*angsts ur fave*

Dan | 24 | HE/THEY | autistic + C-PTSD| making dumb posts about fandom | current hyperfixation(s): TFTGS, Gravity Falls, Sonic

[dan-despairing]

we're soooo happy for ur haircut....soooo "happy" u got ur act str8....

[dan-despairing]

alex gayly

gay merrick

bi-an thomas

tim

[dan-despairing]

i should have said tim transgender.......

[dan-despairing]

raining outside so clearly I have to take three shots and smoke a cigarette on the porch for the max spiritual benefits

[teaboot]

I’m not Christian, I don’t go to church anymore, and my pastor died, but when he was alive I’d sometimes go to his sermons and I remember one time he said “it feels good to hate, but we know that it isn’t allowed, so when we’re told that we’re allowed to hate someone we get so excited that we forget we’re supposed to love”, and if my humble atheist ass might borrow some church talk I’d like to perhaps submit that

[teaboot]

Anyhow sometimes on the day to day I feel disgust or revulsion and I have to ask myself “is this a danger to anyone at all or am I just looking for something I’m allowed to hate” and a solid 98/100 times it’s the latter so once again thank you pastor D

[midnightlibraryy]

That had to be intentional. Right??? 😭

[pigeon-butch]

your muscles being pleasantly sore after exercise is such a nice incentive I can see why they patched that in. the forced regular logins to avoid losing progress however are a predatory practice and deserve nothing but scorn.

[the-bar-sinister]

They would not go on cute dates and raise children, they would punch each other in the throat and have bad sex on the couch.

[dan-despairing]

just watched I am Not a Serial Killer for the first time and it's my new favorite movie--- going 2 be annoying about it for a bit

[grave-ng]

hello TFTGS fandom its been a while...................

i really wanted to redraw this jack piece from 5 years ago to see how much ive improved

[dan-despairing]

just drained my bank account but i'll be able to see myself in the mirror again this year

[snarkiwi-moved-deactivated20200]

New tag game

Type in “I want” to reveal your greatest desire

[widowsgay]

[m0th--teeth]

FUCK I forgot to NURTURE MY CREATIVITY and now I feel EMPTTYY. I NEED to draw something before I DIE !!!

[dan-despairing]

I've been chronically offline lately. workpilled and reality maxxing. I have to cure my now normal boring brain by consuming copious amounts of fanart and at least 300k words of fics a day

[goatedgreen]

every person you meet will have one bit that only they find funny. it is important that you hate that bit as much as possible in order to enrich their experience of doing the bit. it is part of the enjoyment of the bit

[txttletale]

sorry for [remembering a tumblr post about expressing gratitude instead of apologising to make the interaction more positive for the other person] i mean thank you for having a boyfriend who was so easy to run over withmy car and reverse over three times maybe four

[threedollarsdotcom]

thinking about getting surgery to remove everything

[radioactive-yuri]

anger issues as a trauma response is something i don't see a lot of people talking about, probably because it's an "unpalatable" or "uncomfortable" form of struggling. like yeah, my older sister consistently denied me any real identity or freedom of my own for the first decade of my life. based on the shit people say online, you'd think my trauma response would be to become as small and unobtrusive as possible. WRONG! i just got angry as fuck. i made myself bigger, more threatening, louder. harder to ignore. when i don't want to do something someone else does, i genuinely struggle not to just go "no, i don't wanna do that. we're not doing that.", because for so long, i had to go "okay, i guess we can do this if you want..." even when i didn't. the point is that my opinion never mattered, so i made it impossible to dismiss. and in the process became an angry, bitter, argumentative individual. and that's something i'm working on.

the point is, our brains are different, and respond differently to similar traumas. but shout out to all my fellow people who developed anger issues in response to trauma.