today i would like to read you a poem
The first time I was turned on
Kim Kardashianâs sex rape.
A girl in my class showed it to me after school.
My vagina get like a hot air balloon.
I ran home so that I could finish the feeling alone.
Sex with myself for the first time.
A feeling of utter bliss, and then suddenlyâ
Like I deserved to be locked up.
But I continued to do it. All the time, in secret.
A teddy bear. A pillow. A TV remote.
It was the biggest source of comfort,
And the biggest source of loneliness.
No one had ever told me girls could touch themselves.
Meanwhile, boys were being boys.
Wanking in the toilets at school.
Wanking alongside their friends to the same porn video.
Fathers were joking with their sons
about what type of porn they watched
Boys were taught to think the female orgasm was as simple
All you need is a light fingerprint, and she will cum.
Send with boys was a misunderstanding.
When it happened, there was no hot-air-balloon feeling.
He thought, put it in there, and sheâll enjoy it.
Every time I do mush as sighed, he thought it was an orgasm.
His pleasure was more important than mine -
My pleasure was locked up on the box of secrets.
I still thought I was a freak.
It wasnât until I was twenty that my friend told me
What I would have done to know that
for all those past twelve years.
All that anguish wasted on nothing.
I put my hand down there.
Showed him how it was done -
Unlocks new levels of sex I have with other people,
Patriarchy has attempted to write female pleasure
Patriarchy whatâs is to think our sexual gratification
can only be granted to us by a man.
But life is too short to be having bad sex.
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