𝒏𝒐𝒆𝒖𝒍 𝒈𝒘𝒐𝒏 for foundwantinghq !
howdy’ ho all ! i’m nae ( she / her , twenty two , from the acst tmz ! ) & i’ll be playing this evil b*tch i mean , BABE —— noeul ! i am super super SUPER excited to be here in such a sexy rp with such sexy ppl that i can’t wait to plot / write with 😌 you can find all noeul’s links below + a lil’ bio under the cut !
bonus links : stats , wanted connections , pinterest .
. ･ﾟ ┇ ⸢ KIM SEJEONG , CIS FEMALE , SHE / HER , MUSE 41 ⸥ ❛ ╾ don’t look now but NOEUL GWON is heading this way . last i heard , the TWENTY THREE year old declared their allegiance to FACTION 3 during the last town meeting . it definitely makes sense , considering the fact that they’re known for being ASSERTIVE & DETACHED . that being said , they can also be quite PIONEERING & MACHIAVELLIAN . i don’t know about you but every time i see them i’m reminded of EYES THAT GLIMMER WITH THE PROMISE OF DEFIANCE , THE SOUND OF GLASS SHATTERING BENEATH CROOKED SHADOWS , A RAW TRUTH YOU DONT WANT TO HEAR , CLENCHED FISTS BENEATH YOUR PILLOW - A GIRL POWERFUL IS STILL A GIRL AFRAID . i’ve also heard they’re often referred to as the THE MISCREANT , but that might just be because they’re a SCORPIO . something tells me it won’t be long before they start to show their true colors . wait , are they listening to TROUBLE by VALERIE BROUSSARD ? i love that song ! ❜
it is said that a child cannot fix an already broken marriage — simply a temporary solution to a permanent problem that neither one of the parents want to discuss entirely , because the joy of a newborn only lasts so long before they fade into the same old habits that destroyed them ; the same old traps that crushed the love they perhaps once shared in highschool , when the two of them were naive & hopefully that what they shared could stand the tests of time and come out GLORIOUS —— noeul gwon was supposed to fix everything , to mend what was broken between a wife who now dreaded the second her husband came home & a husband who stayed out later and later to avoid the arguments he would be greeted with when he returned . she was too young to remember it all , to remember how the two DESPISED each other - to remember how there was no sentiment shared between them at the kitchen table , and how only scowls were exchanged over breakfast . ( the tender moments shared briefly between each other in the hospital room , bonding over the beauty they created from something so ugly was fleeting . ) nights are spent in separate beds , and tense words are exchanged as noeul readied herself for school each morning - closing the front door only just in time before the two were at each other’s throats . noeul gwon was supposed to fix everything , but not even the love they shared for her was strong enough to hold their crumbling family together .
she’s nine when they divorce , and custody is split down the middle ; fifty , fifty . within a year her father remarries the secretary he was having an affair with , and a year after that her mother is engaged to her highschool fling she swears she should have married to begin with —— noeul tries her best to bring the two back together , to do her job & mend what was broken : she coincidentally has the two meet up at the mall , she gets in trouble at school purposely for the headmistress to call both of them in , she invites them both to her birthday parties and seats them beside each other . ( she puts purple dye in her new step - mom’s shampoo & superglues her mom’s new boyfriend’s shoes to the floor — hoping , perhaps , if she can’t drive her estranged parents together , she can drive away their new beloveds . ) but to no avail . her parents find love elsewhere , and it slowly becomes apparent how ill - suited the two of them once were for each other when they discover their missing pieces in other people . it’s a punch in the gut for noeul , a different pain that makes her grit her teeth each time she sees them both happy in homes she doesn’t recognise anymore — because if they were never meant for each other , how can she ever find her place in this world either ? a mistake , a problem , a regret . where does she belong ?
she had always been a trouble maker - a child with a thirst for deviousness & rebellion ; but it’s not until her mother announces her pregnancy that noeul flourishes in her new role as neighbourhood pest . within a few years , her mother has a daughter & her father has two sons , and noeul is the INBETWEEN THING — stuck between two worlds that are moving on without her . she grows bitter , and cold , and not even her parents can control the girl who once adored them . every attempt is met with resistance , as her envy of the lives they now have with their new families grows . she’s the final piece of the puzzle that fits nowhere , and is discarded to the curb — or that’s how it feels like . she ignores her dad’s calls , and dodges another of her mom’s lectures when she comes home after midnight - she pays no care to her new siblings , only spares glances when nobody is looking & walks away when they try desperately to get her attention . THEY HAVE SOMETHING SHE WILL NEVER HAVE : something whole . she grows into her reputation as a miscreant — she fails her classes , gets high behind the bleachers , smashes the principal’s car windows on the last day of senior year . you look at noeul gwon and you forever wonder what she’s thinking , how she will act , where you stand with her . and the real answer is : you never will .
but it is only so long before she trips , finds herself falling in the shadow of her own cunning ways . the cub camp is seen only as a gateway to brief safety , when she makes enemies with the wrong people in town . for the first time , she slips up & finds herself terrified of the repercussions —— only to find herself in deeper shit . she remains FACTIONLESS for a long while , seeking only isolation as the shock of what is happening settles & she gives herself time to think — think , think , think as those around her form a romanticised view of peace and society that she fails to agree with . ( if the world wishes to crash and burn , the only real option is to sit and watch the flames grow higher . ) noeul gwon is a survivor , afterall : she knows how to play those around her to her own advantage . to lie , to swindle , to take what she needs - free of guilt . the formation of faction three is the opportunity she needs when the times become dire , when she decides she needs others to ensure her own survival . things won’t be so glorious forever , and it’s only a matter of time before it all burns to cinders and only the ashes of what they hoped for remains —— the formation of a new society is not on her agenda , she would much rather sit back & watch it all burn , but for now ? she hovers in the shadows , watching for the first signs of a crack in the exteriors — the first signs to do what she does best : take , destroy , run .
