*yolo by HorsegiirL plays loudly*

She/her. Bears personal. 28. No tws sorry, - follows on @thewarmvoid — 18+MDNI⚠︎NSFW

[dafifthwound]

I wish

I was a

real

Girl

[dafifthwound]

me: I did not get to be a little girl. I had my body and childhood completely stolen from me. I will never be able to get any of it back. there is a hole in my soul that aches an ache I am sure nobody on this mortal plane could ever understand. my upbringing was stained with confusion and envy and isolation and abuse. kept home from school picture days for being too ugly. told to my face I would never be allowed at sleepovers for the girls safety. the girls. I was not one of. i was meant to end up a man and I did but it was not the right kind so I hated it and everyone hated me back. i am finally myself now but that self is such a shattered and shame filled me that I can hardly make out the shape of woman at all and my time as a man is being held over me like an anvil I never feel really safe everyday is a constant struggle with my body I have to work so hard at every moment to be seen the way I want to be and I still fail all the time and even when I don’t fail people still treat me so poorly in comparison to thin girls white girls any girl who isn’t so obviously trying so hard to be treated like one I’m scared all the time and afraid all the time and people have shown me my entire time no matter what I do to the outside of me that I should be scared I should be afraid and I am but I’ll be afraid for as long as I need to as long as I get to be myself I will never let anyone take me from myself again

trans woman with ‘antiracist’ in bio: I’m not reading all that congratulations or I’m sorry that happened to you but stop stealing valor you will never be a trans woman you simply have never experienced what #We have and could never grasp the depths of our pain and suffering (also lol what real trans woman would be sad about getting free S/GRS or being called a theyfab if you were real you’d never have dysphoria about having a pussy (being castrated) or being classed as Afab even against your will lolol) please fuck off tme invader you literally pass you fucking TMAfaking cissexual larper

me:

[lickmyleg-deactivated20250724]

I've been horny. Obviously just in my abstract ways

[dafifthwound]

show me, spirits so divine — where do you go? heavens secret. oooooh, fall in a dream.

Mother Earth calling, swimming in the love. Walk in a glow, it’s divine tonight.

[dafifthwound]

I wish I was allowed to be angry

[dafifthwound]

I am a valuable person and my love and effort matters.

[dafifthwound]

girl who no longer feels worthy of pink regrets transitioning her wardrobe to largely pink items

[lone-pylon]

hey, you, you're finally awake

[dafifthwound]

have not been off my feet since 7am. i am so tired. I am so tired. I want to weep until my eyes fall out. I hate moving.

[dafifthwound]

Have you ever been so physically exhausted and in pain that you must force yourself to keep moving because it hurts so badly when you stop. I am there. I am constantly pacing even in idle moments because we are not done but if I stop the ache FUCKING SCREAMS AT ME

[dafifthwound]

have not been off my feet since 7am. i am so tired. I am so tired. I want to weep until my eyes fall out. I hate moving.

[ask-anything-polls]

Your phone magically opens to a random fic on ao3!

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I’ve read this already!

Hell yes this is literally meant for me!

Yes but out of morbid curiosity

Maybe

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Absolutely not!

Why does this fucking exist?!?!

Voting ended onMay 4

[dafifthwound]

industrious reliable angelbear successfully uses local fb groups to get rid of large appliances she cannot safely move with her disabled body, strangers have collected items, everyone is unharmed, she is very proud of herself for getting these tasks done.

[dafifthwound]

im glad most of my friends are friends with each other. maybe i can just disappear and not worry because they all have each other.

[dafifthwound]

me: *sees my friends flirting with each other*

me: *bpd jealousy pangs begin*

me: but that means I can die and they will be okay bc they have each other

me: *apathetic calm washes over me*

[dafifthwound]

im glad most of my friends are friends with each other. maybe i can just disappear and not worry because they all have each other.

[365filmsbyauroranocte]

[dafifthwound]

the ratio of screenshots to actual photos in my recent album is proportional to how poorly or well I am doing.

[lycorixx]

Demised.

— A term for beings who have died and continue to control their body despite it being dead. They were alive at one point, but after an event, that life faded, leading them to firmly believe that one, and/or one's body, is now truly dead.

Anyone can use this term, as long as they're / their body is dead. Mainly self indulgent, and this is NOT a gender.