Dandy Guy In Space

[tokkibean]

TRUE writers suddenly get writing urges at 1am mid-doomscroll and proceed to ramble out the most incoherent plot into a new doc and wake up and then just. stare at it.

[nixscriptum]

less of a poem, more of a reminder. ( ఌ )

[dandytheqt]

Fell asleep with a heavy heart I thought you’d lighten, but I woke up feeling numb and a little nauseous thinking about my identity, but my mind drifts to you. It’s like you’ve become apart of who I am. Maybe that’s why I’m always asking you about myself. That need for a seal of approval to confirm I have worth and that I am a good man, and it needs to be renewed often. It’s so stupid that I don’t know who I am and it breaks my heart.

[dandytheqt]

Maybe I’m still too emotionally immature. Emotional withdrawal is the only way I know to protect myself and others from poor decisions made in moments of emotional distress. It’s no one’s job to make sure I’m okay or to cheer me up. That shouldn’t be an expectation I place upon others. I hope to be a better person in this world.

[storymistelling]

[resqectable]

“I need to stop fantasizing about running away to some other life, and start figuring out the one I have.”

— Holly Black

[thoughtkick]

“I hope you fall in love with someone who never lets you fall asleep thinking you’re unwanted.”

— Unknown

[thoughtkick]

“You need someone that loves your soul more than your body”

— Unknown

[resqectable]

“Wait for someone who love you differently. One who can see the fire in your soul, and the child in your laugh, and the ocean in your heart.”

— Unknown

[remanence-of-love]

[resqectable]

“I used to dislike being sensitive. I thought it made me weak. But take away that single trait, and you take away the very essence of who I am. You take away my conscience, my ability to empathize, my intuition, my creativity, my deep appreciation for the little things, my vivid inner life, my deep awareness of others’ pain, and my passion for it all.”

— Unknown

[1110-pm-on-the-clock]

11:10 PM One of the many lessons you taught me was to hold my own hand while I waited for you.

[dandytheqt]

Although feeling empty or hollow can be dreadful, there is a certain level of peace within it. The brighter side to being empty is that you can fill yourself up with meaningful things.

[ruhaniya]

may a love that is gentle on your heart, find you.

[dandytheqt]

YEEEEESSS LAAAWWWD, PLLEEAAASSE

[whendidmythoughtsgocrazy]

I wanna cry till I‘m empty of you.

k.b. // dirty blond - empty of you

[vexheart]

[dandytheqt]

I desire to not just be of use to someone but to be the closest to their heart, mind, and soul. To know them as purely as they know themselves and love them anyway, for I wish for someone to know me as if they were always there throughout every twist and turn of life and love me anyway.