Darcy Ellington

I live to write, I write to live, somewhere I may find myself

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something saves me from spilling thoughts or am i... saved has it turned me eternally mute so nobody will know what fire burns beneath

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when i’m sad i think of blue i fall deep into colour and there i’m renewed

(Art: Steve Johnson)

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I want to understand everything I dislike dusty corners and heavy shelves holding the unsolved I want my world swept clean

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There is too much dying and not enough living.  Too much regret… an absence of joy.  

I want real ecstasy.  Not the kind you buy.  Not the fleeting one invented in the mind.  Ecstasy that comes from knowing… you are loved… and you are safe to love in return.

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of course it’s over because nothing is forever

forever is child’s play forever is in a lost mind

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falling into the vortex of no hope is no place to reside but it’s where my soul rests weeping for new doors waiting for the wide road beyond

i remind myself i have nothing to do with hope and then i look i seek i wait

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i am dreaming too much vivid detailed stories more color than i’ve ever seen more detail than reality

if only i could transfer dreams if only i can be absorbed there and never return

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Sometimes I fail to tell the difference between my dreams and reality.

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the kettle gently whines like a long forgotten ghost a trail of mist spins in a momentary apparition i’m dreading the sound of pouring tea recalling love on winter days everything about us everything... evaporated (Make a GIF)

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Conversation don’t come easy But I’ve got a lot to say If you look at what we once had Well it feels many moons away But I came for you I drew names for you It’s true No-one makes me high like you do And I craved you I lost sleep with you Who knew No-one loves me quite like you do Read me wrong you won’t be the first And sure as hell not the last No-one told us this was easy But we felt like it should have been But I came for you I drew names for you It’s true No-one let’s me down like you do And I craved you I lost sleep with you Who knew No-one loves me quite like you do But no-one lets me down like you do And this is your last chance To figure out That I came for you And I drew names for you It’s true No-one makes me high like you do And I craved you I lost sleep with you Who knew No-one loves me quite like you do But no-one lets me down like you do

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in the quiet... alone... down in the dark, is where i feel it all.  who cares if nobody understands... i understand... that is all that matters.

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There’s a paper bird in my heart… all of my own making.

A tiny bird caught…  her wings creased, and she cannot fly.

One of these days I’ll unlock the cage… soothe her wings, and we’ll rise in the sky together.

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Mom, I’m tired Can I sleep in your house tonight? Mom, is it alright If I stay for a year or two? Mom, I’ll be quiet It would be just to sleep at night And I’ll leave once I figure out How to pay for my own life too