You're one stupid fuckhead, Joe.
I shouldn't have said that and I shouldn't be so damn distant with my feelings all the time. I want her so bad, but fuck, I can't have her. She's one of my best friends and closest colleagues and I can't fuck that up. So my dumbass tells her to go ahead and go out with dacre. I keep yelling at myself because of it. I hope it doesn't make my visit tomorrow weird. Should I go at all?









