from the ashes, I rise

Stay strong, Stay alive.

[dark-soul-diary]

Tears on my pillow, can’t express the hopelessness that I feel.

[dark-soul-diary]

What do you call someone who expects different result from the same action?

[dark-soul-diary]

Sometimes, the closest exit leads to a dead end and you can’t always trace your track back to the starting point.

[dark-soul-diary]

Life is a cycle of waves. There’re lots of up and down. Once you hit the bottom, the only way to go is up. But, how do you know where the bottom is? Am I at the lowest point of my life?

[dark-soul-diary]

Random thought

How many miles have I scrolled with my fingers?

[dark-soul-diary]

How long can a person survive on a coffee and green juice diet?

[dark-soul-diary]

How can I be like my idol?

[dark-soul-diary]

[dark-soul-diary]

I do not fear death.

[dark-soul-diary]

Goodbye, ana, my old friend. I’ve finally realized that I never needed you. Today, I am free to be myself.

[dark-soul-diary]

❤️

[dark-soul-diary]

How could you feel sad while organizing a party that you know you'd enjoy? What are these tears falling from my eyes? I know it's not tears of joy. Dammit! How do I get out of this cycle? I need help.

[dark-soul-diary]

How do you get away from yourself?

[dark-soul-diary]

I can wait forever.

[dark-soul-diary]

Don't judge me, I've changed.

[dark-soul-diary]

YOU are beautiful.

[dark-soul-diary]

“What kind of world will be there tomorrow?” “No one knows the answer to that.” Fuka-Eri said.

1Q84, Haruki Murakami