have the courage to exist

meg; she/her; i follow from @anxjety

[briers-deactivated20201210]

@danielhowell, i am so proud of you thank you so much

[danlands]

Okay wow

I haven’t been on this account in over a year BUT I’ve watched dan’s video and am just so blown away by it. I was in the phandom for a good year, back when I was figuring out my sexuality. I remember it being so so refreshing to know other people were in the same shoes as me, and it was incredible to be able to look up to Dan Howell. Although I love Phil dearly, Dan Howell was the one that helped me most. He always gave a safe space for me during his live shows, and I truly think he is one of the prime people who allowed me to come to terms with my sexuality. I’m so proud of him for coming out, especially to such a huge platform. Although I left the phandom, I am so incredibly proud of Dan Howell. His video is one of the realest coming out videos I’ve ever seen. Words just cannot describe how proud I am of him.

[danlands]

hey guys, as you guys have been able to tell (or maybe not) i’ve been extremely inactive as of these last couple months. a lot of this was school, but I also realize that I don’t really watch dan and phil anymore, other than the occasional main channel vid they post. I don’t really keep up with them too much anymore, and I feel that it’s time that I leave this blog. I just want everyone to know that the phandom helped me so damn much, from figuring out my sexuality to bettering my perspective on life. I will miss all of you greatly, and if you wanna reach me feel free to follow me and/or message me @anxjety

[danlands]

hey guys, as you guys have been able to tell (or maybe not) i’ve been extremely inactive as of these last couple months. a lot of this was school, but I also realize that I don’t really watch dan and phil anymore, other than the occasional main channel vid they post. I don’t really keep up with them too much anymore, and I feel that it’s time that I leave this blog. I just want everyone to know that the phandom helped me so damn much, from figuring out my sexuality to bettering my perspective on life. I will miss all of you greatly, and if you wanna reach me feel free to follow me and/or message me @anxjety

[danlands]

hey guys, as you guys have been able to tell (or maybe not) i’ve been extremely inactive as of these last couple months. a lot of this was school, but I also realize that I don’t really watch dan and phil anymore, other than the occasional main channel vid they post. I don’t really keep up with them too much anymore, and I feel that it’s time that I leave this blog. I just want everyone to know that the phandom helped me so damn much, from figuring out my sexuality to bettering my perspective on life. I will miss all of you greatly, and if you wanna reach me feel free to follow me and/or message me @anxjety

[instarbuckswithdan]

the thrilling saga

[archive-lesterdreams]

life’s a beach, then you die

[justphanmeup-deactivated2015052]

i hope phil knows we’re ready for a quiff whenever he is

[amazingphil]

This jumper is so comfy I want to legally marry it

[tuliphil]

• he handsome •

twitter//redbubble//instagram

[bandreferences]

wow these spot the difference games are getting harder and harder

[domesticbanting-deactivated2018]

[cathurricane]

[ithurtsnotolaugh]

fond and giggly 

[danlands]

hey if ya want you should follow my main blog @anxjety because i’m 30 away from 600 on there

[jimingguk-moved-deactivated2018]

dan smiling ⟶ for anon

[danlands]

Who am I to you? Anonymously leave a fruit or two in my inbox.

Starfruit: I haven't really taken notice of you so far.

Honeydew: You fascinate me.

Banana: You annoy me.

Mullberry: Mostly I tolerate you on my dash.

Cherry: You make me uncomfortable.

Orange: I love your blog, but I'm not very interested in you personally.

Grapefruit: I don't care so much for your blog, but I'm rather interested in you as a person.

Kiwi: Love your blog, equally interested in you as a person.

Pineapple: I think about you even when I'm not on tumblr.

Rasberry: I'm not even aware I'm re-blogging from you when I do.

Strawberry: I wasn't even aware I was following you. How did that happen?

Mango: I wouldn't mind talking to you if you ever messaged me, but it's not that big of a deal to me.

Apple: I would really like to talk to you, but I never will initiate it.

Guava: I have no interest in talking with you on here.

Blueberry: Sometimes, I like and re-blog posts from you just to get your attention.

Cantaloupe: I often avoid liking and re-blogging your post so I don't draw your attention.

Watermelon: I'm not very interested in you or your blog, I'm just too lazy to unfollow you.

Elderberry: I've anon-ed you something personal before.

Pumpkin: I've anon-ed you a compliment before.

Kumquat: I've anon-ed you hate before.

Lemon: Never anon-ed you before, probably won't again.

Lime: We've never talked and I prefer to keep it that way.

Papaya: We used to talk but we don't anymore and that makes me sad.

Rhubarb: We used to talk and we don't anymore and I prefer it that way.

Tangerine: We talk on here sometimes and I want it to continue.

Plum: Meh.