Being called lazy for being in my house on a day I'm not obligated to be on time for a dragged through the mud job, as if I have any money to treat myself or the inspiration to go out and do anything entertaining. Wouldn't matter regardlessly, because I'd be doing it alone.
I'm told I'm lazy because I'm so depressed, I don't want to leave my bed on my days off, and it doesn't make it feel any better. Not as if anyone is inviting me anywhere.
Attempts at making friends just end with people who don't make time for you whilst you put in the stressful work to be around them or they end up hurting your feelings when you realize they just needed a placeholder for the attention, and don't care much for the personality you built.
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Just stop telling people they're lazy.
i doubt you'll see this or even acknowledge this or me. But I'm still here for you if ever need me or need to vent. I wish I could take the pain and hurt away, you deserve so much more in life.
