[weltenwellen]

ugh why must I be always so repulsed by my own vulnerability but I find it very moving and impressive if other people are vulnerable with me????

[weltenwellen]

Brené Brown, Daring Greatly

[the-bar-sinister]

I like writing.

I like the process of writing. I like the mechanics of writing.

I like writing down words and picking what order that they should go in to best convey the meaning and images in my mind to the person reading them. I like thinking about the way a sentence sounds and the way it interacts with the other sentences around it. I like thinking about what words should repeat, and what words should stand alone, and what words should be swapped out with other words.

I like the actual writing part of writing!

[onionsandtears]

Some memories are self-harm.

You don't require any tools.

Just feeling them will do it.

You will ache in your chest.

You will want to do anything to stop the pain.

But oh, you're so scared of losing them.

[bunny-in-heat-deactivated202309]

need someone to fuck me like they’re literally obsessed with me. like they just can’t get enough. like they literally can’t stop themself even if they tried. i want the only thing on their mind to be how good this feels and how sexy i am. i want them to be absolutely desperate to fuck me, desperate for me to make them cum. i want to feel like the hottest thing on earth when they fuck me, i want them to moan like this is literally the best thing they’ve ever felt. is that too much to ask.

[princessxchaos]

Yesss 😩 an ABSOLUTE NEED!!! *~

[darkbrighter]

I’m always kind, if you wish, and that is my only failing, because one should not always be kind. I’m often very angry, with these ones here, with Ivan Fyodorovich especially, but the trouble is that I’m kindest when I’m angry. Today, before you came, I was angry and pretended I didn’t and couldn’t understand anything. That happens to me—like a child.

The Idiot, Fyodor Dostoevsky

[thoughtkick]

“Nothing lasts, you see, not even the thoughts inside you. And you mustn’t waste your time looking for them. Once a thing is gone, that is the end of it.”

— Paul Auster, The Invention of Solitude

[darkbrighter]

Shama is still with me, She will always be my side no matter what happens...

[feelingsoftheday]

my heart is different now

[goneforeverx]

All this pain made me someone I never thought I’d be

[darkbrighter]

Was it the voice, was it the fire burning in me...

[darkbrighter]

Can't you see, I am at you feet

Whenever, Wherever

We're meant to be together

I'll be there, and you'll be near

And that's the deal, my dear

There over, hereunder

You'll never have to wonder

We can always play by ear

But that's the deal, my dear

Yeah, I miss You a lot, I think of you everyday, every hour, there's a mental image of yours in my brain that really helps me in falling for you more and more, Where are you, Why you always have to break the deal, Say na, I need answer, Come, Please come, I am really waiting...

[soulmvtes]

january is one of those months where you experience every feeling on the human spectrum and you just have to go about your day like that isn't happening

[darkbrighter]

Yeah, Its true that I still have some hopes, Ig a lot, You will always remain with me(really close),SHASH can be true.

[andhetakesandhetakesandhetakes]

going for long walks alone is probably the closest thing we have to a cure for the human condition

[andhetakesandhetakesandhetakes]

going for long walks alone is probably the closest thing we have to a cure for the human condition

[philosophybits]

“To be enlightened is to be aware, always, of total reality in its immanent otherness — to be aware of it and yet remain in a condition to survive as an animal, to think and feel as a human being, to resort whenever expedient to systematic reasoning. Our goal is to discover that we have always been where we ought to be. Unhappily we make the task exceedingly difficult for ourselves.”

— Aldous Huxley, The Doors of Perception (via thirdity)

[brok3np4radise-deactivated20250]

The broken will always be able to love harder than most. Once you've been in the dark, you learn to appreciate everything that shines.

Unknown

[darkbrighter]

So, I thought I had to become more than I was, more than I'd been, and I tired too, but that wasn't it. It seemed rather that someone needed to come in my life, a touch was all I needed to reawaken my old soul or maybe the new one, better and more strong than the old one, making me understand that fear is a slogan, making me understand the softness of sweet whispers, and how scars can be prettier than stars.

[heartofmuse]

The desire for you is sharp and deep. Nothing in the world can silence it and nothing in the world can fill it but you. There is nothing more than sighs in my mouth, thirst in my lips, the throbbing of emptiness in my arms. Colors fade and flavors become bland, the fullness is lost to the empty spaces that cry out for your presence. I am consumed by a single thought and a single feeling that turns into fire in my chest, water in my eyes, a universe of absence that throbs in my throat. My hands freeze and the letters are lost in an infinite void. Come, my heart feels heavy with so much I want to tell you and long to give you. Come, I can't bear this anymore, this missing you.

e.v.e. (Letters to my love)