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The kink at pride discourse is so dull I miss when we were arguing over if it was homophobic to ship Pennywise with the Babadook
Hey so not to be dramatic but has anyone else come back to this site and rediscovered the joys the internet has? Like, I've been active recently but today because of the reddit protests, I couldn't do my mindless scrolling there. Because of that, today I've been really digging in here and there's so much??? stuff??? and it's all beautiful and funny!
Anything I've seen before feels nostalgic instead of bots reposting for internet points, and whenever I finish the stuff on my dash I just find a new blog and suddenly I'm in a whole new world! I've had this blog since August of 2014, and over those 9 years I've forgotten that the internet can be good!
So thank you all for keeping the old internet alive and well in places like this hellsite, and here's to watching it lap other social media platforms by doing absolutely nothing
Oh fuuuuck. Oh fuck dude. I just got bit by a fucking clam and tonight's the full moon
sorry
Apologies
I’m sorry that I don’t know how to accept love
I’m sorry I’m impatient and eager but also terrified of speed
I’m sorry that I’m easily suffocated but love to be choked
I’m sorry that I make promises that I don’t know how to keep because I’ve never been held accountable for my actions
I’m sorry there’s no rule book for love
I’m sorry I don’t know how to love you
I’m sorry I swallowed all your love all at once
I’m sorry I let you believe that I’m okay
I’m sorry you trusted me
I’m sorry I’m damaged goods
I’m sorry I can’t be what you need
I’m sorry the projection of who you wanted me to be didn’t fit over my face
I’m sorry terrible people got to be before you
I’m sorry I showed you a future that I didn’t think was possible
I’m sorry for fucking everything up
I’m sorry that I gave up.
But I’m not sorry, that I need to take time to find myself again.
To find the girl that was lost so long before you.
So maybe one day, you can meet her.
I think you would like her.
“I don’t know if I want you, or want to be you.”
— lines from poems I will never write 11
In a world where the dead can continue to speak until the autopsy.
"I-is that blood?"
"No?"
"That's.. not a question you should answer with another question."
"That's not a question you should have asked, it's pretty clearly blood."
Silence
"Is.. it your blood?"
"No I decided to gut my emotions out of the fish."
"What?"
"Yes it's my blood I had to get these fucking things out of my arms."
"What things?"
"Those long, gross, string things. They were keeping all the darkness inside. Moving it all around my body."
"There are ways to pull the darkness out of you that don't involve ruining a perfectly good dress."
"I stopped caring about what I ruin on the journey to get this out of me."
"I can tell."
Silence
"What's that supposed to mean?"
"Whatever you want it to mean. Like always you have jumped to the most drastic solution to a problem without consulting anyone else."
"I consulted others."
"You didn't consult me."
"There's a reason for that"
Silence
"A team."
"What?"
"You always said we make one hell of a team."
"We always have."
"Not exactly easy to play ball when you're down a player."
"Not any easier to be the player everyone relies on."
"You wanted that."
"When did I ever ask for that?"
"When you built the whole fucking team."
Silence
"I.. knew you wou-"
"I'm aware. I know that's the point. You wouldn't do this to your mom."
Silence
"I know there's.. other ways. I just figured this would be the most-"
"Traumatizing?"
"Effective."
"Same difference."
"Not it's not"
"Then please, please define 'effective' for me."
"A.. Lasting impression."
"So I can't forget you."
"....exactly"
Silence
"Well at least that means I got to see you in your prom dress again. Have to say, the blood really brings out your eyes."
"My eyes are green."
"It's like Christmas colors, they compliment each other."
"I hate Christmas"
"Apparently you also hated that dress."
"Fear gives you an attitude."
"No, actually, I'm just pissed."
"You're mad at me?"
"How could I not be?"
"I'm dead!"
"EXACTLY"
Silence
"Immortality.."
"Immorality."
"That's not fair."
"Neither is this."
"I'm so sorry that this is so inconvenient for you."
"Well it actually happens to be a massive inconvenience for everyone that you have caused, but won't be around to experience."
"I didn't do this to hurt you. I did this to get the darkness out of me."
"Yeah.. but darkness doesn't just stop existing.. it runs. It gets passed down the line.. All you did was give it to me."
"I couldn't handle it any more..."
"But I'm not ready to handle it yet!"
"That's not my problem."
"Not any more."
"Keeping you alive was never my job."
"Well fuck I'm glad or you'd be getting fired right now because you left that knife in perfect reach."
"Don't"
"Why the fuck not?!"
"Don't let me ruin you."
"I already have."
Silence
"I'm sorry."
"What?"
"I'm sorr-"
"You've never apologized to me in your entire life, why are you starting now?"
"Because I'm not alive any more."
shoutout to the gay couple who essentially queued up behind me to also take a pic
they should invent a loneliness that’s bearable
alternatively, they should invent a loneliness that i don’t have to bear
i know i’m cute but you can remind me
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