𐂯 rotting alive 𐂯

🕸️he/him, ftm, puppy, 20🕸️

[d33rbon3s]

Please don’t interact if you’re a minor for your own good

I’m still new to this kind of blog posting so sorry for being a dumbass sometimes

[redriflez]

how come cis guys loathe me because i happen to be a trans guy and i don't want to laugh along with their offensive jokes, make fun of people with them, objectify women with them, etc etc

like this puts me in such an unwinnable situation. if i go along with them in such situations then they see me as a guy and as a friend, but i have to momentarily betray my personal values that i hold very closely. and if i refuse to go along with them- specifically if i stand up for myself or others- then they immediately demote me to somebody they see as a girl, and they start acting much more (subtly) transphobic to me.

it makes my social dysphoria even worse, which in turn makes me feel awful because now im paranoid that maybe i AM willing to give up such a significant part of myself in order for them to accept me. it makes me (hopefully irrationally) afraid that i really am that kind of person and that deep down i do want to be like them.

i just wanna be able to be seen as male without having to be a piece of shit and without having to face this moral and social pressure every day. i really don't think i ask for much.

[b-side-takes]

idc what yall say trans men need to get more entitled because genuinely we deserve better

[frozen-autumns]

it both saddens me and really fucking aggravates me when some types of trans men pride themselves on being good, quiet, pliant men, and put down the ones that want to be outspoken.

when the subject at hand is how we're erased in topics that affect and often outright kill us (see: reproductive health, homelessness, sexual assault rates, etc), I don't see anything admirable about going "well, we're still men, so this isn't our place to speak over women." it's speaking over women to say we experience this too?

if I want to be blunter than usual, I'd say this "sitting down and being a good little trans guy" shtick only helps the people that want us dead. if talking about how we're oppressed (instead of rocketing up to some place of absolute privilege like they assume) upsets some people, frankly, I don't give a shit. I'll maybe give a shit when my trans brothers stop dying of sepsis, slaughter and suicide. until then, I hope being forced to acknowledge us makes you feel guilty enough to listen.

[analogue-dragon]

If a group "doesn't contribute anything to history/art/science/ect." Then that is an obvious sign that they are being erased, not that they're useles. A subsect of a larger oppressed group dealing with invisibility is not a good thing. Invisibility isn't helpful, it's erasure.

And his name was doctor Alan Hart.

Important notes from the notes:

• Also James Berry

• People shouldn't have to be useful to matter

[nuclear-atm0sph3ar]

tumblr boys be like:

"horny horny im a puppy #boyblogging"

"i wanna kill myself. theres no light in my life. #boyblogging"

[bigguyphil22]

[demitranspupboy]

Soft dom who can tell I’m upset and stressed out at having to do real life adult thinking everyday, takes me and sweetly tells me “sit puppy” at their feet while they open their legs for me, gently grabbing the back of my head, petting me and letting me know how to give me stress relief is to make me not think, they guide my head toward their crotch and say “open, good puppy, don’t think, good job”

[wuffzer]

I bought new skincare and I smell so good!! I'd love to be eaten out and get my t-dick sucked at the same time while they praise me for taking care of myself and how good I taste/smell because of it! That'd be awesome,, man, it's not fair that I don't got a dick, I wanna dick down someone but I also wanna be sucked out and fucked till I can't think,, maaannnn,, this is some bullshit,, one day though,, I just gotta wait, I'll be paitent,, JUST WAIT AND SEE!! I'll be so proud and someone will love me too,,

[transand]

a vicious cycle

[d33rbon3s]

I found some cool dog collars online, pls someone bully me into buying one bc I feel bad for spending money on something that would make me happy but is not necessary

[d33rbon3s]

The finals this semester are going to crush me fr, I also have 6 reports to do for organic chemistry bc my lazyass didn’t do that before.

[cutecipher]

i think its funny when people are like "you cant blame your parents forever" because like. im permanently disabled because of them. am i allowed to be mad about that?

[tpwrtrmnky]

"Making peace with not transitioning because your partner wouldn't like it is valid" is an attempt at conversion therapy btw. Just so you know.

[why-am-i-simping-for-a-train]

I’ve become obsessed with this audio

[d33rbon3s]

Best edit

[chaoticrei]

Like/reblog if you think that you don't need to medically transition to be transgender

[d33rbon3s]

me first time 'reading' this:

„like/reblog if you think you need to magically transition transgender”

[sawed-on-shotgun]

being a teenager is basically just half a decade of "ugh I hate myself I hate my life I hate my parents nothing is fair everyone is mean the world is cruel I'm tired of it!! but idk i guess every teenager has this phase and I'll probably grow out of it and understand when I'm older" and getting older and realizing you should have been even angrier and more violent. And then people forget this as soon as they have kids