I Am Currently

And for Future notice A, Failure full of shame

[dancingwithdoom]

I started to feel bad for a quick second but.. I can’t even remember your last name 😂

Girl you aren’t shit.

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I have nothing

Therefore I am nothing

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I am nothing

[shencomix]

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New year new me = new problems

WHOS READY

[dancingwithdoom]

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No more missed tomorrows

[dancingwithdoom]

THREE strikes your are out

I need to hear this the most

Try try try fucking again

Man I’m fucking tired

[dancingwithdoom]

Eat my shorts

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I believe in the bottom line

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You fall, and you crawl, and you break

And you take what you get, and you turn it into

Honesty and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it

No, no, no (no, no)

[dancingwithdoom]

I am chronically overwhelmed by my own feelings. No one else will validate my feeling. And I feel like I keep having to explain myself to others?

It sounds like an easy out for the both of us

Good choice

I’ll be an addict.

[dancingwithdoom]

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[dancingwithdoom]

I like ya I love ya

But I don’t want ya ?

[dancingwithdoom]

NEED

She meant need

[dancingwithdoom]

I like ya I love ya

But I don’t want ya ?

[dancingwithdoom]

I still feel alone

1. I am not allowed to talk about my past pain (autumn)

2. I’m not allowed to complain about work ‘unless I do something about it’

3. WHY I drink. I have tried asking for help understanding or even an open loving ear but not one wants or is even willing to listen when I do talk about things that I FEEL are important or hurtful.

My feelings are abnormal. To others my feelings are abnormal, unreasonable, and inconvenient. I do fully understand that.

Have you thought that maybe I get that? Have you ever thought that maybe that could be why I have such a hard time? Because I know I am destructive. And it accelerates my cycle

And I have learned that the harder I ‘try’ the worse I fuck myself over.