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I want to be as kind to myself as I am to others

#Spotify

/we've both been busy

While you were working you ass off

I've been working on breathing

While you've been making plans

I've been sitting on a bench, not telling myself I'm a failure

While you've been getting that promotion, finishing that degree, bettering yourself

I've been balancing my meds, bettering myself too

While you've been listening to cool tunes

I've been listening to the wind I managed to catch in my hand

You climbed a mountain

I climbed out of bed

I know blue looks better on me than any other feeling I try to dress myself with.

- s. karp

Life wisdom: always have a guitar in your home. Even if you can't play. Even if you don't wanna play. Magic will happen. Guitar - do it.

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/about depression

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/I’m so happy I’m dry heaving

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/end of the world

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Sometimes I dream I'm in an elevator

So I'm standing in an elevator, and it's not stuck but it's moving so slowly and I'm in a rush to go nowhere. But it keeps stopping, and people keep getting on and off at their floors. And sometimes I'm pressed into a corner by the crowd and sometimes I'm alone but it keeps going so slowly and it's still so far to my floor and I don't even remember where I'm going and what floor I'm coming from and I'm just in this elevator for eternity. People passing me by and going about their business. But I never get anywhere, I never get to my floor, I'm just there, waiting for something that will never come.

I feel as though I'm in a constant state of charging my vibrator yet it keeps dying in the middle of things.

Hahaha antidepressants and orgasms don't mix.