Say You'll Haunt Me

The names Samantha but I respond to Sam. I'm 23, religious, and in a constant battle against anxiety and depression. everything I think about is in this blog so I guess have fun seeing what a mess I am.

[never-not-ever]

[sa-dnesss]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[valentina-poem]

“Sometimes you are so emotionally drained that even sleep doesn’t do anything anymore. You wake up still tired. And it just doesn’t go away.”

— The Poetic Boy

[brokenflicker]

"I'm not lazy, I'm just tired. and I don't mean because I've been working hard. Not at all. I'm tired from forcing myself to get out of bed everyday. I'm tired of distracting myself from the thoughts in my brain. I'm tired because all my energy is put to surviving and people don't understand that because all they see is how unproductive you are."

— depression is a disease and it's tiring

[suicideisthesolution]

Don't ask me how I am feeling. It would just be a burden to you.

- V. J. @suicideisthesolution

[sa-dnesss]

[abnormall]

[abnormall]

[sa-dnesss]

“sometimes it doesn’t get better”

—

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[lostindarknessss-deactivated202]

[queerlysad]

[abnormall]

[sa-dnesss]

“you ever just want to fucking cut your body to shreds until you bleed the fuck out because that’s where I am at right now.”

—

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[btwiamsam]