#darcyellington

[darcyellington]

something saves me from spilling thoughts or am i... saved has it turned me eternally mute so nobody will know what fire burns beneath

(Image:Isabella Mariana)

[darcyellington]

when i’m sad i think of blue i fall deep into colour and there i’m renewed

(Art: Steve Johnson)

[darcyellington]

falling into the vortex of no hope is no place to reside but it’s where my soul rests weeping for new doors waiting for the wide road beyond

i remind myself i have nothing to do with hope and then i look i seek i wait

[darcyellington]

There’s a paper bird in my heart… all of my own making.

A tiny bird caught…  her wings creased, and she cannot fly.

One of these days I’ll unlock the cage… soothe her wings, and we’ll rise in the sky together.

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[darcyellington]

There was no corner of my universe that didn’t contain you.  Where was I in your universe?

[darcyellington]

caustic words rip open our sky acid falls as rain it burns and burns i can't even cry

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[darcyellington]

You were toxic... but I wanted to believe the best of you.  It captured me every time.  Love... refuses to die, even when it's wrong.

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[darcyellington]

everyone saw something wrong and so could i but i was damn good at pretending what i felt became disguised there were smiles on my lips when there was nothing to smile of it’s a habit of mine and gets me through

family and friends they wished they prayed you’d entirely loose it and i’d wake to find you were a bad dream

you bought me gifts filled my ears with love songs then sat in a corner with dark ringed eyes and wished for the streets violating veins tripping to oblivion

a stray cat dreaming of the wild you hadn’t forgotten who you were and i would never be enough

You can read another version of this on my Wattpad book -> Awakening.

  (darcyellington)