I'm a story making machine! Except when I'm not...
I write plenty of stories, I swear, but I just can't actually write the chapters to a degree that I am not ashamed to post, you know? Anyway, call my Syl or Storie, whichever you like, my age is undisclosed, though I am in fact a minor. I am a cis girl that should be referred to as she/her! I am straight, somewhere on the aromantic spectrum, and asexual. I am broke and I will block anyone who asks me for money in my asks, thank you very much. But most things are explained in my pinned post!
Helloooo Everybody! And welcome to… Stories! I Guess…
This blog mostly surrounds my stories but I also have very leftist political views so no pedos, Trump supporters, conservatives, or anything of the sort allowed. Okay? However, any and all other people are allowed! Okay? Great! I’m not really that big but I’m hoping that one day people will know of my stories like Exzanthous’ Rise or 0ne With the Stars or stuff like that! I also do low-quality comics because I am poor and only have paper so… yeah. But one day, when I’m better at art I’ll redraw them. I like the majority of things you think of when you hear the word ‘nerd’. Oh boy, this is looooong! Okay, I also wrote AUs and I’ll be posting Hilda and Hazbin Hotel ones for now!
personally I'm annoyed by the socioeconomic conditions that made words like "unalive" necessary but simultaneously impressed by the linguistic adaptations young people have made to continue talking about important things while subject to those conditions and I think if you can't hold both of those thoughts in your head you might just be old man yelling at cloud
Finally a hand sewing tutorial on a hemline that isn't just the ladder stitch! the ladder stitch disappears when you tighten it, but it's not meant for hemlines because it breaks really easily! The overlock stitch is more stable, so it holds much longer, and it won't pucker or warp the fabric!
i can imagine that Mira and Zoey are worried and sad that Rumi won't open up with them but does w the Sajas,,, and look we all know it is only a matter of time before resentment builds up
nothing too bad! but maybe enough that they distance themselves from Rumi a bit, not enough to cause concern but enought to be pety
they get home smelling weird and Rumi obviously notices, questioning them of where they've been
"what do you care? weren't you so busy with your friends?"
and the way Zoey (bc while Mira might be the blunt one, Zoey is the angry and bitter one) says the word 'friends' like almost an insult, it caughts Rumi off guard
maybe even the Sajas notice, and one of them actually says the idea to Rumi to, you know, tell them
but Rumi doesn't want to bc of canon reasons, but now she also is slowly being aware of for neglected she had been to her mates best friends
overall, I think it could either go in a "wacky silly hijinks ensue" or a "angsty sad" way
First Human mask Beta plot is something like this:
The timeline about the idol awards is different
Rumi became the leader of the Saja Boys after making the submit and become a pack after she bites them. Because of this new connection she loses control over her demon side, her appearance becomes more feral like and her instinct is more prominent acting before she can think about it.
She lies to ZoeMira about needing to see Celine and being away for a few days.
Bring the saja boys to Celine, who goes to investigate in the hunter archives. Rumi gives the Saja a quick course about how to be human and they give her a quick course about instinct/pack/rules, telling her that she needs to let go more frequently or ahe will pop like a Soda pop, Jinu being a little shit start singing and the others follow, the Hoonmoon reacts to them, not as much as their hunters but more than it should and their patterns shine with its light.
Jinu, Celine and Rumi theorized that bc Rumi is a Hunter bonded to the Hoonmoon, the Saja, who are bonded to her have a small connection to the Hoonmoon.
Rumi then proposes to use the fame that their street presentation brought and presents them as a new idol group under Sunlight entertainment, Huntrix is already close to the golden Hoon-moon, the boost will help with the final push.
Celine is still slightly conflicted about everything but agrees is a good idea.
Rumi comes back, so concentrated in her plan, ZoeMira tries to ask her about what is going on but Rumi just pushes their worries away and said that her voice is better (bc she stops her repression around the Saja).
Huntrix has an interview, before the Saja has their show appearance (they have a better control to hide their patterns and are covered in a strong make up just in case) ZoeMira are drooling like Cannon.
Then they hear the Saja being announced as sunlight new boy band, they are stunned by that but when Rumi comes to the center affirming what the host said they are baffled and then freeze when the Saja picks Rumi up throwing her up at the air, they are intervene when they hear Rumi laughing, not her idol laugh, not her fake laugh, no, she is sincerely laughing telling the boys to not dare let her fall.
They put her down and Jinu gives her a side hug, abby a fist pump, Romance accommodates her clothes and hair, Mystery gives a soft pat im the back and Baby playfully talk about taking her throne.
Rumi is comfortable, rumi dropped her mask immediately.
ZoeMira don't know what to think, what to do.
After the show, ZoeMira ask what the hell was all that and Rumi freezes before putting her mask on, telling them she forgot to tell them about that, she gives her the excuse she practiced with Celine.
The Saja boys are part of a plan to achieve the golden Hoon-moon, they'll be tools to boost Huntrix and create the perfect scenery to the idol's awards where the fight with Gwi-ma will be finally over.
Huntrix will be their teachers,which means more work and less relaxing time.
During this joint effort, ZoeMira quickly notices the differences of how Rumi acts with them.
The Saja notice Rumi behavior with the girls and they start giving her advice to court her mates because she sucks at it, Rumi stutters that she is not courting them and they all stare at her like🤨.
Cue Rumi going Oh my god I'm in love with them
Rumi being Rumi becomes more self contained when she is with ZoeMira because her demon is wagging her tail and flexing her muscles at the minimal glance.
ZoeMira are jealous and hurt, they don't know how or why Rumi acts like she knows the Saja since childhood as they know they were her first/only friends as she was homeschooled.
Rumi hangs out more with the Saja Boys, because:
They still need lessons about how to be human and she needs lessons about her demon side/demon realm etiquette
They (Romance, Jinu, Mystery)want to help to win over her mates while the rest (Abby and Baby) think they aren't mate material.
She is panicking a lot and feels her mask crack everyday a little more around ZoeMira.
Unconsciously she start becoming more close off and blowing ZoeMira off more, the walls and distance between grows more and more.
After being rejected again, ZoeMira goes to a bar and comes back really late, Rumi enters in concerned leader mode, scolding them, Mira (sentimental drunk) flinches hiding her face with her hair and Zoey (angry drunk) talk back.
"We don't say shit about you going with your dumbass himbo friends"
Rumi pack leader stirs
"Don't call them that! They are nice guys!"
"Right! They are so amazing, so cool, so better than us, huh?"
"Zoey that's n-"
"THEN WHAT THE FUCK YOU PREFER THEM OVER US!?"
"I don-"
"You do"
Mira says so quietly and so full of hurt.
"You hang with them in your free time, when was the last time we saw a movie together?"
" What? We just..."
"Two months ago, Rumi has been two months since we hung out together"
"That's not true, it can't be that long..."
Rumi pulls her phone and Mira words are true, it has been two months since they hangout about something that is not work.
She breathes and put her mask on to do damage control.
Big mistake.
"Oh cut the bullshit Rumi, you really think we don't know when you lie? When you put the perfect idol mask?"
Rumi mask fractures slightly.
"Girls you are drunk come on, you need to sleep"
"So you can go to Jinu's arms and suck his dick?
"Zoey, there is nothing between me and him, go to sleep, I will deal with the event of tomorrow"
"Hah! Of course you will deal with it! Perfect Rumi, doesn't need her useless bandmates because she can do everything by herself!"
Rumi mask fractures.
"Zoey stop being a fucking child and go to your damn room!"
"Yes thas me! Zoey the naive maknae! Zoey the happy brainless half breed! Zoey who is too much for anyone to deal with it! Zoey who is never enough for you!"
Zoey said pushing Rumi, who was irritated and frustrated by the talk and ZoeMira mixed scents, push Zoey back.
The shortest girl growls before tackling her and putting her in hold, rumi easily frees herself and her mask falls completely.
The wrestle in floor, both growling and snarling, Rumi is cursing in Korean and french while Zoey os cursing in Spanish, they aren't punching but they clawing each other with their nails.
"Stop! Just stop please"
Mira's broken voice freezes both of them, they look at her and immediately notice the tears falling that the pink haired girl tries to clean.
The saja boys are also half demons, Zoey and Mira doesn't know they're demons.
Rumi knows how to act like a human, Celine made sure she acted like a human and not a feral beast.
But is just that, an act.
She isn't a human, Celine promises the Golden Hoonmoon would fix her, until that she needs to keep the facade.
So she speaks even if she thinks her scent is revealing enough.
She talks and argue when she wants to growl.
She walks in two legs and not in four.
She acts like a human until the day she becomes one.
It is only in the walls of her room that she drops the mask, horns grow from her head, her nails become sharp like her teeth do, fur and scales cover her body.
The only reprieve Celine allows, understanding how painful it is to hold it back for so long.
She looks monstrous, she looks like a demon.
A powerful dangerous demon.
The new and upcoming boy band are demons, they hide their patterns and blend well enough.
Rumi knows they are demon by their scent but before she can warn her girls Jinu finds her and discovers her secret.
He taunts her and her control slips, she beats the shit out of him not as hunter but as a demon, a powerful demon.
She stops when she notices the blood, the clearly red blood. He cries and laughs relief in his voice and scent
"I can't hear him anymore!"
Questions are asked, answers given.
"Bite me! Let me join your pack!"
Instinct work in automatically, she bites his wrist and feels a bond grow in her chest.
Pack, she has a pack now.
It feels right.
Soon he brings her to the other Saja, Rumi is a powerful hunter but a so much powerful demon.
She wins with Jinu's help and her pack grows.
Gwi-ma doesn't have a hold on them anymore when she forces them to submit
(He is a weak dying king against a princess in her prime who holds pieces of souls freely given)
She is ashamed to admit she feels relief. Because they understand her, because they knows how deprived she was and only responds to her questions if she acts like a demon so she drops her mask and she feels seen, alive.
The Saja boys popularity keeps growing and the Hoonmoon grows stronger, she is sure soon it will be gold, Rumi stress fades when she is with her pack.
(Even if it is incomplete)
She can be herself with them.
__________
Mira and Zoey doesn't understand why or when Rumi started being so nice with that boy band.
They don't understand why she looks so relaxed with them.
They don't understand how they talk without words.
They don't understand why Rumi touch them so much or why she let them touch her so much.
They don't understand why Rumi let them inside her walls.
They don't understand what that damn boys have that they don't.
They have their theories about what is happening with Rumi, going from Autism to Transsexuality.
For years they have tried to be a safe space for Rumi.
For years they investigated and educated themselves to understand her better.
But she still keep them at arms length. Her idol mask is always on her face. They can count with one hand when that mask was dropped and they hold that few moments on their heart.
They remember how they hated Rumi mask thinking it was a way to tell them how unworthy they were of being her teammates of seeing the real her.
Mira remembers how hurt she was when the paper of her disown came back, she remembers screaming at Rumi, she remembers being carried against her will, she remembers being gently thrown in Rumi bed full of blankets and pillows and clothes that she thought lost, she remembers Rumi hugging her.
"Is ok, you are mine now, you're my p... family now, is ok"
She remembers being held through her cries. She remembers kissess to her forehead and neck.
She remembers how safe she felt, she remembers how almost whole she was.
(She doesn't remember the purrs that lure her to sleep, she doesn't remember Rumi's eyes changing, she doesn't remember Rumi's nails being longer)
Zoey remembers running away in the forest in the cold night, she remembers hiding not wanting to be found, not wanting to be seen as something else that the easy-going sunny girl least she becomes too much.
She remembers being quiet as a mouse, she remembers Rumi finding her anyway. She remembers how she tried to pretend everything was fine,she remembers how Rumi look her like she was seeing through her, like there wasn't anything she can hide from her.
She remembers being hugged.
"You belong here Zoey, here with Mira and me, you're part of this p... family, never think otherwise"
She remembers crying until she fell asleep.
(She doesn't remember how warm she was, she doesn't remember being covered in something fluffy, she doesn't remember how bigger Rumi was, she doesn't remember that she wasn't carrying any light with her)
They know Rumi cares about them, she buys her favorite snack, she plays their favorite movies when they have a bad day, she prepares Mira's bath after a long day of modelling, she makes time to visit any aquarium they find in their tours, she makes sure that mira restriction order is uphold, she put every single of Zoey bullies in the blacklist.
They know she cares about them.
But she never let them do the same.
But she never feels safe enough to drop her mask with them.
Finally a hand sewing tutorial on a hemline that isn't just the ladder stitch! the ladder stitch disappears when you tighten it, but it's not meant for hemlines because it breaks really easily! The overlock stitch is more stable, so it holds much longer, and it won't pucker or warp the fabric!
I would like to state for the record i’ve ignored this post the last 50 times i’ve seen it bc i thought it would be some hyper cutsie anime girl voice and i’m overjoyed to report it is instead Weapons Grade Miku complete with war horns that fuck
people who are like "but with universal healthcare you'll have to pay taxes!!! Up to 8%!!!" Are so funny. Like as opposed to the 16% of my gross paycheck that goes to private insurance, that won't cover shit unless i call my insurance company, then my doctor, then my pharmacy, then my doctor again because theyre pretty sure insurance got approved then my insurance company because they didn't get the letter, then my doctor again, then the pharmacy again, and then the copay i still am on the hook for.
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