does it feel like agony for you too?

christine - she/her - canada - 33 - #usersteen

[experienceandobservation]

Taylor Zakhar Perez | July 08, 2026 | 📷 IG

[swearphil]

What would you do, baby, if you only knew that I can see you?

[ninzied]

sweet tooth

married hollanov. 5.5k rated t.

“This is Ilya. Rozanov,” Shane tells the nurse, maybe a little bit louder than necessary. “He’s my teammate. Not anything else.”

Ilya frowns again. His husband is acting very strangely.

“Sure, Mr. Hollander,” the nurse says, giving Ilya a wink. “Don’t worry. Your secret is safe with me.”

-

Shane gets some dental work done and forgets he and Ilya are already out. He tries to convince everyone they’re not actually married. He does a pretty terrible job.

ao3.

[dailyfirstprince]

RED, WHITE & ROYAL BLUE (2023) dir. Matthew López

[swearphil]

If loving me means saying, "Babe, I think this is the end," well, I guess I wish, I wish, I wish you loved me less

[ngalitzine]

RED, WHITE & ROYAL BLUE (2023) dir. Matthew López

[slenderbow]

DEVA CASSEL AS AMELIA La bella estate/The Beautiful Summer [2023] Dir. Laura Luchetti

[emziess]

Hokum (2026) dir. Damian McCarthy

[ninzied]

i'll cover you

hollanov. 2k. rated m.

Maybe before, Shane would get jealous. Jealous every time Ilya mentioned Svetlana even after he knew better, jealous of every tabloid photo of Ilya with yet another woman at some club. Not that Shane was ever looking. Not that Shane let himself think that he cared.

Now, Shane cares a little too much. He cares so much, so wholly and so wildly sometimes that it scares him. He loves Ilya, and part of loving someone means trusting them too. Shane trusts Ilya with every fiber of his heart and his soul.

Ilya’s hot new physical therapist, maybe not so much.

-

Or, Shane gets jealous. Maybe. Just a little.

ao3.

[swearphil]

I promise

[capinejghafa]

WICKED: FOR GOOD (2025) dir. JON M. CHU

[swearphil]

ILYA WEEK | day 7: free choice

[perotovar]

ilya rozanov appreciation week: day four favorite trait: his silly goofy side~

Heated Rivalry (2025-) dir. Jacob Tierney

[mikelogan]

OBSESSION (2025) dir. Curry Barker

[thereigning-lorelai]

— one single thread of gold red tied me to you

Project Hail Mary (2026) dir. Phil Lord, Chris Miller

[swearphil]

ILYA WEEK | day 6: a song that reminds you of ilya

home is wherever you are tonight

[deedala]

how about... i wish you were here right now?