions.

Growing up, my father would always find a way to shut down whatever emotion I was feeling. Happy? "What are you so happy about? Ain't nothing that worth being happy about." Sad? "You don't know what real sadness is. I'll give you a reason to be upset." Angry? "Stop giving attitude or else the belt is coming out!"

I had to constantly be an emotionless robot around him because he was never satisfied with anything I was feeling. It didn't matter the reason for the emotion I was expressing because in his eyes, I had no real reason for expressing that emotion. Happy I got an 80 on a test? "You're smarter than that. I expect 95s and above in this house." Sad because of a breakup? "They didn't even love you anyways. You should've chosen better." Angry because my sibling did something they know riles me up? "Don't you know how to take a joke? You're supposed to be setting an example for your younger sibling."

Growing up with a narcissist is one of the most traumatizing things that can happen to someone and you never even know it until you see someone else talk about it and realize that you relate to that person more than you think.

#narcissistic abuse #abuse survivor #relatable

hey there ladyspirits and gentleghosts, how would you (yes YOU 🫵) like to watch a group of unserious friends get scared absolutely SHITLESS??? WELL YOU'RE IN LUCK! because me and three of my besties for the resties made a youtube channel where we do ghost hunts/investigations at random locations in our haunted town! we've only done two so far and both times were insanely spine chilling 😟 (one of us genuinely almost got possessed by a demon the first time and a spirit tried to attach itself to me the second time). we also occasionally have special guests (aka: other friends/family that aren't members of the team itself). we don't have any videos uploaded yet because we literally just did these hunts like in the past three days and editing takes a while 💔 our videos will probably suck in quality at first because we have absolutely NO equipment and not much money to spare so we're literally just a bunch of young adults with phones and a dream ✌️😔 but hopefully we can get more equipment and popularity as we go to more locations and start posting. anyways, if you're interested in the paranormal and want to see some noob ass ghost hunters, subscribe to Undreamt Forces 🤞

In a world where a friend group of mainly four young adults scavenge for answers that lead to very haunting investigations. With more insigh

@oscolotlxzooxx is one of the team members btw (the other two don't have tumblr so can't tag them)

#paranormal #ghosts #spirits #ghost hunting #undreamt forces #youtube #subscribe

oscolotlxzooxx

@cy-mansays-069 Watching S3 E5 of Smiling Friends, can’t WAIT to see their new adventur-

“Allan.. we are fucked” - Mr. boss

Didn’t know he meant it literally 😦

cy-mansays-069

How you felt seeing that:

oscolotlxzooxx

“Soldier boy” and it’s someone who desperately tried to be themselves in a world full of hatred.

bro everyone should NOT have been mad at Spongebob for santa not coming to bikini bottom. if anything, they should be mad at Sandy motherfucking CHEEKS. She's the one that introduced Spongebob to christmas and santa and all that and it caused him to get overhyped and tell everyone else about it. everyone should've blamed Sandy because it was HER fault for getting Spongebob all worked up about christmas and santa. my boy Sponge didn't deserve getting treated like cacadoodoo because Sandy decided to get him and everyone in bikini bottom so hyped up ✌😔

#cymansays randoms #spongebob squarepants #spongebobchristmasepisode #in case you couldnt tell #its a spongebob christmas is my fav episode #sandy cheeks #mini rant #im very passionate about spongebob

cy-mansays-069

Alr so me and my friend have been on call for about 5 hrs and I yawned. Then they yawned. And then I yawned again. It's now turned into a back and forth cycle of yawning. We're still yawning back and forth as I type this and we're getting mad at each other for yawning because it's been an endless cycle. Help 😢

saturnzskyzz

Now I’m yawning. Thanks a lot 😔 💔

cy-mansays-069

You're quite welcome 🤗

Alr so me and my friend have been on call for about 5 hrs and I yawned. Then they yawned. And then I yawned again. It's now turned into a back and forth cycle of yawning. We're still yawning back and forth as I type this and we're getting mad at each other for yawning because it's been an endless cycle. Help 😢

#cymansays randoms #yawn #yawning #friends #endless cycles

Why was everyone so shocked and upset when they learned it was Spongebob's diary that Squidward read?? They literally watched him act out what Squidward read OUT LOUD and he even said 'Spongebob does this, Spongebob does that' yet everyone was somehow surprised when they learned it was Spongebob's diary?? They're all just as bad as Squidward for watching it happen and enabling it until Spongebob started crying and then they all ganged up on him and even got his ass ARRESTED for it 💀 THEY EVEN THREW FRUIT AT HIM AND CALLED HIM A DIARY READER WHEN THEY ALSO READ HIS DIARY BRO

#cymansays randoms #spongebob squarepants #squidward #overanalyzing #cartoon #logic

Spongebob should be able to breathe in Sandy's treedome because, since he's a sponge, he absorbs water and holds it in so he should be able to hold it in long enough to be able to breathe without a water helmet 🫧

#cymansays randoms #spongebob #spongebob squarepants #sandy cheeks

fnich-enthusiast

it's so weird to me that everyone on this website is a human person outside of their weird internet niche so rb this with a random bit of your lore

warriorofchaos223

I have a birthmark smack dab in between my eyebrows.

@humble-introvert0808

humble-introvert0808

I like it when ppl play with my hair :)

@amy-r0z3 @luv-again @d3lly1000 @reinafish @jjdrawstuff @jokerandthethief @glitch-studios @raine-ydays & anyone else who wants to join ^^

jokerandthethief-deactivated202

I think I have adhd and also I really like coffee (:

all my moots. if you see this and are my moot, its the same as tagging you cuz theres a lot of you guys>>>

and anuone else ofc

koko-blueturtle

I love the smell of books, ESPECIALLY old ones

Everyone :P

your-local-depressed-fangirl

i have this mole on my ear and people often ask if it’s a second piercing cause it’s right where a second piercing might be

@/anyyyy

stxrrstruckk

i always need to have smth on/in my hands

@half-shadowgalra @icarianlibrary @spacesharks28 @anxious-introvert22 @anxious-alyssia @oopsies-maeve-did-a-thing @bluebird38 @inlovewithmyhyperfixations @sun-of-icarus @telugu-girl-13 @bookworm-fangirl1 @queenofthegays15 @/open!

the-l0ser-st4r

i have an ungodly amount of stuffed animals on my bed and my room is always messy

oh I also like I to draw

@bookworm-fangirl1 @half-shadowgalra @silly-emo-delight @kitkat-moon @percyweasleyapologist @janeiscompletelyfine @kingstarkingslay @alwayssirius09 @allonsy-moony @thegracefulroyaltownofthesaint @the-eclipse-is-in-me @the1970sdeadgaywizard-regulus

alwayssirius09

I can't sleep unless the fan is on bc it's too FREAKING HOT IN MY ROOM AND I CANT BREATHE but then I wake up and get sad bc it's just so cold

@ anyone :3

i-cant-pick-an-aesthetic09

My friend officiated a wedding between me and Dr. Pepper

@ziggy-stardust-is-in-love @remylosingteeth @jugglesthejorker @adams-world-domination-plans @beach-bear-enjoyer @three-eyed-elk @elijahvolkovfrfr @artsy-n-smartsy @drippysyrup @lil-queer-goblin @bootleg-creechur @shin-tsucommunist @sundaysneasel @nidoole @undeadvinyls

@ anyone else!!!

bootleg-creechur

I like the smell of cotton clothing

@sapient-marshmallow-princess @glowstickblood @chaos-triangle @afriendofblahaj @aliensagainstworld @ anyone else!

chaos-triangle

I hail from Euclydia!

@spikeplushiehaj @swords-and-chaos @stories-i-guess @moonys-chaos @letsplayhydeandseek @kianf1sh @river-billcipherfan @half-fey-freak-of-nature @writingnotes520 @oregoff-oregon @vandalizingyourschool @a-calico-rabbit @chaos-creature-on-the-roof @that-0ne-sam @thatacefrog

stories-i-guess

I play Minecraft so much that I have a ton of story ideas based on it.

@spookyvibesstudio @almostabajillionwasps @rabiousranger @sapient-marshmallow-princess @mishmash-webster @potpigu @kitab00m101 @ho-ho-homosxual @gothiestarzsuki

mishmash-webster

uhhh i broke my arm when i was like 6 and still have the surgery scars idk if theyre gonna go away lmao but it’s ok bc i think theyre cool

@ open bc im too lazy to tag anyone

darkstalker1247

When I was twelve I broke my wrist trying to do a trick on my scooter and didn’t know it was broken until it started swelling the next day

@bunnyboyzyon @silent0utspace @marzisntbritish @jewelthenerd @therealranunculus

rabbitbait

i had 2.5k followers on an app for Minecraft skin making in middle school

@cinnamonbloom @sunsetsandsunshine @lucidobserver

sunsetsandsunshine

I have a heart for a birthmark on my neck 🥰❤️‍🔥✨

@shut-up-jo @itzsana-kiddingmenow @ziipzeepzop-eez

@rice-cake-teen10 @let1zya @savemeafruitjuice

@someone1348 @aninabanina6969 @synscomingforyou

someone1348

I have central heterochromia, which means my eyes are blue with brown around the iris. It makes them look green from a far because of the mix of blue and brown, so I thought I had green eyes, even my ex girlfriend thought they were green, but nope they're blue and always have been since I was born, just with brown around the pupils! <3

(It was difficult to think of lore that wasn't depressing lmao! But we got it!)

Tagging: @mizukiakiyamacoded @sleepy--anon @saturnzskyzz @aninabanina6969 @anxious-lee @justalilgiddybibs @secretly-tword-obsessed (And any other moots who want to join :])

saturnzskyzz

THAT'S SO COOL!!! :OOO any types of heterochromia is so beautiful and fascinating to me!!!

At a young age, I had this deja vu dream where there were just a lot of people standing around an open field while my little brother and I were standing before them with blankets covering us. I woke up feeling confused as to what that was, and so a few weeks or maybe a month later after having that dream, my brother and I go on this trip with my mom

My mom used to be a breeder, so she would always get calls about buying one of our poms we had, so we went to go drop off the pups to their new homes, but unfortunately we got into a mishappen while on the road.

A bird hit my moms side of the window, which caused her to lose control of the car and we ended up swerving off the road to hit a pole. (Which was three seconds away from hitting directly from where my brother was sat at, thank goodness it didn't impact him in any way)

Long story short, these people gave my brother and I blankets caus it was cold, and I see the same exact people standing around us while in an open field.

Crazy how dreams work 😵‍💫 (I'm sorry for how long this was)

Tags: @letupabit @lord-of-hyperfix @cy-mansays-069 @ryoko-loves-roses @otomiyaa and ofc anyone else who wants to participate!! :] (no pressure to the ones I tagged 🙏)

cy-mansays-069

I fear I might have to make a separate thing for my lore cuz I been through some shit 😭 But I'll just share this one since it still fucks with my head ☝

I've also experienced hella deja vu but for me, sometimes I'll dream about it or I'll randomly think about it when maladaptive daydreaming. But there's this one thing I've experienced a total of 26 (?) times in my life so here goes:

It started when I was about 9 yrs old. I was in the backseat of my mom's car with my younger sibling and we were driving home late at night. We got chickfila for dinner and were eating it in the car. I remember turning to look at my sibling and they took the tab from their chicken nugget box and put it in their mouth and then stuck out their tongue to show me said tab.

Ever since then, I've experienced that same moment or some variation of it about 26 times even nine years later (I'm 18 now). Sometimes I'll be in the front seat with my mom and something will tell me to look in the back where my sibling is. Or we'll be on the couch but sitting in the same sides that we do in the car and they do that. The only constant is that it's a chickfila chicken nugget box tab. That's never changed.

But yeah, I've experienced the chicken nugget tab incident about 26 times since I was 9 yrs old.

oscolotlxzooxx

Isaac's dairy:

January 25th, XXXX

I have fell into a heap of inquiries. Confusion and desperation for answers. Wanting to know how it came to be my demise in a world where I can't feel, nor can I find love. I can't seem to fit in with my friends. All this lovey dovey comments and actions all around me makes me dizzy and disoriented.

I feel trapped.

Trapped in a bubble that was not made for me. I'm so confused as to who I am, and who my friends are with me.

Do they like me as a friend?

Do they think I'm unworthy of love?

Do they think I just can't fathom the thought of spreading my affection?

They say they enjoy my company, but is it just my company too much for them to hang out with me and their lovers in a platonic manner? Or maybe if they weren't with their lovers, am I still too much?

They tell me everything like I'm their personal diary. Like I'm not a somebody. But a something that they can lean on for comfort.

I want to be me around them. But is my company just too much for them to stay with me for a moment longer to just talk like friends? To feel like friends? To be like friends?

I like to think my company is enough. If I had just me to company me with, maybe it'd be different? I'd start to feel like I'm a part of something more than just a vessel for everyone else's problems with feelings that I don't even feel.

I just want company. My company.

cy-mansays-069

Literally how I felt in middle school and part of high school