During one semester of PE in high school I got put in a section called Team Sports. This was significantly better than a regular unit because the athletic kids were able to play and I largely got to sit and watch.
Months were devoted to what they called Pickle Ball but Iāve since learned was basically ping pong with larger than average paddles. The paddles had been through the absolute wringer, all padding had been rubbed and torn off by a relentless stream of bored adolescents like myself.
This presented me with a unique opportunity. I had a pencil, nominally used to keep score. I had a blank wooden panel. And I had large stretches of time sitting on the sidelines.
Every day Iād pick a blank paddle. Iād doodle little animals, bizarre monstrosities, and a bunch that were just a huge eye in the middle with the words āBig Brother is Watchingā. What can I say; I was reading 1984 at the time.
When we finally finished with the paddles and moved on to badminton I completely forgot my dozens of illustrations.
It wasnāt until several years later that it got brought up again. I was hanging out with a friend and their younger sibling. We were listening to them lament their high school experience of the day. āBut I won the Pegasus paddle, so that was cool.ā
āYeah, most of them are just Big Brother, so theyāre not exciting, but thereās only one Pegasus so we fight over it. Last week I had an elephant I really liked though.ā
āYou guys fight over the paddles with art on themā¦?ā
My friend turned to me and asked, āDidnāt you make all those drawings?ā
Their sibling lit up, āYou made them?!ā
I sat in silence as the complexity of the world and the waves we leave behind as we move through it washed over me. I contemplated how intertwined I was with the rest of existence to create such a beautiful moment.
I had made art on a whim out of boredom and it had an effect on someone elseās day, someone who through random happenstance years later was telling me about it all unknowing.
Their sibling was delighted when I drew them another pegasus on the spot and announced that theyād be the talk of PE now that theyād uncovered the mystery artist.
