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Explanation of my situation here
🏷️⁔⁔˳ meow ˳ boundaries ˳
Monterey Bay Aquarium

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Today's Document
DEAR READER

shark vs the universe
Peter Solarz
sheepfilms

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Love Begins
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me

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Cosmic Funnies
almost home
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let's talk about Bridgerton tea, my ask is open
will byers stan first human second
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@dailyfollydose
✚𝅝 ᴗ)⠀ ‿‿ Welcome! ͜◞ 🩸
If you recognize me, please give me a follow! I miss my old moots :(
Explanation of my situation here
🏷️⁔⁔˳ meow ˳ boundaries ˳
I hate being sick in every sense
I'm sick both physically and mentally
Out of all the men my mom could have picked, she chose someone who isn't even healthy, kind, or rich
She literally picked a bottom of the barrel bum who end up having to leave when he was in jail anyhow because he was a dick and now I'm stuck with like 50 hidden health issues
With the cherry on top of my mother's side of long history undiagnosed mental issues
I got most of my genes from my bio-dad though, and my mom's side as the genes that make you younger than you are, so I guess looks wise I scored decently in the genepool
I can't even look at sugar like others can because it spikes my blood sugar though
I literally am allowed to eat one sweet every week and some days I don't willingly, yet it spiked very high in the 100s and the doctor was concerned at the time
No, I don't have diabetes, my body apparently is "like an old man"
Not to mention my arthritis just being awful atm (<- didn't take my shot cause of recent trip to the doctor)
ough
I'm staring at mukbangers go ham on a cake and I yearn to be like them...
I haven't really told people my boundaries on here yet, so I'm going to say them now:
You can ask questions revolving my cannibalism!
I used to get them a lot in the past blog and here it still applies!
I genuinely need a FAQ someday because lot of you ask the same questions mwheheh (e.g. "What does it taste like?", "When did you first become a cannibal?", "How many people have you ate?", "Are you a ''ethical'' cannibal?")
You can psychoanalyze me, I'm not afraid
That doesn't mean judging btw; if you're a dumbass ignorant fuck to mental health and only stigmatizes the mentally ill, you're not welcome here at all
Follow your own DNI
I will follow people left and right, overall, I do have my viewpoints on certain things obviously, but it doesn't mean I'll block you unless you purposely make it my problem
Don't make it my problem
Overall, I'd lean into what the kids like to call Radinclus™ or lesser known as Inkqueer™ territory, so as long as it's not harmful, I don't really gaf what you do
You can ask to be moots!
Now, this is a bit finicky with me considering I stick to my little corner as much as possible, but I will try my best to interact with any of my moots
Being a moot to me is more than just following each other
Depending on the moot, the dynamic can vary between a friendship, a business opportunity, or an unspoken agreement of solidarity
If you specifically want to be moots with the expectation of being boosted or sent asks, you need to tell me to do so or I'm not going to at all and continue to be stuck in my little corner, same applies the other way around
I would like the idea of moots to be more than just "people who follow each other"
My DMs are open to chitter chatter, with some boundaries
I want to talk to others, but preferably I want friends who are only 2 years apart from me maximum since I'm turning 20 in Feb, that's my cap (*  ̄︿ ̄)
Anyone younger need to use my askbox
Note: Whoever reaches out with the expectation to get me to vent to them in private messages will be declined, as I feel bad venting to children as that's not their responsibility, varying on the situation, you can get blocked
You can support me in other ways
My only exception is if we met in a jirai server, in which I will just talk to you within the server chats anywayss sooooo
Also, I don't mind talking to anyone age older than me, so there's no cap for adults
Just be mindful of course
Can I ask you anything? Can I use emoji sign-offs?
Yes! I love questions! I'll do my best to keep track of you all mwehehehe
Also feel free to ask how I feel about certain stuff that I haven't thought of on here too!
Love you all!
ough cravings... they strike again...
Today might be a self-care day to the best I can
All I think about is when I'll be able to cannibalize again
Luckily, it's only a quiet rumble, but I know it's going to spike soon enough
There's only so much time I can pretend it's not there till it bites me in the ass
...
Pun not intended
Realized I have potential
Might invest in some fighting lessons in the future
Both with and without weapon lessons
Can't do it right now because my family wants to keep me weak
Got my mutual to draw jirai kei mwehehhehe
I'm wearing those happy mindset t-shirts as if I'm not going to get a bloody soon if someone pisses me off one more time </3
I got this shirt from my stepdad from the last time I attempted ironically enough
Someday I'll be free
Someday I'll be free from restraint
The day that happens I will fucking burn this world down
Stomp on its ashes until I join them
Kill kill killl kill kill kill killl killl
I don't see a reason in fighting anymore?
I don't why I need to fight myself anymore?
What's the point in any of this anymore?
Why am I holding myself back anymore?
The way relapsing is fucking caressing me so softly
(E.g. cvtting, autocannibalism, and overdosing allergy meds)
PISSGOBLIN · BLOW YOUR BRAINS OUT · Song · 2026
Random stranger acted morally superior to me once again
I spoon fed the world a fucking response and people are so privileged
I'm so frustrated yet I'm so... exasperated at everything
I'm literally shaking in my insides right now
I just want to give up on life so badly
I'm either going to kill myself or I'm going to kill everyone else
So next time you decide to be a dick to me for no reason, flip a coin asshole
GENUINELY how it feels when u don't have Spotify premium
That's why you need to become a pirate, there are always a way
cough cough .... take my card ... /silly/vague
I want to cry so badly ... ough ...
Get some new friends or become a serial cannibal again till I die of Kuru
Oooo... decisions decisions...
I keep catching myself missing M
I guess that's not really true, I know it's just the feeling he gave me being his friend
Like maybe things could be better
I had hope
I wish I had more people my age as friends who can understand how I feel or at least endure it more than the rest of the world has
I don't want to vent to people younger than me, it just makes me feel like shit and the chances they see it the same way I do is severely varied
And what if I freak out again?
Just overall it's not a good habit to build
But since everyone left me, I really don't have anybody but my partner now
It's hard to articulate things atm anyhow